I have reached a point where really i am quite desperate and about to give up anytime soon.
So far.. Every since i tender my resignation and looking for jobs, sending countless of resumes for jobs.
About 6 people have called to show their interest.
But when it comes to them asking about nationality. They are sorry that its only jobs for citizens. Its really sian to the max.
Its like a tiny glim of hope when they call me. Then i end up being disappointed.
Kind of funny also. When i go back indonesia to attend job interviews. The indonesians there actually thought that i am not an indonesian. They think im from another country. Because i guess i speak like i am singaporean! Simply cuz i have been here almost my whole life. And i grew up here, in singapore. Away from parents away from family. N what do i get in the end?
Confusions by people from my own country Mistaking that i am not from there.
Rejections from another country and making me unable to get a job so i can settle here, because i am not a citizen here.
Weird isnt it? nationality gone wrong.