Saturday, March 31, 2007

so nice no one is at home. onli me, maid n akong.. =) *peaceful* =p
anw, before they went shoping just now, me n cousin had a cousin to cousin talk.
i like her when she is like this. can talk to me as a big jie jie talking to her younger sis, she taught me stuffs. but still i dont like it when she starts her all her nonsense. wells, no one is perfect. I was telling my another cousin that she starts her nonsense when she is stressed up la.. and i realized most of the time she is stressed. =X
And, i've told her that i am moving out la... no objection, nth. i told her the reason behind y i wana move out too.. =X


omg. i reali miss homey so so much. i miss mommy's home-cooked dinner. =(
i seriously miss waking up earli to start work( help with daddy's business..)
i miss going out at night with mommy, just to spend that money to buy stuffs and make myself happy. and most of the time, i reali just buy and dont use them... =X
i miss listening to daddy sing karaoke. the loud music and everything... =D
and i miss my bed!!! i miss practically everything.



It's just a totally different feeling when you are staying in YOUR own house and staying with other people.
SO those people out there who are thinking of leaving your own house to go other places to stay. THINK TWICE. It's NOT easy to come out from your nests, alone and stay. I experienced it. It's not fun at all. i dont understand y 10++ years ago, that dumb girl keep pestering her parents to let her go overseas, onli to regret it now.. =p
wells, at least she learnt her lesson and during these 10 years, she earned herself many many many great friends... =)


those type of one or two days stay over at fren's hse is NOTHING. You find it fun to stay out for one or two days, but when you have to stay for months and years. That's when HOMESICKNESS sets in.
BY that time, there is no use crying for mommy. She wont come, she'll onli call u and let u hear her voice.



so wells, i just miss home k?!?!? *sighs*



i am trying to learn sth now. i am learning to believe in happy endings, maybe we humans shouldnt be so pessimistic, even before it happens, we think about the outcome and stuffs, when you have sth in your mind, just say it out, who knows, the outcome might be a positive 1. NO worries. If you dont try it, you will never know the outcome. =)


i miss gatherings with friends... =X

super bored.
omg.
i dont know what am i supposed 2 do.
it just seems that i am reminded of this everywhere.
even when i am watching my shows. crap.
i wana go home.
super bored.
super sian.
talk to me.
talk to me.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

daddy msg me again todae... same old thing. he wants me back.. =)
he asks if i want to have my clothes sent over here, cuz the other time i came here.. i onli brought 3 tops and 1 bottom. LOL. so DONT be surprised if i keep wearing the same few clothes. pardon me la!!! =p
oh wells, maybe i'll get tired of this whole place and everything that has happened and which seemed to have stop. i might be going back in d near week. LOL. and this time i'll make sure i get my place in that plane. =) i'm not gg 2 take anymore cheapo airline. it's time i reward myself with a better one.. =))))
i'm glad family business is picking up... =)))))
good good!!! hope everything will fall back into place... =)
i somehow feel like going back indo to further my uni studies. i HOPE daddy will allow. hais.
i wana drive to uni. i wana stay with my dear parents. i wana stay near my aunts... =)


today's lessons.. =X i am sorry i am so fierce ok?? i cant help it. my dear girl, u have to concentrate la... if u dun concentrate u also make me sleepy... =X n if u dun concentrate u wun be able to absorb anythg.. hais hais... oh wells, i still think that i am lucky to have gotten the two of u... study hard yea?? =)


let that all be memories, just another game that i've taken part in. a game that i've paid a high price for. 3 hell years of time k? it's time to stop everything. at least i'll wait till i go back. after that, when and IF i ever come back here again. i'm gg to start a new life. a new everything. i'll get on with life. it's time to stop all this nonsense.
y cant ppl like me be straight forward??
y cant people just be honest with each other about their feelings?


oh ya, a gentle reminder to whoever u are, strangers, friends or what..
be careful with ur words, cuz sometimes ur words might give ppl a wrong idea. so yeap. watch ur words. esp those of guys and gals.
it's hard to maintain a close friendship b/w a guy and a gal. this is VERY true. and proven. =)
so if u aren't her boyfriend, please dun say any mushy stuffs to her. leave those mushy words for her boyfriend. please draw the line. =)
if u have sth for her/him, den tell her/him, if u dont.. den remember ur status.
it's really tiring to hold on to a relationship that u are unsure where it is heading to.
so yeap, get this clear, i no longer want this kind of relationship.
.tiring. confusing & irritating.


