somehow. the island i m living in became kind of unsafe. =/
anyway, met the girls [2t, mad, ying, mel ] and boys [ jason, shawn and mervin ].
It's been a few months since i last met all of them other than mad girl.
hmmm... it's always nice meeting these bunch of friends. cuz, they are irreplaceable.
I cant find anyone like them in Uni. :(
And I miss them a lot lot lot. Really. I still miss how we girls always talked.
haha! and am most hapy when i hear what 2t says.
wahaha! she gave me a "self-confidence" jab.
Am glad we meet, even though its just for a few hours.
we had pizza at our long lost "home" at cwp then we had desert at Bugis.
Thank you very much to Mervin for driving us home.
Thank You very much.
As you know, terrorist on the run, this place kind of become unsafe.
I somehow don't understand how he managed to run away...-_-''
and bestie came to my place just now.
haha! as usual, we din manage to study instead we just talked and talked and talked. =/
nice meeting her.
really nice! Thanks for coming girl!!! =D
and what Auntie says, still surprises me a lot.
Like so out-of-nowhere... =p
I miss the night life in Singapore.
I know sometimes i also go out at night.
But it's always to nearby places like,
Bukit Timah... CCK or Jurong.
But night life at Town area is really different and i like the atmosphere! =D
Anyways, hopefully, whoever the dangerous man is.
Hopefully he'll be caught soon.
I heard a lot of different comments and reactions from my friends.
HAHA! The matter became a JOKE instead of a serious matter.
Of course we know how serious it is la.
So no worries, we are still sensible adult-to-be.
haha!
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
yeaps! finally met min.
Talked a lot as usual.
but i definitely talked more today.
haha! maybe ade is right i talk more now.
but still to specific people. not all.
u noe why i hate to go out under the sun?
cuz, it hurts my eyes.
damn painn.
i went out to meet meet for like abt 2 hrs? and my eyes is so super pain nw.
ya la ya la, i noe its unhealthy to always stay home.
but hey! i prefer having a night life instead of a day life. =p
yahs, analyzed a lot of stuffs just now.
we practically listed out all those who have had r/ w/ me. =p
and
thank you.
haha.
i am out of their lifes, they are out of mine.
we are just friends now. purely friends.
people do grow up and we are no longer the silly girls.
mayb i still am a lil bit.
but she has definitely grown up, in a way. yeahs.
people do make mistakes and its from mistakes we learn. and yeahs, its good in a way.
we really do learn from them and grow up.
don't believe me?
look back at ur own wrong doings and the mistakes you've made and what u did after that.
believe me, in a way or 2, you've learnt.
I don't like to invite unnecessary troubles to myself, cuz i don't like things to be draggy.
cuz u noe, certain things when it become draggy, it bores me and i noe there will never be an outcome, so i'd probably just "delete" the whole thing and bye bye.
so i would prefer things to be fast.
just say yes or not. want or don't want and make a conclusion.
when it gets draggy, things become very not impt anymore.
Ok. times up.
Studying time now. =p have a great.. thurs, fri and weekend... =p
Talked a lot as usual.
but i definitely talked more today.
haha! maybe ade is right i talk more now.
but still to specific people. not all.
u noe why i hate to go out under the sun?
cuz, it hurts my eyes.
damn painn.
i went out to meet meet for like abt 2 hrs? and my eyes is so super pain nw.
ya la ya la, i noe its unhealthy to always stay home.
but hey! i prefer having a night life instead of a day life. =p
yahs, analyzed a lot of stuffs just now.
we practically listed out all those who have had r/ w/ me. =p
and
thank you.
haha.
i am out of their lifes, they are out of mine.
we are just friends now. purely friends.
people do grow up and we are no longer the silly girls.
mayb i still am a lil bit.
but she has definitely grown up, in a way. yeahs.
people do make mistakes and its from mistakes we learn. and yeahs, its good in a way.
we really do learn from them and grow up.
don't believe me?
look back at ur own wrong doings and the mistakes you've made and what u did after that.
believe me, in a way or 2, you've learnt.
