Happy Birthday to ME!!! =))
Happy Birthday to Amelia!!! =))
Happy Birthday to Yu Jian!!! =))
Happy Birthday to Wee Teng's Brother!!! =))
Happy Birthday to US!! =))
hehes! i had a very very different bday this yr!! =)
oh wells, sort of enjoyed it... i ate lotsa stuffs.. *FAT!!!* =X
it's really a LOT!! =p
Thank you to all MY beloved friends for remembering..
really touched tt u guys remembered..
those very very simple message made me smile!! =)
oh wells, thank you for making my day memorable, everyone! =))
thank you to you
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
1ST OF MAY!!!
My Favorite month!!! =)))
it has always been!!! =)))
oh wells!
Hope this month will be full of great surprises, happiness and love!!! =))
went Ade house to slack today!!!
Ok la.. better than slacking at home.. It's better to have a companion.. =)
Thanks girl for opening ur hse 4 me.. =)
& also thanks really THANKS for listening to my complaints... =X
the prawn noodle is NICE!!! =)))
i just went to read what i blogged last May & April!!! =X
I realise.. i haven carried out what i said...
so i HOPE.. REALLY hope that... i can carry out all of those before i go back Indo.. =p
1. stay over at bestie hse..
2. stay over at ade hse..
3. meet yik ping up..
It still holds...
i hope i'll stop having dreams from tonight onwards..
having similar dreams for a few days in a row is not good.. =((
Y is it getting more and more complicated???
My Favorite month!!! =)))
it has always been!!! =)))
oh wells!
Hope this month will be full of great surprises, happiness and love!!! =))
went Ade house to slack today!!!
Ok la.. better than slacking at home.. It's better to have a companion.. =)
Thanks girl for opening ur hse 4 me.. =)
& also thanks really THANKS for listening to my complaints... =X
the prawn noodle is NICE!!! =)))
i just went to read what i blogged last May & April!!! =X
I realise.. i haven carried out what i said...
so i HOPE.. REALLY hope that... i can carry out all of those before i go back Indo.. =p
1. stay over at bestie hse..
2. stay over at ade hse..
3. meet yik ping up..
It still holds...
i hope i'll stop having dreams from tonight onwards..
having similar dreams for a few days in a row is not good.. =((
Y is it getting more and more complicated???
Monday, April 30, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS FONG!!!
It's my dear Yik Ping's bday todae!!! =)
my p4 girl actually lied to me and i fell for it..
today's lesson..
Phyll: Do u noe tt todae is my bday?
me: huh?? ur bday?? really arh??
Phyll: really larhs.. u see my mommy is frying food..
me: Oo... okays... den happy birthday lo..
Phyll: ya... thank you..
me: eh, den u din celebrate arh??
PHyll: Have.. later at night den celebrate with daddy..
me: okok den it's at night right... so now u concentrate.. i'll be nice n dun scold u todae..
Phyll: yay!! thanks! Please also give lesser hwk..
me: ok.. u dun have party arh..?
Phyll: Have.. later my friends coming at 4.50pm.. after tuition lo...
me: okok.. den now u faster do ur work.. later can play le..
Phyll: haha! i want to tell u sth..
me: wat?
Phyll: actually... er... i bluff u lehs..
me: wat did u bluff me?? u faster do ur work and stop talking la..
PHyll: aiyas... todae not my bday la!!! hahas... u got cheated..!!
me: -_-"" den whose bday is it??
Phyll: Germaine's, eh no! mom's bday! eh no! is Daddy's.. eh no!! actauli is Germaine's..
me: -_-" ok... whoever bdae it is.. i dont care... do ur work...
argh!! thanks arh.. i actuali got tricked by a P4 girl!!! hais!!!
later shall go pig girl hse.. to do some fruitful stuffs.. haha.. SLACKING!!!
omg.. its really getting super sian...
i practically have nothing to do every single day.
it's so so so BORING...
can someone get me sth to do??
i seriously miss school...
this kinda life is reallly horrible...
heading nowhere
It's my dear Yik Ping's bday todae!!! =)
my p4 girl actually lied to me and i fell for it..
today's lesson..
Phyll: Do u noe tt todae is my bday?
me: huh?? ur bday?? really arh??
Phyll: really larhs.. u see my mommy is frying food..
me: Oo... okays... den happy birthday lo..
Phyll: ya... thank you..
me: eh, den u din celebrate arh??
PHyll: Have.. later at night den celebrate with daddy..
me: okok den it's at night right... so now u concentrate.. i'll be nice n dun scold u todae..
Phyll: yay!! thanks! Please also give lesser hwk..
me: ok.. u dun have party arh..?
Phyll: Have.. later my friends coming at 4.50pm.. after tuition lo...
me: okok.. den now u faster do ur work.. later can play le..
Phyll: haha! i want to tell u sth..
me: wat?
Phyll: actually... er... i bluff u lehs..
me: wat did u bluff me?? u faster do ur work and stop talking la..
PHyll: aiyas... todae not my bday la!!! hahas... u got cheated..!!
me: -_-"" den whose bday is it??
Phyll: Germaine's, eh no! mom's bday! eh no! is Daddy's.. eh no!! actauli is Germaine's..
me: -_-" ok... whoever bdae it is.. i dont care... do ur work...
argh!! thanks arh.. i actuali got tricked by a P4 girl!!! hais!!!
later shall go pig girl hse.. to do some fruitful stuffs.. haha.. SLACKING!!!
omg.. its really getting super sian...
i practically have nothing to do every single day.
it's so so so BORING...
can someone get me sth to do??
i seriously miss school...
this kinda life is reallly horrible...
heading nowhere
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Just had another hour of heart to heart talk with Pa & Ma.
