im back home since tuesday..
i duno how to open my mouth to tell her tt im not staying here 4 3 mths.. hw hw??

x-country yst..
i din run.. but i reali regretted.. i shud run yst!!
some ppl are just so ungrateful..
i shall not be a 1st aider anymore..
shall let those MORE QUALIFIED person 2 do d job n i enjoy my own private time..

went bowling with [mirna, 2t, gerald, jj, hafiz, saunders, ttc and shawn] yst..
it was my 2nd time bowling.. NOT bad la.. hahas.. im contented.. =D
it was FUN.. took lotsa photos.. and we had fun laughing.. =D

Kbox again this saturday with bestie!! =D
haha.. im frequenting tt place every single week.. haha!
singing is REALI FUN !!!!!!!

i hate PE..
THAT STUPID PE TEACHER REALI SPOILS MY DAY!
i think he dont like me! shyt him...!!

sch's getting more n more BORING..
d time passes real FAST todae.. =D GOOD GOOD!!!!

-Hating me wont make u feel any better!! GET LOST!-

bleaghx..
so fast monday gona end liaos..
tml tuesday liaos..
sians...
sch's still as boring as ever..
hahas..
when will i change this kinda mindset??
when will i blog to say tt.. "SCHOOL'S SOO FUN!!! YAY!!!"
hahas...will tt day come?? =X

went 2 meet ade n zk at west mall just now..
its funny looking at d 2 of them bicker.. =X
hahas...
anw..while waiting 4 them at westmall..

i saw lotsa ppl..
i saw my tuition teacher...
she taught me 4 a yr i think.. when i haven enter pri 3... =X
i lost my mickey mouse anklet somewher near her hse too..
(i rmb crying v badly when i lost it..=X, den my mom bought me another 1...but w/o mickey mouse de..=X)
(im not putting any blame on her alrites..im just merely saying what i rmb..=X)
den saw bbss sch mate...den saw pri sch mate too... i saw qi xuan.. after soo many yrs..
but i din say hi 2 any of them.. =X cuz i scared dey dun recognize me..den i'll be soo paiseh...
but i hope they are doing well tho..=)

i love my bro!!! miss him lotsa too.. i hope he's doing well there... =)
as usual miss my parents too!!! =)
my cousin is nice! =)

NOW.. over here... wana thx those peeps... hu care to read MY blog.. reali.. thx.. u guys took time off ur busy schedule, to read d craps i typed! THANKS LOADS!!! n not forgetting.. thx 4 d concern shown too.. =D thx!

ade's gg taiwan tml liaos.. have a safe journey.. n get back here soon! enjoy urself... which i noe u will!! =D

kkx.. im off to homeworks...!!!! =X

it's BESTIE'S BDAE TML!!!
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!
=) =) =) =) =) =) =)

i "ran away" from home again to stay in my cousin's place... =X
NICE!! change of environment!

watched a HK serial at home yst..
learnt about how FRAGILE life is..
how anything can change within seconds..
must be contented with what we have & just accept life as it is..
be nice to urself..
try to be as happy as u can... =)

i cant beliv it.. im gg 2 have 3 consecutive days of RUNNING... wth..
PE on tuesday, x-country on weds & PE on thurs...
how nice!
but lucki.. im onli a first aider 4 x-country..
hahas.. but u all trust my 1st aid skill?? =X

i miss my family.. i wana go back! =X
i hope i can earn some cash soon..
is money really everything????

dumb!
its sch sgain tml!

its so STUPID of me 2 actuali break down in sch!
dumb!
[thx mad, mel & jj 4 d concern]

afternoon:
bestie came over 2 my hse todae..
she bought kiddy snack.. =X
thx bestie!!
loved d chat!!
i talked non stop.. =X
im talkative..
but talking reali keeps my mind OFF lotsa thgs!!!
thx bestie!!!!! =D
~OUR OWN LAND ; OUR OWN CAFE!!! =D
BEST SISTERS EVER!!
im reali reali sooo BLESSED 2 have such a great bestie!