I don't like to invite unnecessary troubles to myself, cuz i don't like things to be draggy.
cuz u noe, certain things when it become draggy, it bores me and i noe there will never be an outcome, so i'd probably just "delete" the whole thing and bye bye.
so i would prefer things to be fast.
just say yes or not. want or don't want and make a conclusion.
when it gets draggy, things become very not impt anymore.
Ok. times up.
Studying time now. =p have a great.. thurs, fri and weekend... =p
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
sibeee capeee...
hais...
if onli i have a twin who look exactly like me.
how nice would it be. :p
Boo! up till today... only finished 2 paper...
i hate it when things are so draggy...
cant they like just finish the shiet in like 1 week. den finish exam.
den bOO! bye bye exam! It's relaxing time..!
now finish 1 paper need mug for another week for another paper... hais...
and thanks to the stupid institute of money who doesnt gave instructions clearly...
i need to go to campus just to drop that STOOPIDDD attendance shitt and go home..
like some nonsensical bo liao girlll...
if only i have a car.. then just vroommm!! off i go to school, and i wont complain AT ALL.
i really wont have any single complaints.
if only i have someone to pick me up and send me home every single day.
that would be like so great!
ok.. i shant stop dreaming, cuz in the near weeks or months, it will not be possible.
bahss!!! borring.
am so shag.
and i still have such a full week.
need go out almost evryday.
i am still tt very lazy lily, who'd rather stay at home and rot than go out to enjoy the sun..
anyone would be kind enough to help me hand in the shiet tml?
hais.
sian
shall go and sleep.
nights every1.
i want buy new phone lehs.
anyone wants to sponsor?
my 21st bday is coming. =p
hais...
if onli i have a twin who look exactly like me.
how nice would it be. :p
Boo! up till today... only finished 2 paper...
i hate it when things are so draggy...
cant they like just finish the shiet in like 1 week. den finish exam.
den bOO! bye bye exam! It's relaxing time..!
now finish 1 paper need mug for another week for another paper... hais...
and thanks to the stupid institute of money who doesnt gave instructions clearly...
i need to go to campus just to drop that STOOPIDDD attendance shitt and go home..
like some nonsensical bo liao girlll...
if only i have a car.. then just vroommm!! off i go to school, and i wont complain AT ALL.
i really wont have any single complaints.
if only i have someone to pick me up and send me home every single day.
that would be like so great!
ok.. i shant stop dreaming, cuz in the near weeks or months, it will not be possible.
bahss!!! borring.
am so shag.
and i still have such a full week.
need go out almost evryday.
i am still tt very lazy lily, who'd rather stay at home and rot than go out to enjoy the sun..
anyone would be kind enough to help me hand in the shiet tml?
hais.
sian
shall go and sleep.
nights every1.
i want buy new phone lehs.
anyone wants to sponsor?
my 21st bday is coming. =p
Monday, February 25, 2008
I've finally realized that.
As a girl, no matter how great you are, how independent u can be..
Ultimately when we met our partner, we are really just girls.
That is, i suppose, a point which really cannot be changed.
am glad my dear girl is the happiest girl now.
BUT! hey! please eat! *u noe hu u r*
girls in love, will usually become "fatter" but u r becoming thinner as the days pass by..
just eat okay.
U shud thank the above for being able to eat!
anw,
been dreaming.
But i promised i will try my very best to achieve what i promised.
I will try my very best.
Because to me, failing means losing everything.
failing really means losing everything.
what is left would really be nothing.
As a girl, no matter how great you are, how independent u can be..
Ultimately when we met our partner, we are really just girls.
That is, i suppose, a point which really cannot be changed.
am glad my dear girl is the happiest girl now.