.i shall live with no regrets. let's be honest with each other. promise? yes! =)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

i miss home so so much.. my dearest aunt just called me..
i asked y she called and she said, "i miss u, tt's y i call. Take care of urself k? must rmb to eat and come back soon and are u crying? u sure u not crying. dun cry k? time will soon pass n u will be back home soon."


just that 3 mins of talk with her is enough to make me cry. i reali miss home. i miss her and everyone at home. how i wish i could go back asap. i hope i could just stay there for good.


anw, i had a great time with min todae. hee. hope u like the cake and d card girl! =)
i sure am going over to ur place soon... =) hehes.. then we can yak n yak non-stop. it's always nice to have u around girl! cuz we could just talk about ANYTHING on earth... anything under the sun.. love ya bestie! =)


Thanks heup 4 accompanying me at plaza today, for lending me ur library card and also for accompanying me walk to Bangkit.. hee... it's far... =X so yeaps thanks! =)


n i reached home at about 6. i reali hate this place. I've been saying this for don't how many zillion times. after 8 should be my rest time. i should be able to relax rest and do whatever i want. BUT hell! no! those idiots keep disturbing me, asking me questions after questions, asking senseless, useless questions. asking me where i went today, why i buy this, why i buy that, where is my bf, who is he, who u calling? who u messaging, who r u talking to, what are u doing? crap.
PLEASE GET BACK TO UR OWN BUSINESS. DON'T irritate me.
and so i grab my key and my book and went down to sit under my block. n i sat there for 2 hrs before i come back up. all the ppl walking past were looking at me larhs.
"what is this dumb girl sitting down here for??"
crap. this is what i call, 有家回不得。


i think i got the message. but i still hope that u could tell me personally to save all the confusion.


i need to have someone to talk to.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

i was reading the bdae cards i received when i was in sec 4... LOL..
memories... and i found a few pieces of notes, and they were supposed to be placed in my hand written diary... =) anyways. wells, i read. and i realised. OMG!!! the stuffs that i am feeling now is exactly the same as how i fely the other time.. 2 years ago.. nope 3 years ago.. at exactly the same day at the same time. GOSH... i am reali hopeless...
LOLS...


it's a few mins towards my dear BESTIE bday!!! hee... =) tml gona meet her up..!!! =D

Monday, March 26, 2007

hais hais hais.. i never thought this could ever happen to me.. yst is just not my day. worst day of the yr so far. never been so unlucky b4... !!!! crap... they have such poor attitude. such poor service. still sae wat they have a high class airport with high class staffs who are warma nd friendly. It's all crap. u didnt how rude they were. Dont think that i am a small girl girl den u can bully me ok??? stupid people!!!


BUT after gg thru the whole process.
i think i've matured and i am able to handle things now as an adult.
at least i am not such a cry baby anymore.
i noe i told him tt i felt like crying BUT surprisingly there not even a single drop of tear.
I even called the company up to scold them. & i din call them to speak softly to them.
i just scold them. LOL.
LILY has grown up. she has become wiser. matured. =)


so i din go home after tt. i went to ade hse instead to slack with her n get my pressie.. hehe.. thanks pig girl!!! =) Nice!!! & Minyi's drawing is superb!!! =D thanks girl!!!


den went westmall to meet up with heup, sze hong n khay liang. we all had dinner tgt with my pig girl... =) nice.. very long din meet sh le... he din change a single bit too.. =)
shall meet them up again before they all go into army... =)

Friday, March 23, 2007

i am currently in love with this song. =)))))
super true!!!!
"Y do all good things come to an END..........???"
oh wells, just enjoy it... =)))



Thursday, March 22, 2007

yay! i met my dear bestie min today lerhs!!!
super miss her & i am talking non-stop.
WE were talking non-stop. hahas! =D
I am happy upon hearing that she is happy now. must *TREASURE* k??
Thank you Mr Tan.. =))))
I must meet up with bestie soon okays!!!!!!! =D


