Its supposed to be a new year, new happenings. New wishes, new hopes, new luck. I have been wishing that everything can turn for the better, believing that everything can be better.
Its that believe and faith that can keep me going.
But, its getting really very very tiring. i m very tired of leading this kind of life.
Well, maybe in the eyes of others, my life is not that bad. I have a job. I have an income every mth.
But i m not happy. Im not happy in this position, i dont like being in this position. I dont like being here.
Then again ppl will say that, there is always no fun in working for others. But then there is always jobs that is meaningful. Doing something that u love doing. Or sth related.
Sometimes i ask why. Why m i in this position. How did i end up here. How? What exactly did i do wrong? What is it?
I dont ask for much, i just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask for? I want to stop leading such a screw up life.
End it or i shall end it myself.