Thursday, December 30, 2010

HOME SWEET HOME

so, i am actually at home sweeeeeeeeeeett home now. =)
Happy holidays! it's supposed to be a holiday!
and i am totally immersed in the holiday mode. not willing to do homeworks and holidays assignments! and i really haven't done much.
i did a half done essay though. lol! okay at least i finished 1 part of the essay qns. and i did 6 out of my 30 FR qns. -.-
here's the plan for the next few days. just do all the theory qns on MA & FR and leave all the calculations part in singapore. since it will require more thinking and more concentration. =)

today's Thursday! meaning i still have 3 more FULL days here, at home!
and hafta go back to Sg again on monday night!
I always hate it, everytime i have to leave home and go back to Sg and have to go through the pains of studying and going for exams before coming back home again.
but the good thing is actually, this time round, it will be the last last and last exam for me.
i promise i will do it once and do it well!
i promise!
last year already, just hafta do it! =)

and like always, I don't celebrate Christmas....
I never know how Christmas is like, I don't know how it's supposed to be, or maybe i do!
oh well, i hope at least in this lifetime, i will get to really,really know what is Christmas like. I probably have to dodge the thinking that, only Christians celebrate Christmas. is that even true...???

and GOSH! today is 30th December. tomorrow is the last day of the year!
How am i going to spend it?
just like any other day i guess. =/
i know that we will be closing shop early tml though, cuz we are going to a Temple event. I think counting down at the temple. not very sure. i know its at the temple.
i'm not complaining. at least, i feel its better than spending it alone in singapore. lol.

and advanced exam timetable is out!!!!!
this actually scares me further, cuz it means, exams will be here real soon!
I am quite happy that i don't have exams on the same day for any paper, and i pretty much have a day to rest, relax, revise before the next paper.
here it is, last exam schedule for me. =D

FM: 11th May
MA: 13th May
ME: 16th May
FR: 18th May
Audit: 19th May

it actually finishes within one week. hmm.. 9 days..
yeahs!

and i am happy!
Dear brother got me my long time wanted Longchamp bag.
He asked his friend who went Italy in June to buy it back for me.
it's not the size i wanted, but still at least its a long champ.
i dont mind having it at a bigger size actually.
since my bags are all at a bigger size. i dont know what is it i like to put in my bag. but i love having them big.
it just suits me. =/

Happy Belated Christmas & Happy New Year 2011!

I pretty much think, this will be the last post for the year. =)

Cheers to a great 2011!
New beginning for me & everyone ! =)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

give me a break.

I've been pretty much. lazy this week. since Last sunday.
i am just tired and can't even sit still.
one minute i was doing homework.
another im lying on d bed sleeping.
or one minute im reading articles, another i just go and make myself some honey water. or whatever there is to make. it's just. i cant concentrate. and in one week, i went to meet up with elson for a short lunch and then... stanley, chimpang & meet ade girl for dinner. dinner out for three straight days.
i just don't want to go home and get "locked" up in my room. I just wana stay out!
I know, it's bad, im wasting one week of time away. but of course, i still do my homeworks and assignments. and i still go for lessons on time, i am always early this week, by 15 mins, which kind of make me feel weird, cuz i used reach school on d dot. and then reach class 5 minutes late. =/
and this is pretty much, the only week where i get to sleep in for most mornings. okay.. its only weds, fri & saturdays. i slept till 10. it feels so nice.. like relaxing my day away.

here i am typing, and the stack of notes beside me is waiting for me to read and touch and make some writings on them. haha, i will, enough of wasting time. =S

on a very very good note, im happy i've been exchanging emails, with Bestie =) it's just good to know, what she has been doing over there, maybe it gave me a sense of security..? ok that sounds weird, i just feel good, assured and happy when i know that she is away from all the danger and that she is doing fine there and is in good hands. It doesn't bore me, even if she just tell me the nitty gritty details on what she's been doing, its just good to know that she is doing good. i hope it will always be good=)

while meeting Ade girl. was really shocked to know a news. apparently, a friend she is close with and a friend i know, broke up with her bf of 7 years. i was shocked cuz, they really appear to be the lovey dovey kind, and their Fb always shows pictures of them going on trips, and just very nice and loving pictures, so i was really surrpised when ade broke the news to me, telling me that they broke up alr..
and then we both concluded that, mostly, couples who phat thor for too long, will end up breaking up. those who only phat thor for 2 years? a little longer or shorter, seems to be able to stay in marriage, in their own ways. at least the paper and their children are there to tie them down.

and, we also talked about the future. haha. whether to have childrens or not.
It APPEARS that i want to have children. but honestly, really, deep inside me, i dont really want to have any.
u know looking at those children and stranger's child. its just.. a total NO NO!
not because, we can no longer have freedom.
It just boils down to the sentence
"it's easy to give birth to them, it's freaking hard to bring them up WELL."


and looking at the world, now, i think not adding on to the already damaged society, is better. lol. at least for now, this is what i think. =)

and the trend in sg now is, those who are not supposed to get married are all rushing to get married, cuz of some accident.
and those who are supposed to marry, instead break up.

weird world isn't it.
and i am so sure about 2012. lol. the world might really just end.
so until 2012. i will make sure i visit all my dearest overseas friends.
Bestie in Sydney and 2t in Laos.
and then go on a trip overseas with Ade girl.
and then go overseas using my hard earned money. travelling. =D

alright, got to go keep my notes company now.
and...
im going to home sweet home next week,
19th Dec till 3rd Jan.

till then, have a great Christmas & a great New Year 2011 =)