Today's 1st time was quite alrite. Found myself a bit dumbo. hahas.
i've lived in bukit panjang for about 2 years, but i still cant familiarize myself with the place. come on la... d place is sooo ulu... (people smoking, big gangs of guys gathering, talking as if they are trying to show off their knowledge of vulgarities, do u need a loud hailer??? )
cant blame me if i dont go and explore this place k. =X
anyways,
i duno how to find my way there.
in the end i just walk round n round.
walk straight, turn left, turn right, look up and find any block that is the closest to my destination.
LOL.
and as expected i don't know how to find my way back also.
i just walked straight after i crossed d road.
wanted to avoid those guys riding bicycles so i walked under the blocks and
got myself LOST in a BIG BIG car park. the whole place isn't familiar at all.. =X
i took a TOTALLY different route to get there and to get home. LOLS.
but it's already an achievement that i know how to get there and reach home SAFELY... =p
shall find another new familiar route d next time i go there... =)


nowadays d kids have such good life!!! their room is sooo princess!!! everything is disney stuffs!!! PINK!!! OMG!! envious!!!
but i pity them too. where got kids as young as primary 2 have to study till 930??? LOL.
luckily she met an angelic sister like me... =) *wahahas*
BUT i got shocked when d elder sis said,
"jie jie! ur hp so cute! u noe my cousin's screen saver is a couple kissing (舌吻)............"
please please... back to innocence. they are supposed to be innocent young kids... =X
OMIGOWD!!!! what is this world becoming to??? a primary 4 kid noe abt such thg???


my dad wants me back. but seriously i'd rather use the money to get the tix back here to shop shop. might as well i june then go back. den i would have many more clothes...
hehes... c how.. mayb i might go back.. mayb i wont..
actuali i dun wana go back 1st cuz i'm scared that once i go back i don't wana come back here anymore until school starts... =X


im still finding a place to move out to. any room for rent??? which is 100% safe for me to live in derhs?? very hard to find sias!!! sians!!! =(
i thought everything could b as easy as it seems to be.
but i am wrong.
now that even when i know the places where i can move out to.
i must worry about this and that.
moving out to a place of total stranger is really very difficult.
lots of stuffs to consider.
lots of stuffs to worry about.
its so troublesome.


please. i dun want anymore stuffs for me to worry about. =(
btw. yeaps i'll be gg back this sunday. my dad wants me back.
but i'll be back again next week.
lOL. i'm like taking taxi rides.. =X

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I've thought through it and i am fine. =)
i shall just let nature take its course rather than keep thinking about it.
there is no use in doing so. it'll only make me more down and everything.
everything is almost fine as it is now.
as long as i don't think too much and just accept everything that comes along the way, everything should be fine.
so my dear girls. dun worry about me. dun help me do any silly things k??
i just want to let nature takes its course.
i am FINE already k? anw, thanks!


there will always be a first time.
hope everything will go on smoothly tomorrow. wish me luck please!!!
honestly i am super worried and super scared.
God bless me.


I AM FINDING A PLACE TO MOVE OUT TO. SUPER SIAN. SUPER IRRITATED. DUN LIKE TO FIND. HAVE TO WORRY ABT THIS N THAT. SIANS.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Finally get to talk to mad!! heehee.. =) not the 1st time in the few weeks I'm here but finally a day when i can really talk to her. not very long tho. but still thanks you girl for listening.
hmm.. i finally know something.. haha... toot girl.. i wont take advantage of the situation la... i don't know how to do so.. =X
but still thank you for the super good suggestion!! =D


after telling mad, heup & hl abt the stuffs.. hahas.. lols.. all of them have the SAME reaction.. (LILY pls stay awy from tt person) LOL.. Okok i am more or less confirmed about the whole situation okays.. i will listen to u all.. in actual fact i am irritated by his actions too.


Pig girl!!! i know u r back!!! hahas! will call u or sth soon k!?! MUST meet me b4 i go back!!! =) hope Hk's been fun!!! =D


I AM SO GOING TO MOVE OUT. I WANT MY PRIVACY!!!!!
find this quite...erms.. i duno.. try it... read on.. =)



Your LOVE NUMBER is 1 if your
birth
date falls on: 1st, 10th, 19th and 28th


Your LOVE NUMBER is 2 if your birth
date falls on: 2nd, 11th, 20th and 29th


Your LOVE NUMBER is 3 if your birth
date falls on: 3rd, 12th, 21st and 30th


Your LOVE NUMBER is 4 if your birth
date falls on: 4th, 13th, 22nd and 31st


Your LOVE NUMBER is 5 if your birth
date falls on: 5th, 14th and 23rd


Your LOVE NUMBER is 6 if your birth
date falls on: 6th, 15th and 24th


Your LOVE NUMBER is 7 if your birth
date falls on: 7th, 16th and 25th


Your LOVE NUMBER is 8 if your birth
date falls on: 8th, 17th and 26th


Your LOVE NUMBER is 9 if your birth
date falls on: 9th, 18th and 27th


Here is what your LOVE NUMBER says
about you...


