It's been 26 days Daddy. I still cannot accept the fact that you are no longer here. Its very heart breaking. You are deeply missed and remembered by all your customers. They couldnt believe that you are gone too. Till now people still ask me.
Them: "Where is the uncle that usually look after the shop"
Me:" He pass away."
Them:" are u joking, that uncle?"
Me:" yes thats my Papa, he is no longer here, i am not joking, i wish its all just a joke."
No more you.
Why?
Why? Sometimes i think you not entirely to blame for your health condition. We didnt take care of you or maybe each other well enough. We are all separated. One at each place. We r all left to take care of ourself. With the assumption that. We r all old enough to know what to eat and what not to eat. What to do and what not to.
Dad u didnt give me any chance at all, to take care of you.
When u fell and woke up, do u remember i said that i will bring u to the doctor for ull body check up the following week and you said YES to me?
Then why!!!!!!!!!! Im not blaming you Daddy.
I am not blaming anyone. But why cant i, when i already have the ability to take care of u and mommy. I am not given this chance?! Why?
Whats so good about this life, when the family is no longer complete? Its not complete without your presence, Pa!
