ok.. i guess..
i shud pick myself up..
realli.. no use getting sad over it..
no use crying after listening to things that reminds me of it..(GP class todae)
Mr Sim said sth today, "delete things that u dont wish to have in your mind."
at first after hearing it..
i made a comment: "if it's THAT easy to take certain thgs off my mind, our life wouldnt be so unhappy." "how i wish i have a shut down button" ... Now, i guess i shud try to do so.. i guess he is right..
he made another comment about students today having "no SOUL" which i TOTALLY Agree!!! =X
how are we supposed to have our soul when all we do is study n study... having to live up to expectation and having to endure the STRESS..
bringing happiness to people brings happiness to your own self too...
so start doing your part in doing kindness... =D
next... i need and i have to apologise for my too "moody" & "bad" behaviour today..
not that i want it...
but i am just not in the mood...
expect this for the rest of the week..
mayb i need a week to really sort thgs out...
to really clear my mind off things... i realy need that..
i am so grateful and thankful that people cared...
really thanks loads...
all your simple messages n stuffs.. thanks!
TO my parents: i know they wont come n read this.. but wells, still.. dad & mom: i will try my best not to be a cry baby anymore... i will try and be strong and stop making you worry for me.. try my best to study hard n concentrate on it and it only.. i promise to try my very best to make you proud.. i love you! <3
TO my dearest brother in US: ko! i promise i will work hard n keep close to God. i know i'll never walk alone cause there are many people who are walking together with me in this journey including my loved ones. i wish you all the best over there. and hopefully, i can join you next year. thank you for keeping me in your prayers. i love you kor! <3
TO my relatives: I know you guys expect a lot from me... the pressure that you guys are putting on me are far more than what my parents gave me... but wells, i noe you guys wants the best for me too.. i will try my very best to live up to expectation.. yea... i will try to... thank you for everything...
To my friends: Thank you for being here... although i am alone in this foreign land. you guys never fail to make me feel that i am loved and that even though my family members are not here. i still have you guys who will stand by me no matter what. really thank you! thanks for puting the smile back on my face. Thanks!
Special thanks to these wonderful friends:
Mad: Hey girl! Thank you so so much for the card. I am really touched, i really din see it coming. The words are really encouraging. Really. Thank you! i will try to follow the words... =)
Ade: Sure after my A's i will DEFINITELY go parrty!! go celebrate with you!! thanks girl! =)
JY: thanks for the simple sms yea! hope u r doing fine too.
Bash: i will try to be fine ok? im not lying..=)
Liyana: thanks girl! i noe u will always be there for me. the fact that we arent that close (got to noe u thru ur sis), yet we care so much for each other really makes our friendship special.. Thanks! keep the smile on your face always too k? =)
Counsellor: thanks! although i dun noe who you are. i still really thank you for ur care n concern! wish you all the best! =)
Lisha: thanks for caring & concerning even though i duno you well.. thanks girl! =)
i cant promise that i will be fine tml.. cuz whenever i am reminded of the stuffs.. i still cry.. but not as bad as yesterday.. i hope i can pick myself up from the dumps as soon as possible... as soon as everyone wants it.. yea! i noe i can..
once again thank you and sorry guys!
