Papa, it still feels unreal. 2 weeks ago i was in singapore happily waiting to come back jkt on friday night and you will be waiting for me at the airport.
I miss you alot. I really do. Today, this date this second u r no longer around. Nowhere. I dont know why this happened. Why God took you away so soon.
Dad. I really miss you alot. I want you to come bck. Please come back to me. I dont know where you are now. I dont want u to go. :(
I know there is no more you. Your body has been cremated. All thats left is just pictures and your ashes. I know there is no more you. Reality is, there is no more you. i cannot accept it. I really miss u alot. I want you back. Alive, At the other shop and when i call u will pick up the phone.
Papa i really miss you. A lot. I want you back. I know no amount of tears, misses or anything at all can bring you bck. But i really want you back. You are the head of this family. Just like a body cannot live without its head. This family doesnt feel right without you.
Pa.. I miss u alot.. Will u please ease this ache just by a little bit? Just a little bit will do. I really miss you.
How can i continue to live as per normal when its not normal anymore. :'(
