yay yay yay... =) nice nice... haha... 1 more hr.. will be leaving to airport... =))) nice nice... hehes... good good... ( dont sae i bad k?? muz share my happiness with u all mahs... =) )


thanks thanks my dear bestie... despite ur super "tiredness", u still wana send me off... thanks thanks... i was telling Ade yst tt i miss talking to bestie... hais hais... rmb how we used to talk about almost everythg under the sun... hehes... d next time we got tgt again.. mayb we can do that once again.. miss you girl!!!! =)

i've been enjoying talking to Ade & Mad abt everythg too... thanks girlsss... thanks for spending time with me during my last few days in singapore... =))) really enjoyed talking to u all... oh my... days in Jakarta will be without alll of u... when i am bored i can no longer pick up d phone n just dial all ur numbers... hais hais... nvm.. i shall use emails... sms'es... msn??? haha... see how...

this time i go back.. i have a very weird feeling... somehow.. i feel that i'm not coming back anymore when i am QUITE.... pretty quite sure that i am coming back... it all depends on the results bahs... we shall see how next yr...

take care peeps... hehe... i've to get ready... =)))))

bubuaiz... =)

YAY!!! i activated my roaming le... so those peeps who wants to msg me... keep in contact with me can still msg me to my singapore number k??? will be very happy to reciv ur msgs... since i wont be blogging and going online that often.. hee... it'll be a good n super nice way of keeping in contact with me... so ya... will wait for all ur msges... =)


take care peeps...!!!


oh ya... Seven_Ones.. hee.. im so sorry about my super untidy handwriting in those little cards tt u guys will reciv tml... i stayed up to write them... haha... so was half awake while writing.. thus the untidiness.. haha.. nvm la k?? n i experiment the little "gift" le... it's very nice... hope u guys will love it too... =)

tink this will be my last entry made in singapore... hahah.... cuz... like no time le.. die.. i haven even do the stuff im supposed to give out to u all... im like rushing a project... hais... but... nvms... it's worth it... =)

nice nice...!!! tml gg back liaos... haha... but... i will miss my super nice and loving frens... all the friends i crap with... those i hang out with.. those i din get to see even before i go back.. ha... poor time management... sorry arh... =p

BIG BIG thanks to my PIG GIRL... she knows why.. hee.... i will do sth for u in return.. u noe why... u noe my character... haha... i will diligently go shopping in Indonesia and find suitable things for u... =)
thanks thanks to Zk & Ade too, for the many outings and the care and concerns u guys have showered on me.. =)


i bought stuffs for d class... haha.... it appears childish... BUT... hope u all will like... haha... i bought the same thing for my niece n nephew... LOLs... haha... but u all also still kids wat... they sae those 18 and below are all still kids ryt??? =p Must finish the stuffs i give u all k??? even if its NOT nice... also must finish!!! hahah!!! =)


Thanks to the SEVEN_ONES!!!! my lovely classmates!!!! enjoy the prom k?!?!?! must enjoy... den go party after that.. those who din go for prom can join them after that... =)
will miss all of u...


the times we spent at chalet...
crapping thru the night with Bash and mad...
shouting out to ask someone to shut up.. lOL...=X
how i keep arguing with ppl like ks, zul, idh, jj, gerald...
how i learn to bbq food with mel, shawn & ttc...
how we served the food to Mr Teo & Mr Sim...
how 2t, mirna & me heated up the smelly bee hoon...
how saun & gerald taught me, mir, zah & bash how to play mahjong...
how we enjoy the jacuzzi at the pool & the guard was asking abt the cotton cotton thg...
how mad, bash, 2t, mir, mel, ying & me take photos...
how we tried to shout out to the blue sea...
how mirna & me walked out at night and just talk about anythg...
how we played the polar bear & hunter game...
how we played heart attack & donkey... =)
how i accompanied mad to the next chalet n help took photos with our neighbour...
how ttc piggy back zah... =b
how i played scissors paper stone with mad, bash & gerald... n splash each other...
how we played number games with the class... n i din kana splash at all... =b
how we played captain's ball with the class & how saun got injured....
and... more more more...