BUT! hey! please eat! *u noe hu u r*
girls in love, will usually become "fatter" but u r becoming thinner as the days pass by..
just eat okay.
U shud thank the above for being able to eat!
anw,
been dreaming.
But i promised i will try my very best to achieve what i promised.
I will try my very best.
Because to me, failing means losing everything.
failing really means losing everything.
what is left would really be nothing.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
certain things in this world are very weird.
things that happen to me everyday, when i come home, alone in my own room, i will think back.
why did this happen? why is it like this? why? is it just pure coincidence? or..?
did someone above really want to tell me something?
i kept thinking and thinking.
then again, i cant get the answer.
so these things just continue to happen.
not once, not twice, but almost every time.
some people say, if you want something to happen to you and you kept thinking about it,
it really might happen to you.
but eh!
not really, just like the many times i wished something will happen. NO! nothing happened! things that i wanted very much to happen did not happen.
yeahs. did not happen.
but i will always remember this. what will be, will be. no point thinking about it. :)
so yeahs, the many happenings that had happened almost every time i see you in campus, is maybe really just coincidence.
anyways, if we get the chance to know each other better, i want to thank you. :)
maybe i really am thinking too much?
oh wells, no one knows, except him.
things that happen to me everyday, when i come home, alone in my own room, i will think back.
why did this happen? why is it like this? why? is it just pure coincidence? or..?
did someone above really want to tell me something?
i kept thinking and thinking.
then again, i cant get the answer.
so these things just continue to happen.
not once, not twice, but almost every time.
some people say, if you want something to happen to you and you kept thinking about it,
it really might happen to you.
but eh!
not really, just like the many times i wished something will happen. NO! nothing happened! things that i wanted very much to happen did not happen.
yeahs. did not happen.
but i will always remember this. what will be, will be. no point thinking about it. :)
so yeahs, the many happenings that had happened almost every time i see you in campus, is maybe really just coincidence.
anyways, if we get the chance to know each other better, i want to thank you. :)
maybe i really am thinking too much?
oh wells, no one knows, except him.
Friday, February 22, 2008
I succeeded! hehes!
I din cry when i called mommy today.
HAHA! It's been almost 6 days since i heard mommy's and daddy's voice.
I miss them truckloads.
I din cry! YAY!
And i told mommy about my out of job thgy.
AND she asked Y???
HAHA.. den i told her..
den she said.. nevermind lo.. now concentrate on exams.
BUt after exams if got time during the weekends, do go and find some work, so that i can buy things for myself. :D
So now, since i have decided not to find a job.
SO that means, i cant shop or whatsoever. :(
Mommy said that Gan-ma tried calling me several times, but couldn't get through.
Argh! My phone spoil. Gt something very wrong with it.
HAIS.
recently people have been calling me.
I DIDNT OFF MY PHONE OKIES.
My phone spoil liaos.
It needs a change.
so yahs... so sorry!
HINT HINT***
MY 21st BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!
I WANT A NEW HANDPHONE. :D
That is what i needed most.
Anyone wants to buy for me? =p
okies.. now back to econs.
Tml will be my very first exam in uni. =p
haha. and i am so going to do very well for it. LOL.
Hopefully, come on la.. its econs. what to expect?
If i can pass, i will be really very gateful, and it will be a very great motivation for me to get a very good result for the real exam in MAY later on.
So God, please do Bless me and everyone else taking the paper tomorrow.
Thank YOU very much!
I LOVE MY MOM & DAD! =D
I din cry when i called mommy today.
HAHA! It's been almost 6 days since i heard mommy's and daddy's voice.
I miss them truckloads.
I din cry! YAY!
And i told mommy about my out of job thgy.
AND she asked Y???
HAHA.. den i told her..
den she said.. nevermind lo.. now concentrate on exams.
BUt after exams if got time during the weekends, do go and find some work, so that i can buy things for myself. :D
So now, since i have decided not to find a job.