night:
went 2 find cousin at clementi..
went to eat in a Thai restaurant..
she treated me!
so nice of her..
then after dinner..
walked from tt place back to clementi..
we walked across d expressway..
d feeling is so nice...
when i was waiting for bus..
a police car drove past..
dey kept looking at me.. hahas!!
im not under age la!
i walked back home alone todae..
reached at 1130..
its not tt bad...
some time spent alone..
nice!

ade's gg taiwan nx tues.. so nice!
hope she'll have fun!!! I KNOW SHE WILL!!! hiks..
pig girl: u'll find urs soon too k!! =D

its time 4 serious talks with my parents..
so tt i can reach to a solution FAST..

hahaha!
lalalala!
i must be happy!
im not gg 2 get affected!
its onli block test!
not a'lvl!

i had 8 rounds of running 4 pe todae..=D

anyways,
went K yst!!!
it was FUN...
had fun singing..
SINGING is ALWAYS fun..
BUT i cant open my mouth most of d time..
BUT..
its reali FUN..
[& thx 4 d treat zk]

more n more K gathering liao..
haha..
im gg broke liaos...
i think i might go there almost everyweek..
looking at the ppl ard me..
hahas..

my cousin so gd..
he's gt hols till AUGUST..
cuz uni starts their term onli in august..
biangs..
i cant wait 4 A's 2 faster come..
den everything will be done..
no more doing things i dont like..

~certain things in life~
~once its gone~
~its gone~
~no point grieving~
~or regretting~
~treasure it while u still have it~

y d entry sudd soo sad... hahas..
but it's reali true la.. d abv... =X
we are happy girls!!!
happy happy happy!!!! =D

guess wat!!!!
IM VERY SUPER HAPPY TODAY!!!
SIMPLY BECAUSE IM FREE!!!
EXAM'S OVER...

I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!

i continue again ltr ok...
hahas...
im off to tv till 11pm... =D

*bestie!!! ur pp will finish soon too k...*
*& we will go out n go crazy.. have fun... yak or just do anythg..
except studying!!!* hahhas!!!!
*we'll meet up soon soon soon!!!*

wet wet wet... test test test... sians...

i just reached home..
after sitting down doing papers since morniing 8.15++ till 4.45++
did 3 papers in all..
i think i onli had ard 1 and a half hr break altogether..
so im havin a bad headache now..
& im drenched..
wat a nice day..
[thx 4 d umbrella heup]..

todays pp...
GP??
was quite ok..
i hope i can pass..
but if i dont.. its okays..
Chinese paper 1??
i din study at all 4 it..
it turned out that i've much more positive feelings towards it than d other 2 papers..
Physics??
hell..
my head was hurting before i even start d pp...
so wat do u think??
wells..
i'll be glad to even just get a pass..
at least an improvement from last year will be good..

oh well..
heck its onli a block test..
its not A'lvl..
dun sooo stress out..

tml will b d LAST 2 pp..
maths n chinese pp 2..
ms ng says d pp is harder than last yr's..
hmm..
hahas... i shall study chinese ltr... =X
chinese need memorise all d poems, etc..
all those *crap* again..
i hope my head fast fast dun pain..
so i can absorb faster k..
how i wish i have a twin sister..

i hav 3 papers 2 take tml..
dun ask me why..
basically our sch had great exam planners..

im still v v v worried..
i hope all my efforts wont go down d drain..
i dont wana flunk any subject..
i studied..
i might consider gg 2 a poly if i reali do badly this time..

d same thg happen again n again b4 any exams..
i hate this..

hari ini nangis lage dhe..
bego amet..
gue ga seharusnya nangis!!!

i just ate... i think almost 2/5 of a water melon..
am soo full..
not that i love watermelon so much..
but.. cousin say if dun eat then will spoil..
so she cut them n ask me eat..
n i have to use knife n spoon to scoop them up.. =X
its not a kind of "torture"..
cuz i ate while watchin channel U show..
d korean show is nice..