our sentosa outings...
how we are always late for outings by hours... =p
how mad and bash made it to sentosa (finally) in d morning...=)
how the guys tanned themselves up...
how the class played with the NTU guys... =DDDD
how touty and i took photos at the bungy jumpy thgy...
how i fell down at the bungy thgy when 2t jumped... =p
how mad & i walked by the sea side crapping talking... =)
how mad tanned herself up.. =p
how calvin & his "gay" fren spent their time...
how we played our freesbie & Jason keep showing off his skills...
how i fell down and kana abused while playing dog and bone game...
how we scream, shout, laugh while playing all the games...
how much fun we had while playing captain's ball almost as a class...
how i came back from sentosa with cuts and bruises... (will rmb it until they disappear all together k??)
how i knocked myself onto the information counter at vivo and earned myself a big bruise...
how all of us walked rounds and rounds at vivo just to find LJS...
how we had dinner tgt...
how i helped them took photos... =p
and more & more...


buying the gal's stuffs for prom...
how we walked from bugis to orchard... n ended up buying almost the same type of dress... =p
how i look so nice with the dress and jeans... haha!!! =D
how we ate at ramen and ying2 complaining abt the super spicy food... =)
how we took neoprints and covered d whole pic with decorations... =p


shoPpIng with mad & ying...
how they made me go over to orchard and make me go back to Bukit Batok when i stayed at orchard for less than half an hour...
how we walked finding the bus stop to bukit batok and ended up walking back to take mrt...
how we ended up at ade hse and mir & merv calling me askin me to go orchard again... which i din go... & i am so sorry abt it... =p
how d thunder made my drink spill on ade's house floor... =p
how ade cooked maggie for me to eat... =)
how we chatted at ade's hse... =)


shopping with mad & ade...
how i acc mad for her job interview...
how i got to noe that mad is scared of those stuffs... =)
how i got to noe how childish her frens are... =p
how i keep rejecting her gift from those machines... =D
how she ask me to eat my burger using the proper way...
how we keep complaining of being cold...
how we shop for the gifts and not buying any until i went to buy with ade...
how i played with the stranger little girl while mad was busy decorating her phone...
how we walked rounds and rounds acround vivo before gg to orchard...
more & more... =)


Kbox with ying, mel & mad...
how we always sing very random songs...
how we sang hokkien songs and ended up laughing at ourselves...
how we sang very very "Shout-able" songs...
how we got cheated again and again at different branches...
how i love to eat the prawn crackers at kbox...=D


many many more unforgettable memories... hari raya outings and other other outings... u guys noe me... im too busy and lazy to type all down... haha... just let them remain in our memories ok???

even though we din get to go to escape... haha... but still hope u guyss will go after prom or sth k??? dun just keep working and working... =) mayb next yr when i come back we can go escape with the class.. and go sentosa once again before most of the guys enter their beloved army and turn botak...... =p


hahahs... i seriously hope mirna, 2t and me will be back in singapore next yr.. so we can have 71 outings every year.... =)


thanks thanks to the many many friends i have... close and not close... known and unknown who have expressed their concern, stood by me... giving me encouragements and stuffs when i am in the dumps... thanks for the friendship!!!


kkx... this is a bit too earli.. but i might not be blogging here anymore... anw... to those who sent me off at the airport on the coming 3rd Dec 2006... thanks lots!!! hope u guys like the little gift from me... =)


enjoy prom..
enjoy the outings...
enjoy working!!!
my stay here wont be so happy.. fun... "bearable"... without every single one of u...
love u all!!! =)

tata!!! take care!!! =)

evryone is finding a job... oh my... i must get a job too.... i hope someone will hire me k??? let me have sth to do.. i dun wana slack and rot at home... when i started work.. after d 1st day... i shall share about how it feels... lOL.. i duno how it feels to work la... hehe... hope can have some nice nice experience...