SO that means, i cant shop or whatsoever. :(
Mommy said that Gan-ma tried calling me several times, but couldn't get through.
Argh! My phone spoil. Gt something very wrong with it.
HAIS.
recently people have been calling me.
I DIDNT OFF MY PHONE OKIES.
My phone spoil liaos.
It needs a change.
so yahs... so sorry!
HINT HINT***
MY 21st BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!
I WANT A NEW HANDPHONE. :D
That is what i needed most.
Anyone wants to buy for me? =p
okies.. now back to econs.
Tml will be my very first exam in uni. =p
haha. and i am so going to do very well for it. LOL.
Hopefully, come on la.. its econs. what to expect?
If i can pass, i will be really very gateful, and it will be a very great motivation for me to get a very good result for the real exam in MAY later on.
So God, please do Bless me and everyone else taking the paper tomorrow.
Thank YOU very much!
I LOVE MY MOM & DAD! =D
Thursday, February 21, 2008
i thought that day will be the last day u will talk to me until maybe,
again months later then we will talk again.
But then, we talked again just recently.
No special feeling, I've sorted things out. Perhaps.
Maybe,
because you are able to make me smile,
you are able to talk to me in a different way,
that is why, the feeling became very special each time we talked.
I don't know what makes you different from the others.
We didn't start off, right.
We didn't have a proper introduction of ourselves.
We didn't put a line between us, which is why sometimes we tend to cross over the line.
We tend to say things we shouldn't, which sometimes causes me to understand.
Whatever.
We will just continue to be friends. I am glad we were and we are.
again months later then we will talk again.
But then, we talked again just recently.
No special feeling, I've sorted things out. Perhaps.
Maybe,
because you are able to make me smile,
you are able to talk to me in a different way,
that is why, the feeling became very special each time we talked.
I don't know what makes you different from the others.
We didn't start off, right.
We didn't have a proper introduction of ourselves.
We didn't put a line between us, which is why sometimes we tend to cross over the line.
We tend to say things we shouldn't, which sometimes causes me to understand.
Whatever.
We will just continue to be friends. I am glad we were and we are.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
| March 2008 | ||||||
| Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday | Saturday | Sunday |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | 2 | |||||
| 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |
| 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 |
| 17 BB-POA Local 08:30-11:30 HQ LT2.21 balwant singh | 18 GG-ECONS Local 19:00-22:00 HQ LT3.23 lee chin choo | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 AA-PBF UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT1.02 michael | 23 AA-PBF UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT1.03 michael |
| 24 BB-MATH1 UOL 19:00-22:00 MH LT4.01 james | 25 | 26 | 27 BB-MATH1 UOL 19:00-22:00 HQ LT1.10 james | 28 | 29 | 30 |
| 31 | ||||||
| April 2008 | ||||||
| Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday | Saturday | Sunday |
| 1 | 2 | 3 DD-PBF Local 15:30-18:30 HQ LT3.09 jonathan peh c h | 4 II-MATH1 Local 12:00-15:00 HQ LT3.02 philip stephenson | 5 AA-POA UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT4.04 danny leiwy | 6 AA-POA UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT3.02 danny leiwy | |
| 7 | 8 | 9 DD-STAT1 Local 19:00-22:00 HQ LT4.24 ramanathan meenakshi | 10 | 11 II-STAT1 UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT3.09 celia | 12 CC-ECONS UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT1.02 amos | 13 CC-ECONS UOL 10:00-17:00 HQ LT1.02 amos |
| 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 |
| 21 | 22 DD-PBF Local 08:30-11:30 HQ LT3.09 jonathan peh c h | 23 | 24 | 25 GG-ECONS Local 08:30-11:30 HQ LT3.23 lee chin choo | 26 | 27 |
| 28 | 29 | 30 BB-POA Local 08:30-11:30 HQ LT3.02 balwant singh | ||||
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This is my SUPER NOT NICE revision timetable. :(
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
I officially am out of job from today onwards.