1. You are affectionate and passionate.
At times, however, your strong
personality can be a bit overpowering,
scaring off potential suitors! Try to
curb that intensity every now and then
and you may get a chance to find
Mr./Ms. Right.
[our love match: Someone who doesn't
mind being dominated once in a while.]


2. You are described as ideal partner,
loving and romantic. In fact, one of
your life's priority goals is to find
the love of your life. But remember to
keep it real, too or else, no guy out
there will ever meet your expectations.
[our love match: Someone who isn't
afraid to bring you back to earth from
movie- romance land.]


3. Attractive, imaginative, outgoing,
loyal and generous too. You definitely
don't run out of admirers. Just be
careful of those who will take
advantage of your kind nature.
[our love match: Someone who wants to
know more about you, rather than talk
about himself.]


4. You fall in and out of love so
easily. Could it be because you often
mistake infatuation for the real
thing? Resist being impulsive when it
comes to love and take your time to
know the guy.
[our love match: Someone who is
patient and can tolerate your erratic
behavior.]


5.You go from one emotion to another
so fast and so often, it's hard to
keep track! but your intelligent. You
are also bold and daring, and you
enjoy the finer things in life.
[our love match: Someone who can
accept that he may not be your no.1
priority.]


6. You are the charmer but you can also
be warm and nurturing. But beware of
the green-eyed monster in you. Your
needs or affection can make you
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after unavailable guys!
[our love match: Someone who can
make you feel secure.]


7. Your a deep thinker who happens to
be romantic, gentle and sensitive. Seek
someone who will love you as much as
you love him, someone just as tender
and generous. Be careful of those who
will take advantage of your idealistic
nature.
[our love match: A one-woman/man
who is ready for commitment.]


8. You are sophisticated and at the
top of ur game. Being confident,
independent and very successful in
your career,. Some may see you as cold
and detached. But, when you find the
right guy, you can be quite passionate.
[Your love match: Someone who is
trustworthy.]


9. Creative, intuitive and imaginative,
these three words describe you best.
You are also quite impulsive when it
comes to love, making your lovelife
unpredictable. You are also passionate
and loyal.
[Your love match: Someone who digs
and understands your artistic nature.]

Friday, March 16, 2007

stupid toot. always bluff me. the only thing u can do to me is bluffing me again and again. talking nonsense which sometimes just makes me wonder what exactly are you trying to say. i don't even know if there is any hidden meaning behind it or you are just purely saying it for fun. toot u.


i should be going back next Sunday, 25th. there is nothing else for me to do here. I am going to miss so many things here. =)


mad, i dont think i'll be here on ur bday lerhs... =X so sorry! but no worries my bday wish for u will be sent kays!! =)
this also means that i'll be in Jakarta during my Bday too. it'll be the first time in so many years. But my family doesn't have the tradition of celebrating birthdays. at most i will only get red packets!! =D nvm.. good enough.. just give me the cash to get stuffs for myself.. =)


seriously, i still don't know if i'll be studying here nots. i don't know why, i am not worried at all.. =) i hope there will be something good in store for me yea... =)


I can't go to Laos to visit Touty... hais.. Mom dun allow... anyone wants to visit me in Jakarta??? guys and gals are welcome k.. hahas.. Just come, i'll try to be a good host.. =p
Ade & Mad, u girls said wana come de hors.. so u better come.. i'll be waiting...=)


i realised i haven gone to meet up with bestie.. omg! i shud do it soon. if not i'll be saying bye bye to her again next week le.. time reali flies. my 2 weeks here are gone. next week will be the last week le.. den i'll be back with my homey... =)


Ade is coming back from Hk todae! yay!! finally my dear pig girl is back!! =DD


certain things if i don't say it straight to your face means that i still want our friendship to continue. so please mind your own behavior. i don't want any gossips. i don't want troubles. i don't want any silly mistakes made by you.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

yay! im so happy today!!! sold lotsa stuffs!!! =))))))
but im eating lesser and lesser as the days goes by...
i survived todae by eating onli 2 slices of bread and a small cup of milo.
that makes my meal for the whole day... hope tml i'll eat more... =)