i hope my whole body will stop aching... =X
i hope all d bruises will disappear asap... its ugly la k?!?!
i hope all d scratches will disappear too... so i will not appear as an abused little girl... =p
hehe... off to LILY's land now... if not later cant wake up... =p

thanks thanks thanks to all the 71 peeps who came to sentOsa yeaterDAy okie??? Thanks!!! it's been super FUN!!! hehes... i brought so much presents home... oh my... But nvm.. it's memorable.. thanks thanks for letting me have so much fun before i go back ok?? outing with u guys never fail to be CRAZY!!! =)

the dog and bone game... really siao la... i lose out soo soo much... stupid KS!!!! haha... actualli oso not reali his fault.. lol... =X

captain's ball... is always fun!!!! but the guys... please la... nx time play.. put on ur shirt ok??? PLEASE... hahaha... cuz.. d sweats n stuffs... eeeee.... but hahha... nvm la... it's bound to happen in a game... im used to it.. =)

&... stop laughing at everything i do la... so BAD!!!!! especially that ying ying.... hmph!!! im nice... so nvm.. hope u guys have had lotsa fun k??? =)

tireeddd.... another sleepless night... if onli im in d chalet.. den can laugh.. talk... play with bash & mad... how i miss those days..=X

its so quiet outside.. every1 is asleep... i see a very bright star... =) it's a pity that there is only one... =X

yarhs... i uploaded those pics... some of the pics that captures those beautifulll moments... =)

i shall go try to sleep... =)
later shall go shop shop...

i hope Ade will not be stressed out. Jia You k girl... evrythg will end soon too.. =) She is really 1 superwoman.. Oh wells... Jia You!! i hope i can be of some help.. but.. haiz.. i noe nothing about her projects..... =X

i shall now blog abt d past few days & post photos which i coup from bash.. =X

..::20-11-2006---1st day of chalet::..
As usual, as i stays near Gerald, i'll be the 1 who accompanies him 2 get the stuffs. And as usual he will always be late!!! We went shopping like aunties at Sheng Shiong near Tekka Centre (1st time i ever heard of this place..=X) we were shopping for the cheapest, yet best stuffs we could get... Sounds so much like aunties bargaining for food. =X so many bottles of drinks... so many packets and cans of food... luckily our helpful classmates are willing to come over to carry the stuffs... if not... haha.. taxi driver uncle are going to earn quite a sum from us.. =X from little india to aloha loyang... hmm...

tis is our BEAUTIFUL chalet... =) nice from d outside nia... =p *no offence*

tis is wat's inside... =)

Mr Teo & Mr Sim came 4 d 1st night... haiyas... they din bring their kids along!!! so sad.. i was hoping their sons will come... but.. anyways.... hope they had fun playing mahjong.. and i hope they enjoyed d food... =) Thank yOu for cOming!!! =D

We sort of didnt sleep 4 the first night... staying up till ard 4 or 5 plus to play games... until we got really tired and dispersed into our roOms.. oh wells.. i din really sleep 4 d 1st night... well yeah.. not enough space... so i went to find bash & mad... and we were doing stupid stuffs in d room... HAHA!!! i was playing with Bash camera... & zOoming into pictures... playing guessing game.. haha... asking whose eyes is that.. whose mouth is that... haha!!! i still remember how i hard i laughed at 1 pic that bash took with her Malay friends on d last day of school.. =X WAHAHA!!! i was laughing so hard that the whole bed was shaking.. muahaha!! it's just funny la ok... dun blame me... =X

I learnt how to BBQ foOd On d 1st day!!! muahaha!! i noe hOw to bbq foOd now... (tis is an achievement ok???) =)

tis is how i tried to slp... but not successful...=b *LMAO*

..::21-11-2006---2nd day of chalet::..

