I made a new friend today.... FINALLY... =)
Finally someone is willing to talk to me..
willing to start a conversation with me..
and continue with the conversation... =)
thanks Jasmine! =)
so now.. i have frens for PBF...
not so lonely anymore...
hope nx week will get to know her more... and cont with the friendship...=)
Bryan's mom said.. i lost wt instead of gaining wt aft coming back from indo..
and u noe y...
reason being... i lost TWO KG just last saturday.... =X
i miss home a lot today...
for many times todayy.... i *****...
stupid sim.. keep asking me for money... when i ald have no extras...
i keep thinking that i might not be able to continue with this shyt...
for 3 yrs long..
maybe like what my mom and i agreed on...
after 1 yr.. if i really cannot cope with everything...
i will just give up and go back...
this is an agreement we made and decided upon...
honestly, i am here now bcuz of the payment i ald made for school..
rental.. and stuffs... so i am giving this yr a try...
nx yr if i cant cope... den GOODBYE sg...
it has onli been 2+++ weeks tt i am in singapore...
and i cannot stand the kind of life i am leading now..
i am sick of thinking about money and money...
i am sick of thinking about if i have enough for the rest of the month..
i am sick of thinking.. if i have extras to pay for this n that...
i am only 20 yrs old... whoever you are... please spare me from all these...
how am i supposed to live with this kinda life for 3 yrs???
y the toot must all intl students have 15 hrs of lesson every week?? CRAP!!!
and just to filll up that STUPID 3 extra hrs.. every week...
they throw us with STUPID enrichments which i ald had since sec sch... and jcs...
cheat my money!!!! =((((
i know there is no use thinking abt such stuffs... shall just look fwd...
see what else is coming... see if its sweet smelling or is it smelly....
i still miss home... i miss mama.. i miss papa...
good nitex!