Gerald's gg army tommorow... shall wish him all d best!!! take care yea!! =)


hmm.. i made a new friend again today at workplace... nice auntie... hehes...=)
she stays near me... she also ask me go rent her place..
if i wana move out this yr... lols.. =)
every1 wants me... =p
who else is willing to take me in??? =)
den i have a lot more places to choose from... =D


this life is like thisss... just accept it no matter how irritating it is...
it'll never be smooth sailing... so instead of making ur life worse... just try to enjoy it as much as possible and be happy every single day...
because as each day passes we have another one day less to live in this world.. =)
just keep smiling and do watever ur mind sets u to do... =)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

d few days back.. been keeping myself busy.. BUT i had lotsa fun. Thank You! hehes... as long as i don't have to stay at home i dont mind doing anything.. =p


so i worked on Friday... all d way till 9pm... i think im pro.. =p but very unfortunately i fell sick.. =X lucky only fever nia... =p so the rest of the illness din come... =)


saturday & sunday was with Adeline and her family for the whole 2 days... *almost*
so we went down to M'sia. Ade's house.. =)
great chat!!! friendly family!!! Cute cousins!!! Handsome Cousins!!! =)
i'll be looking foward to Malaysia again... =)


yst... after work.. went to have dinner with the 71s... =) nice gathering.. it's a pity me and gerald couldnt stay till very late... cuz we had to go to chalet.. =) sorry guys!! its such a coincidence that we have to go chalet on the same day.. =)
hope Izwan, Idhzuan, Gerald & Mervin will have a great time in army... =D

went to ton at chalet... 2nd time tt i din sleep at all... =p played cards.. played mahjong with the guys.. haha... i think im just not talented in gambling la ok... BUT... still thanks for the 14 bucks!! LOLX... =D reached home onli at 8... n i slept for onli 4 hrs.. & i dont like cats... =X sorry to those cat lovers... i just dont like them.. esp when it chases after me... =((((
kk...
gota go work soon le...
so.. tata 4 now... =)))


i love them too too much... =)

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

i m bored!! tml another day tt i'm stuck at home with nowhere to go. sians!!! don't like this...
25th march faster come faster come... i cant wait to go home... cuz life is REALLY VERY B O R I N G here....
i dun mind getting stuck in traffic jam in jakarta.. i dont mind having to learn driving for few hours... i dont mind helping mama do housework... i dont mind helping daddy work... i dont mind staying here as long as there is sth for me to do... i hope this "boredom" will stop right now.. this sec.. this minute.. this hour.. this day....


i dont like it when im alone.. cuz my mind starts to wonder... my mind starts to think about all those stuffs... i dont like it... stupid thoughts!!! go away...


i'm still irritated with university admissions and stuffs... my brother wants me to go US... mir says if i want study tourism might as well go Jakarta... I wana go Aust.... Parents wants me in Singapore... divide myself into 4 please...
someone please tell me what to do... ='(


im at ade hse now. hee. nice. watched SHE & Jolin's concerts.. tv.. basically we are just slacking larhs... nice.. its definitely much much better to have a companion to slack with rather than slacking alone.. bored larhs...


went down to SIM with Ade.. thx 4 accompanying girl! haha! we wore the same top todae!!! such a coincidence! anyways... i wont be able to study the course i want in university lerhx... hais... they nid diploma & 2 yrs of working.. so bye bye to tourism and hotel management course... =( nvm.. i'll study sth else..


im gg down to m'sia with ade this sat.. hee... looking fwd 2 it... =)
oh ya... S71s.. PLEASE make urself free on monday nite ok>???? we'll be having class dinner.. farewell dinner to send d guys off... before they cut their hair botak!!! =p so yeaps.. pls make urself free...


tata 4 now... hope all oof u are doing very fine with this life!!! love u guys!

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Indonesia Indonesia... omg.. up till this point of time this yr... Indonesia has been hit with so many disasters... gosh! Hope everythg will turn out fine soon. no more disasters. no more people dying. no more ppl being stranded. no house being robbed, because those idiots just noe how to make use of the situation..!!! please use ur brain for sth else can??