Things din go as smoothly as d 1st day... every1 is engrossed in doing their own stuffs... playing mahjong... PS2 & stuffs... it took us some time b4 every1 is willing to get their butt off the chairs and play d watermelon & water game... HAHA!! i love the water game... so exciting... It's nice getting urself wet!!! jacuzzi is nice too!!! the captain's ball... (is that be our last captain's ball game as a class???) =(

As i've said things din go smoothly this day... there were communication breakdown... some people no longer talk to each other.. showing each other faces... luckily they din get into any fight.. so i guess things were still quite alright.. =)

we had our own "clique" game on d 2nd night.. hee.. kinda fun.. but my head was super dizzy as we drank.. not every1.. only some of d naughty gals... so i played 1 round onli.. hee... d alcohol content very very very small nia... beliv it or not.. that was my 1st attempt drinking... =b feeling was... kinda OK.. & yea... i slept from 0330 onwards... i succeeded ok... with the nice melodious background music produced by human... =X

wat i learnt: sleep way before that human sleep to avoid experiencing a sleepness night.. =p

..::22-11-2006---last day of chalet::..

we packed up & waited 4 d man to come check the place.. seriously & honestly speaking.. his attitude SUCKS.. he just cant wait for us to leave d place.. dun like him!!!

anw after that... most of the guys went to eat at pasir ris food court, some of us went to eat fish & co at dhobby ghaut... Oh my!!! finally we had proper food and drink... the food was superb... super delicious!!! yummy yummy!!!

and then... its.... home SOUR home... =X

I miss the time we spent together.. during the chalet.. outings.. school.. pe lessons.. & everything.. S71 peeps have made my days in Innova worthwhile.. YOU guys are the ones who made my days in Innova... i'll be missing u all!! oh my!! it's really fast!!! please remember our date 10 years later ok??? must come must come... =D & also our sentosa outing... MUST come also..

next week will be filled with outing with the class... (dress shopping... foodies... sentosa... vivocity..) & my other darlings..(foOdies & chattieS) =)

& of course next week will be my last week here... i'll make my last week memorable.. =)

..::24-11-2006---last min outing with dear Ade::..

hee... im so glad she called me.. we went bugis & vivo.. to shop.. we finished walking the whole place in a few hrs.. 5hrs?? haha.. we are pro.. talked a lot.. ate nice food... hee!! thanks 4 d treat girl.. she tricked me tho.. bluff me... anyways.. still thank you!!! thanks 4 introducing me to nice nice foods... =) when u come to Jakarta will treat u nice nice food too.. i'll make sure i make u fat fat... =D i still owe her & zk sth... haha... i din 4get.. i just duno wat to get.. =X

..::25-11-2006::..

Min went Tasmania... hope she'll enjoy herself... & hOpe i'll see her before i fly back HOME...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GObM02S_d-k


---shOw---

--i m|sS thEm--

i miss S71!!!
i miss laughing thrOugh d Night!!!
oH gOsh!!!
I miSs the cOmpanY!!!


i'll blog about Chalet when i feel like it k?
hee... right now.. im just reali missing those days!!!
i super duper love S71!!! it's d onli class that seems like a class... =D


i stilll rmb i haven meet up with lotsa friends...
bestie, ade, zk, yik ping, elson++, e1 gals, e3 gals...
oh my!!!
n im left with duno how many days... and i've reserved most of the days for my beloved S71.. =X
i'll make sure at least i meet the 1st 5 people above b4 i fly back home k???


I miss d cOmpanY & i'm sO gOing 2 miSs all Of u... =D


Let's JusT fOrgivE & fOrget oK???
dun pUt it in Ur hEArt, iT's Over liaos...
just rmb d sweet n happy times we have... & 4get the unhappy 1s... =D

it's been almost 2 days since i finished my last paper.
the feeling is super great.
the feeling of not having to study.
not having to touch those dumb books.
i dont even know why am i studying all that for.
i am never going to take anything related to physics. so why am i studying for it?!?!
honestly, i used to love studying.
That was when i am in Indonesia. I know what i am studying and yea. Studying can really be fun.
but studying over here is not fun at all, because everyone is studying only for the sake of getting A's. Over here. everyone is talking about how many A's each should have and must have. This really makes me sick. makes me feel so stressed. crap. But oh well. I hope it will just come to an end.
I hope i can study something that i love, something i take an interest in in Uni. I hope i will get into a Uni. Here... anywhere... =D

