Sometimes i hate myself for thinking too much, for listening too much, for caring too much to what friends are saying.
Im such a total idiot really!
Why care so much about their opinion? Cuz i've become friends with them and i love them as a friend and their thoughts matter to me.
I have always believed, if you dont mean what u say then dont say it. There r certain thgs we dont joke about. Certain things when its funny, its funny. When its not, its not.
Next thg i need to learn, is to shut my mouth & ears when im not supposed to say anythg and hear anything.
I just dont want to care about what they think anymore.
Joking or not, it no longer matters to me.
