my heart still feels heavy every single time it happens.
i know it's going to happen. but then i still can't help it.
my heart still ache, every single time.
i don't want to care. yet it's not right.
because if i no longer care, then what's the point of this all.
but i know if i don't care, I'll be happier. definitely.
because i don't have to think about it.
maybe not happier, but at least, my heart won't ache as much.
yeahs. can someone tell me what to do?
because it's very.
torturing.
tiring.
and.
saddening.
and i am very
unhappy.