im fine after a few days of break le.. so no worries.. im kinda fine.. but now.. another small small problem... life life.. it's like that... it'll never let us lead a hapy life w/o worrying... without unhappiness.. =X

i hate it when people lie to me... and of course to my dear darlings... their problem somehow becomes mine too!!! toot u... if wana bluff people, bluff properly larhs... so dumb... wat do you get in return?? i guess... u can say "bye-bye" to our friendship... =X

went to send 2t off yst.... in fact we stayed over at changi to accompany her till earli morning... played cards from night till todae morning.. cuz her flight is at ard 6am... gosh.. and i din sleep at all until i reach home.. record broken!!! =D
i'm so sorry 2t & Gerald. I'm dumb at playing cards ok... hahas.. i dun gamble u see.. so no matter how many times you guys teach me... i'll just 4get and keep asking this and that while playing... lolx... play with me again nx tm.. and u'll never wana play cards with me anymore... sorry!!! what is dai di??? wat is bridge??? haha... sorry!!!
i just dun have the talent to gamble... =p

yay!! finally Ade has a day off tml... can go out slack with her... staying at home to face the four walls is TERRIBLE can!!! i can't use the com in the day, because my niece and nephew got to study.. and they are studying in the room im sleeping.. and again they are depriving me from taking my afternoon nap... =X so all that i can do during daytime.. is either getting out of house.. or staying at home to face the four walls.. and listen to adults screaming at their children.. =X

i wana work!!! i wana work!!! i wana travel...!!! i wan earn my own pocket money!!! i want cash!!! any1 wants to giv me a job??? i'll be super grateful... =D

alrites i have another 19 more days here in singapore.. sian-ness.. please occupy me with sth!!! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!!!!

Monday, March 5, 2007

super bored super bored super bored!!!!!
can anyone help me find sth to do PLEASE!!!!
missing him lots. we seemed so near yet so far. dont like tis. dun feel like waiting anymore.dun lyk it wen i miss him.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

i've sat in front of the computer for hours since morning.
surfing the net aimlessly for courses that i could take.
at the end of every few hour. i think back. what am i really looking for.. what am i searching for..
i wish someone could give me a direct answer on what i should do.. what i could do.. i feel really helpless. despite those talks they have given me. those encouragements. everything seems to go back to nil. i really duno what i should do now.


i couldnt see what future holds for me. what am i supposed to expect. mayb there are people out there who would say that i deserved this. i can say out loud that i dont. mayb certain things which are not meant to be will never be. i really dont know what i should do. i really wish i could do something about this but i cant. i wish i could talk to someone, i know i could find someone to talk to. but i dont know what to say, what to talk about... sometimes just by being present, just by being here.. it helps..


argh! really dont know what else. this is really irritating.. really horrible.. i dont know why some people just cant seem to bother. they can take things so lightly. they can just... argh! i dont know. whatever. i shall get away from the computer for the time being.
I can only sae that i'm very disappointed with my own result. Esp my chinese result. But i wont blame anyone except myself. I noe my family is very disappointed. I'd rather they reprimand me rather than treating me as if nothing happened. I duno where to go, what i should do if no university wants me...

The moment i wake up, the first thg i that came across my mind is results results and results...

hais hais.. shall see how... see what i should do next.. see what lies ahead of me..

i'll be strong... see what else is coming towards me..

.irritating.

Friday, March 2, 2007

i believe u guys alreadi noe tt i arrived yst morning.
ade came to pick me up. i am really t o u c h e d. she took a day off from work just to keep me accompany whole day long... all the way till 10+... really thanks a lot girl..

throughout the whole journey we talked a lot.. catched up on some stuffs... definitely known each other more... known each other better.. she accompanied me to meet my dear S71 gals too & her nice friends thanks for d discount!! =)

... right at this moment.. i duno y.. i feel really down... really down... worried.. evrythg... i hate this kind of feeling.. just a few hrs ago i asked my dear pig girl not to worry, just smile and live on... sometimes its easy to tell people to do certain thgs.. but it's always so hard to do it alone... Pig girl.. honestly i am very affected by her death.. (u shud noe who).. i watched some of her stuffs.. really teaches me a lot.. really touches me.. after watching i reali cant sleep.. i hope i could fall asleep soon, but i cant...

i wanted to tell u just now (and also my other darlings... and my bestie min) that we should just let go and live on no matter what happens.. life is that unpredictable.. we'll help each other along.. we can all hug each other and cry out loud... give each other support.. just be strong and face whatever that comes along... no matter what i will be here to give whatever help i can... reali love u all lots...

To all those taking results later on.. Good Luck all the best.. Hope all of us can achieve a very good result and enter a University of your own choice. all the best.

-treasure those human ard u-

-always keep those smile on ur face-

-no matter what happens, life still goes on-