The past few days after exam had been really FUN!
The feeling is super great. REALLY! I love the fun.
I finally get to explore Vivocity. How it looks like and stuffs. but seriously, it's kind of disappointing larhs. =X The place is large, beautifully designed, nice. largest shopping centre in Singapore ryt? is it? but i'd rather go Marina Square or Orchard. seriously. =X
Overall.. still oK.. =D since i went there after my last paper. haha. so yea. the feeling is kinda great.
[ Wana thank Mad & Mel for accompanying me to get my air tix back to HOME. Thanks girls. ]


Yesterday --- Thursday -- went for Hari Raya outing.
.FUN. MEMORABLE. CRAZY.
we went to 5 houses yst. Izwan's, BAshirah's, Hafiz's, Zul's & Zaheerah's.
Super fun k?!?! except for that CAT!!! *SCARY* (im sorry but, that catty is really scary.)
we meet up at 1030 and separated at around 2230 too!!! LOL.
yst. more than 12 hours outside.
next year we go Hari Raya outing again ok? =D


HAHA.
when i got back home. everyone is asleep. SUPER GOOD. NO noise pollution.
i'm going to stay out for the next two weeks too. stay as far away from here as possible. i really wana go shopping. but the stuffs here are super EX!!!! nvm.. i shall go shopping in Jakarta since i'll be using Mama's $$ instead of my own. =X HAHA! =D


today. i shall go out too. haha. most probably. haha! I'm physically tired. BUT i really wana enjoy the last 2 weeks here with my beloved friends. I wont get to see them for the next few months. i'll be absent for most of the outings. still i hope they will have as many outings as possible k?


05S71 is a class that i will NEVER forget for i've made many great girlfriends & boyfriends here. Really. Thank You so much for the memories. Let's continue to collect as many memories as possible as the years come by k? Remember our date 10 years later. =b


Ade: i'll soon go over to stay k? After u hand in ur project. Which is next next week. That week that i fly back. i no nid stay for Xmas la.. too long le. hee... now also got xmas tress le... we can go take photos also... =D
Bash & Izwan: I want the pics pics... =D


i want buy a digi cam. BUT Mama dun allow. =(

hee.
i had a very NICE BEAUTIFUL dream yst.
LOL.
*happy* never had a dream like this b4.
was so happy that the moment i woke up, i penned it down in my diary. =)


yay! 4 more days! 1 more subject. 3 more papers to take. =D


i'm still thinking if i shud stay here for Xmas. =X
cuz it's been sth i feel like doing since long2 time ago.
but then. there's nth i can do here.
duno la.
mayb i'll just get out of here as planned. =D


Ade. dun scold me. i 4got that actuali my ticket back is on the 25th not 26th. =X
but then. after a's i'll call to chaneg the date la. =X mayb might extend my stay here too.
duno la. see how.


i miss talking to Bestie so much.
i duno wat i'll chat with her abt.
im so looking fwd to 24th nov.


back to boOks.
.P H Y S I C S.


1 more thg: can i have SpeShow album?!?!?! It's Show's NEW album!!!

maths turned out to be quite OK.
hope can at least get a B.
i hope those TOP sch students dont do that well.
so they wont pull up the grades & make it even harder for me to achieve an A.
i noe it's bad to think tis way.
BUT hey. spare a thought for the others. for people like me. =D



anw.
I am Happy! i Called my MOMMY todae. Love u mom!
i really miss home.
BUT... in ard 3 WEEKS time.. i'll be gone... =D


Poor him. HA! i pity u la k. BUT sometimes certain thgs. hmm. dont think too much is the best. dun get jealous unnecessarily. I totally understand how u feel. =) *cheer up* =D


3 more days of exam. in ard 1 week everythg will end! just mug mug mug k??!?!?
JIA YOU LILY!


i was thinking just now... Is it possible for the 4E3 ppl to gather again... =D
another outing? which i, cfm, chop, plus guarantee!! will go this time round???
*Ade is so gg to scold me*


i hope i wont fall sick! oh man! i cant afford to fall sick..!!! =(
Flu... Shoo shOo shOo...