NO work. NO income nothing. :(
NVMS.
Anyone wants to share with me their Ang Pao earnings? haha!
Anw,
went to return the answer sheets to Amanda just now.
They are a very nice family. I love Bryan's sister. OMG! She is so cute.
I like and admire their family.
Honestly, they are very nice parents. Considerate too.
Thank you! & I received red packet from them! =D
Met up with Min just now.
Though we met for a short while only.
It's ok. Counting that i haven't met her for sometime.
Am glad to find that she is fine and they are doing well now.
Good Good! Happy for her! =D
Talked to Mad also ald.
Haha! nice nice! hopefully can meet up this Saturday with the girls. =D
So that means, within 2 days, I've contacted almost all my dear gals.
Except for Yik. I need to meet her soon. Hopefully before i fly back to Indo in June. =p
What else?
I got to continue mugging now. :(
I must be able to at least get a PASS for Econs.
Econs is really.
HAIS.
There are VERY FEW nice people in this world, so when you bump into one.
Please treasure them.
NO work. NO income nothing. :(
NVMS.
Anyone wants to share with me their Ang Pao earnings? haha!
Anw,
went to return the answer sheets to Amanda just now.
They are a very nice family. I love Bryan's sister. OMG! She is so cute.
I like and admire their family.
Honestly, they are very nice parents. Considerate too.
Thank you! & I received red packet from them! =D
Met up with Min just now.
Though we met for a short while only.
It's ok. Counting that i haven't met her for sometime.
Am glad to find that she is fine and they are doing well now.
Good Good! Happy for her! =D
Talked to Mad also ald.
Haha! nice nice! hopefully can meet up this Saturday with the girls. =D
So that means, within 2 days, I've contacted almost all my dear gals.
Except for Yik. I need to meet her soon. Hopefully before i fly back to Indo in June. =p
What else?
I got to continue mugging now. :(
I must be able to at least get a PASS for Econs.
Econs is really.
HAIS.
There are VERY FEW nice people in this world, so when you bump into one.
Please treasure them.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
thing is I really don't know how to show my concern.
Yea, i know i can just give her a call. and ask.
But, i don't like to question.
Its either u come to me and tell me or i ask.
But i always dont ask.
Cuz too many people knew about it, it might make her irritated or rather, tired to hear the same thing again and again.
So i'd rather keep it quiet.
I still let things like how it used to be.
I am always the one not asking.
We both don't like to ask.
So i'll just let her calm down.
Cool down.
let time heals.
I hope she will be fine soon. Or rather they will be fine soon.
I know u all know who i am always crazy over.
Over his case. I really have no comments.
Cuz i don't know much about it.
I din really follow the news.
I only knew about it like on this thursday when the case has been up for weeks.
whatever it is, hopefully the bo liao person who has been spreading the videos and pictures will just stop doing that.
It's someone's privacy and we should respect that.
And, many people have been hurt because of the case, including the person himself.
So why not just let things die down.
Let him explain as to why he does this.
Everyone has a reason for doing something.
So why not respect that?
Did someone ask me if I am disappointed?
hmm. I don't know.
Maybe I am.
But then again.
I am not some super crazy fan of his, who will cry and whatever, because of this case.
I just hope that this case won't drag on anymore.
Let people's life continue as per normal.
Don't let them live in fear every single day.
boo!
I want to go out and meet my friends.
S71 girlsss... Bestie and many many more...
but i'm stuck with E X A M S.
I'll just hang on.
Yea, i know i can just give her a call. and ask.
But, i don't like to question.
Its either u come to me and tell me or i ask.
But i always dont ask.
Cuz too many people knew about it, it might make her irritated or rather, tired to hear the same thing again and again.
So i'd rather keep it quiet.
I still let things like how it used to be.
I am always the one not asking.
