I realise, i do get scared.
I realise i know why i dont dare to let him go.
Im scared. I am really scared, what will the days be without him.
But i know even holding on to him will not get us anywhere.
But i really dont dare to let go.
I dont know how to let go.
I hate it when i am like this.
I know i still do love him.
I know.
There is no third party.
Its just that there is no more communication between us.
Something is missing between us.
I dont know what it is, neither can i find it.
I really dont know what it is.
Now we r like. Together for the sake of being together.
And i dont like it. :'(