and.. i want yang chen lin's new album!!!
kkx.. i shall stop dreaming n go back to STUDIES...
sians...

hmm... i shud b happy!! =D

im taking it as de-stressing session 2 come here 2 blog..

i hope i can get better scores 4 kinematics..
i duno y but i ALWAYS get low / zero 4 it.. =X
dun ask me y..

i've been studying since d clock strikes 12..
clap! clap!

soon soon soon...
block test will be over!!
im not going to care abt how i score..
as long as i studied.. =D

yea!
i shud be happy..
i shud be stronger..
i must grow up..
i must be happy! =D

(= ~we r happy gurls~ =)

is evry JC student having d same feeling as me?
block test
mid course
prelim
a'level

sians..
the thought of it reali makes me feel soo sick
i made the wrong choice of coming to a JC...
i shud stick to my choice of never entering a JC..
NOW i have to pay for my own wrong doing..
nvm..
in almost 8 more months i'll be free..
i will make sure i DONT make d wrong choice again..
i'll go to something i really enjoy doing...
i wont repeat the mistake of having to absorb so much CRAPS into my brain..
ok..
no use regretting..
i shall work hard 4 A's...

i din study much todae..
i think i've been touching the books too much..
went downstairs the small "park" for a walk with maid & akong..
its NICE..
cuz i get can get my mind off things..
off the books & all..

n sooo friday till sunday is my date with my TYS..
yea!!
ITS a DATE...

i miss having room mates..
tts y i love gg 2 cousin place..
cuz i can chat with her till late at night...

bestie went jb todae..
hope she enjoyed herself..
hahas..
we'll meet up soon!!! =D

kkx.. its late liao... its already 12.05 now.. hahas..
i took so long to finish this entry.. =X
~i love my friends~ =)

i can finally log on to MLG..
thx..!
mayb he reali read my blog..

its thursday already..
bleaghx..
i haven had any entertainment this week..
onli 2 hrs of TV per day..
great!
nvm.
everythg's gg 2b over real soon.

S T R E S S E D

examination sucks..
im so anti-block test & watever test there is..

S T R E S S E D

supposed 2 go sch..
but i sudd hav 2nd tots...
mayb i shud go tml instead..
nid 2 c mr sim 4 consultation..
MATHS is practise makes perfect ryt?? =X

phy...
maths...
chinese...
gp...

sianssss...

i hope all these will end FAST!!

kkx... study study....

NICE outing with the gals & 1 guy todae!! hahas
kboxing is nice!!
im addicted..=X

ppl who went:
[adeline, amelia, audrey, cindy, hanning, yik ping, zhong kai & me!]
its reali FUN!!! we had FUN singing... hahas...
yay!!! n we took lotsa photos too!!! i love cameras now.. =D

its been a long time since i meet up with them..
really LONG!!!

but reali la.. its a GREAT outing!!! & we r already planning for the next 1..
lolx..

thx girls n boy... =D

went cousin place yst..
hikx.. nice... she's so sweet!!! lovey her!!
she actually took d bus with me n walk me home..
ok la.. it was quite late alrdy so she n her bf..
took d trouble to send me home..
how sweet of them!! =D
& not forgetting the goodies she brought back 4 me from medan..!!!
she love me soo much.. & i love her too... =D

todae... got gathering with the 4E3 gals...
some of d close gals.. im close with in class larhx..
hahas.. guess it'll be fun.. i'll try to enjoy myself..
cuz i guess it'll be d last entertainment im going to have for this week n next week...

block test is on the 20th n 21st!!!! HOW NICE!!!
im so tired...

i found out sth yst..
i hope it's NOT true..

shyt!
y cant i log on to MLG???
i wonder if he has reset my password...
shyt!!
Efficiency!!!
NO SENSE OF URGENCY!!!!