Buat Aku Tersenyum
by Sheila On 7


Datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring
Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua


Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar


Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu walaupun tuk sekejap
Karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggup meredakan aku


Karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah ataupun senang


Dapatkah engkau s'lalu menjagaku
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku


Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

cannot cannot i cant take it anymore.
this really shucks.


i wish i can just get a ticket n leave here tml.


crap crap crap.


a level is crap.
exam is crap.
everythg that bothers me is crap.


thanks 4 d wishes ppl.
thanks.


=( =( =(

02112006 ---->>> GP
It marks d start of the 2006 GCE A'level Examinations. :D
Phy paper 3 <---- 15112006
It marks the END of my GCE A'vl Examination. =DDDDD


I am NOT that scared anymore.
CALMED myself down yesterday.
I'll just do it and MOVE ON.


I wana really thank that girl who talked to me yesterday over the phone.
LOL.
It's been days since i laughed and talked to anyone THAT much.
Thank You.


yay! Jia You LILY!!! =D

memorising is still not my cup of tea.


im tired of memorising.


yay! A'lvl starts in ONE day time.


GREAT! =D

大部分的事情并不像表面看起来那么单纯，
而人活着， 也不一定总是能够自由自在地选择自己喜爱的。。。


我就是哪个为别人而活着的人， 真的很辛苦。
我已经有好几次想就这样离开。



.SUPER SUPER DUPER WORRIED.



Ade: hey girl! hope u doing fine yea. read ur blog. duno if u r okay not. from wat i c is, u r not fine. pls take care of urself yea? will get back 2u asap! hang on there! u can do it.

i just emailed my 2 brothers some important stuffs. important for my future. for theirs and our family's too! If it can work, gosh! I duno what will become of me in future!!! =D


left hw many days now? i am still super stress. super worried. i duno if i could do it. but! heck! im gona do it n i have to do it.


i dreamt abt doing GP paper yst. from d dream. from my expression, i can sense the "what the hell does the examinor wants from us?" gosh! i dun wan this dream to come true. some ppl say if u share ur dream with ppl den it will never come true. n since i've shared it. i think it will never come true. =D


what will my future be like? i hate guessing. the feeling is getting stronger as d days passes by. i am more and more certain that im going to go back.


.super worried abt this stupid exam.

lol. i cant beliv it. to keep herself up-to-date with d world n surrounding news. Miss Lily has been surfing channelnewsasia, bbc, zaobao... for a few months now. =p


Im so glad zaobao changed their page layout. so much clearer. so much easier to read. or is it bcuz i use firefox?


ha! watever. chinese wordings still dont seem to interest me. prefer english still. for my future. bleh! i shud just bear with it. 1 more week. =D


make the imposibble - possible! =D
nothing is imposibble anw...!! =D

Went to have lunch at PIZZA HUT todae. I realised its cheaper to have lunch there than having it at swens. So there were me, bash, mad mel & saun. Had some fun talking, crapping n stuffs. The next time we meet up will be on the day when we take our FIRST a'level paper. 3 weeks will soon pass & it'll be over & i'll move on.


It's really FAST. 2 years have passed. I'm going to miss some of them so much. Most of those from S71. The best gift God gave me in Innova is letting me made friends with such wonderful poeple. =)


These few days Mama & Papa have been sms-ing me. Thank You Mom & Dad! I'll be fine. No worries. I can take care of myself. I love YOU!


I went to temple to pray today.
I hope everything will move on smoothly.


1 mth later where will i be?!?!? *happy* =D