1st blog post of the year 2011 and its now mid January.
I shouldn't be blogging. but when i put everything aside, and prepare to sleep, my brain can't help but to wonder.
oh first thgs first, i feel really good, because, i'm so done with MA assignment! =D
FR is half done, gona finish it tomorrow.
MA qns left 5 more to do, 25 to copy. =S
so i have a busy busy day later when i wake up. =(
but its good in a way, because it will take things off my mind. =D
so today is supposed to be a good good day.
but it turned out really bad. well. at least for me, its kind of bad.
got to see sth i shouldn't have seen. *consequence of being too kaypoh*
the thing about me, sometimes when my heart tells me sth will happen, somehow, it will happen. well, sometimes they do happen. and it feels like de-javu.
but actually it isn't.
sometimes its just that, way before hand, i kind of felt that will happen, and soon after they just happened.
just like what happened today. =(
i told Heup last week, i had that feeling.. and ta-dahh... signs of it happening appeared to me today.
honestly, i don't know what to do.
what am i supposed to do?
unless proven guilty, you don't give someone a death sentence.
so now, its not as if i caught them red-handed.
so i really couldn't do anythg. =(
i really hope that, they are just being playful. or they are just trying to make friends and nothing more than that.
but... hais. honestly, i really don't know. =(
i really hope this doesn't happen to me.
well at least not now. because i really cant take it in now.
maybe its just my intuition, or whatever u call that.
just this once. i am wishing it doesn't come true. ='(
and i will say it always..
I don't mind being ditched, but i cannot tolerate being two-timed.
i dont want to know how it feels to be betrayed. :'(
but, sorry doesn't turn back time. ='(
P/S: i just realised this post is written on Sunday morning 3am.