ITS A FRIDAY!!!!!!!! lolx... im happy okays!!!
NO SCHOOL FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK!!! SO NICE!!! =D

after school...

went have lunch at pizza with ying, mad, mel & saunders...

actuali wanted 2 ask more ppl..

but 4get it la... hahas... nvm.. we'll have a gathering after block test.. hahas..=D

saunders drank lots of water!!!

i wonder how he can finish up all d food... =X

met yi xin my pri sch n ex sch mate at pizza too... =)

received our sch handbook when todae is alrdy 10th of march..

might as well give us at the end of d year... bleaghx..

n we have to pay for it.. i wonder where did my super ultra expensive sch fees go to...

why is it tt we have to pay for EVERY single stuff????

but since the handbook looks nice... i shall be nice.. =D

n that woman should think HUNDRED times b4 she do sth la... wth..

how can she do tt in front of every1...

if i were d victim i WILL DEFINITELY demand an apology from her...

NEVER seen such ridiculous act b4...

im outa here...

have a NICE BREAK ppl!!! DONT 4get to STUDY kays!!! =D

btw.. 2t, ying, saunders, & all the others!!! TAKE NOTE!!!!! dont ever try to change the facts ok... dun always bluff me abt the fairy tales la... so sad!!! later i cry arh!!!! =b

yay!!! tml last day of sch.. hahas... er... nth 2b happy abt la.. the 1 week hols... if u call it a HOLS.. is supposed 2b a STUDY week... gota revise revise revise!!! someone must keep reminding me k... so i must study study study... cannot slack slack liaos...

TODAY...
great "PCCG" programme in d hall.. we usually call it assembly ryt? hahas... 98.7fm DJs ROX!!! n RONIN rox tooo... i like the vocalist & his attitude... hahas.. though it seems like he got some attitude problem la.. lolx.. but i like! but something abt him i dun like is... he seems to be quite a flirt.. but.. hahas.. i dun care... hahas.. i onli like their songs... esp the last 2nd song they sang.. i duno wat's d title... any1 knows??? tell me k!!!!

i've finally finished my chinese compo!!! ahahhas... it feels soo nice! =D

i still remember what happened on 9th of march 2003...... =)

TODAE...
i noe how it feels when u have only 8 minutes left to finishing d test paper..
and that is like.. when u r just at the starting point...
so... it's EXPECTED that im not gona get even a pass in d paper..
heck.. its over...
y m i so weak... always crying whenever i face setbacks...

it feels weird sometimes when u always have the urge to tell someone about anything that u r feeling...
WEIRD... anyways... i made a mistake todae.... =X

took class photo todae... er... hahas.. i sure dun look nice in d photo... hahas...
oh wells.. who cares... at least i noe i dont...
d time is passing by so fast... it seemed like it's only last year when i had my orientation... get into new environment, new class, new classmates... but from now.. in a few months time.. we'll all be taking our A's... some of d guys will be going NS... some of us might even go overseas for further studies... that means we will all be separated.. each going our own way... i may be complaining about how i reali hate going to school and how i hate everything there... but sometimes... when i think back.. i do enjoy & cherish the moments when we had so much fun.. all d outings... all d craps and laughters we had... and how L.A.M.E some of us can get... but all these will only become MEMORIES next yr... although the class now doesnt seem to be what we are like last yr... no matter what.. really glad that we had those beautiful memories... NOT ALL are beutiful la... but yea.. forget unhappiness and remember the good ones deep in ur heart... =)

LAST FRIDAY:
went for the career exhibition thgy...
after the whole thg.. we went eat dinner at SIAM KITCHEN... almost the whole class went... ard 18 ppl i think.. yeapx... it was reali FUN!!! i'll look fwd 2 more of such outings okays! =) i took lotsa photos with ah mel.. hahas... we r soo zhi lian!!! hahas.. its a mistake asking me to take pics with u.. cuz i might get addicted... but this also depends on hu the other party is la... hahas... its d siao girl ah mel... so i oso kana influenced... =X

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