ok... i suddenly have seconds thoughts about "his" behaviour..
I dont wana make frens with him..
our relationship.. should just stop at "house-mate"...
i find it idiotic to keep smiling at each other as a sign of courtesy... =X
it gets kinda scary.. and yea.. i dun feel at all secure...
in fact, i'm very worried and scared..
i must be mad to have moved over..
but then... there is no point thinking about this and regretting now..
what is done IS done.. and i cant change anythg..
what i should do now is just...
Really pray hard...
hope these few years of stay here will be a blessing ....
I hope i din make a wrong choice..
why cant human minds be more simpler...
why cant we just trust each other???
believing that no matter what ...
the other party will never do anythg to hurt one..