We both don't like to ask.
So i'll just let her calm down.
Cool down.
let time heals.
I hope she will be fine soon. Or rather they will be fine soon.
I know u all know who i am always crazy over.
Over his case. I really have no comments.
Cuz i don't know much about it.
I din really follow the news.
I only knew about it like on this thursday when the case has been up for weeks.
whatever it is, hopefully the bo liao person who has been spreading the videos and pictures will just stop doing that.
It's someone's privacy and we should respect that.
And, many people have been hurt because of the case, including the person himself.
So why not just let things die down.
Let him explain as to why he does this.
Everyone has a reason for doing something.
So why not respect that?
Did someone ask me if I am disappointed?
hmm. I don't know.
Maybe I am.
But then again.
I am not some super crazy fan of his, who will cry and whatever, because of this case.
I just hope that this case won't drag on anymore.
Let people's life continue as per normal.
Don't let them live in fear every single day.
boo!
I want to go out and meet my friends.
S71 girlsss... Bestie and many many more...
but i'm stuck with E X A M S.
I'll just hang on.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
i am here in Singapore again.
Super sian. Super unhappy.
Tonight i have to sleep alone, and for the next many many nights i have to sleep alone. alone.
Mommy won't help me put on another set of blanket when i am sleeping.
And.
For many many nights and many many weeks,
No one will be eating with me for every single meals.
No one will buy me my meals.
No one will ask me what i want to have for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
No one will remember what i like and what i don't.
No one will be able to crack the same type of jokes that mom can.
No one will treat me like a princess in the house.
I know i am very dependent.
I know sometimes I am very useless.
VERY USELESS.
hais.
whatever.
hopefully.
i will be able to concentrate on my studies.
just concentrate and forget everything else.
i wont say i miss home.
cuz there is no point saying it.
And thank you Miss Quek, for calling me once i landed on this island.
I have a serious attitude problem
when i am unhappy, everything else won't look at all nice and funny to me.
I won't fake a smile because i can't.
i am just unhappy la.
hopefully, my dear girls around me are all fine
I have problem keeping in contact with people nowadays also.
not that i don't want, i don't know how to say.
so hopefully, Szemin, Mad, Ade, Ling Hui and Yik are all fine with their lifes.
Take care girls!
And, i must say i miss my Gan-Ma..
I must thank her for baking all the cakes and new year cookies and remember almost all my favourite food.
Thank You 3i!! =D
oh yah...
i know i am very late.
BUT.
Happy Chinese New Year!
Super sian. Super unhappy.
Tonight i have to sleep alone, and for the next many many nights i have to sleep alone. alone.
Mommy won't help me put on another set of blanket when i am sleeping.
And.
For many many nights and many many weeks,
No one will be eating with me for every single meals.
No one will buy me my meals.
No one will ask me what i want to have for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
No one will remember what i like and what i don't.
No one will be able to crack the same type of jokes that mom can.
No one will treat me like a princess in the house.
I know i am very dependent.
I know sometimes I am very useless.
VERY USELESS.
hais.
whatever.
hopefully.
i will be able to concentrate on my studies.
just concentrate and forget everything else.
i wont say i miss home.
cuz there is no point saying it.
And thank you Miss Quek, for calling me once i landed on this island.
I have a serious attitude problem
when i am unhappy, everything else won't look at all nice and funny to me.
I won't fake a smile because i can't.
i am just unhappy la.
hopefully, my dear girls around me are all fine
I have problem keeping in contact with people nowadays also.
not that i don't want, i don't know how to say.
so hopefully, Szemin, Mad, Ade, Ling Hui and Yik are all fine with their lifes.
Take care girls!
And, i must say i miss my Gan-Ma..
I must thank her for baking all the cakes and new year cookies and remember almost all my favourite food.
Thank You 3i!! =D
oh yah...
i know i am very late.
BUT.
Happy Chinese New Year!