I'm so sorry i made u all worry again.
I just can't stop it from flowing.
I promise i'll be good and take good care of myself.
I promise whatever shit they gave me, i won't take it to heart.
I realize I've been so silly all these while.
I hope i will stop having dreams from tonight onwards.
I want to stop dreaming.
I don't want to dream about the same thing again and again.
It's a nightmare no longer a sweet dream.
I'm so sorry i made u all worry again.
I just can't stop it from flowing.
I promise i'll be good and take good care of myself.
I promise whatever shit they gave me, i won't take it to heart.
I realize I've been so silly all these while.
I hope i will stop having dreams from tonight onwards.
I want to stop dreaming.
I don't want to dream about the same thing again and again.
It's a nightmare no longer a sweet dream.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
i'm super duper super duper bored!!! =((
i have the whole house to myself now..
but somehow, i don't feel anything.. =X
Today i returned them all their answer sheets le..
BUT i din tell them that i'm not coming anymore..
cuz i still considering..
i don't like the place..
its so "dark", even in the afternoons.. hehes...
they want me to go down twice a week..
i better think more than twice.. =X
but the thing is.. IF i sack them..
it means that i've got to stay at here most of the time le.. =((
i don't want to stay here!!!!!!!
hais hais.. so irritating!!!
when u have this kinda cousin, who needs relatives??? =X
i am so disappointed with myself..
it's been weeks since everything ended..
i can tell Bestie what to do and what not to do..
yet, i myself am falling deeper and deeper into it..
i keep getting reminded of all those things..
i should have known better,
every single time you start talking to me,
i should be prepared to go through things all over again.
i have the whole house to myself now..
but somehow, i don't feel anything.. =X
Today i returned them all their answer sheets le..
BUT i din tell them that i'm not coming anymore..
cuz i still considering..
i don't like the place..
its so "dark", even in the afternoons.. hehes...
they want me to go down twice a week..
i better think more than twice.. =X
but the thing is.. IF i sack them..
it means that i've got to stay at here most of the time le.. =((
i don't want to stay here!!!!!!!
hais hais.. so irritating!!!
when u have this kinda cousin, who needs relatives??? =X
i am so disappointed with myself..
it's been weeks since everything ended..
i can tell Bestie what to do and what not to do..
yet, i myself am falling deeper and deeper into it..
i keep getting reminded of all those things..
i should have known better,
every single time you start talking to me,
i should be prepared to go through things all over again.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Hope those letters will arrive at drawer soon.
i wana stop worrying about it.
at least give me an exact answer.
y is it everyone likes to make me worry?
those little little things u do really make me feel so much better here.
it's true. to u it might be nth, but to me, it's really a lot.
i hav 1 more lesson toniteeeeee... =(
tml 2..
sunday 2..
hais hais.. wth! it's my WEEKEND larhs!!!! =((((
things really happen when you least expect it to. <3
i wana stop worrying about it.
at least give me an exact answer.
y is it everyone likes to make me worry?
those little little things u do really make me feel so much better here.
it's true. to u it might be nth, but to me, it's really a lot.
i hav 1 more lesson toniteeeeee... =(
tml 2..
sunday 2..
hais hais.. wth! it's my WEEKEND larhs!!!! =((((
things really happen when you least expect it to. <3
i just talked to bestie again!!! =)))
hahas.. we are TWO very PRO gals.. =D
well well.. at least talking to her makes me end d day on a happier note..
not so dead...
thank you bestie girl!!! Love you!! =))
& now im also talking to Ade.. hehe.. v long din talk to her also le.. =)))
good!! my day ends reali well on THursdaY!!! =))
now abt Bryan's sister too!!!
OMG she is SOOOO ADORABLE!!! her name is Jia En.. she is reali CUTE...
everytime i go their hse..
she'll call me "jie jie, jie jie"... and follow me into d room...
den when i go home..
she'll run towards me hold my hand and say "jie jie byebye"
oh my god!!! SHE IS SOOO CUTEEEE!!! =b
if onli she is my niece... =X
yay! today onli gt 2 lesson instead of 3.
he has oral so haha.. later d class is cancelled. =)))))
now i really find all these very meaningless..
d past few weeks..
i am really willing to do anything as long as i don't have to stay at home..
as long as i keep myself busy my mind wont wander off..
but i am terribly wrong..
when u are tired and all..
all the more u need someone to be there 4u..
this is very true..
the bad thing with me is.. i take all their problems back home.. which i reallly shouldnt... hais...
i'd rather stand for long hours without having to think abt anythg larhs..
serious lorhs.. how i miss those days... =X
& i miss gatherings!!!
oh ya..
gota meet all of my wonderful frens b4 i reali go back..
no matter what..
must meet them up..
mad is funny la...
she say..
"lily this time u go back, i'll definitely go send u off, if not u'll miss ur flight again.." -_-"
thanks arh mad... so nice and sweet of u.. haha.. i wont make d same mistake twice lo..
lets make d best out of everythg
hahas.. we are TWO very PRO gals.. =D
well well.. at least talking to her makes me end d day on a happier note..
not so dead...
thank you bestie girl!!! Love you!! =))
& now im also talking to Ade.. hehe.. v long din talk to her also le.. =)))
good!! my day ends reali well on THursdaY!!! =))
now abt Bryan's sister too!!!
OMG she is SOOOO ADORABLE!!! her name is Jia En.. she is reali CUTE...
everytime i go their hse..
she'll call me "jie jie, jie jie"... and follow me into d room...
den when i go home..
she'll run towards me hold my hand and say "jie jie byebye"
oh my god!!! SHE IS SOOO CUTEEEE!!! =b
if onli she is my niece... =X
yay! today onli gt 2 lesson instead of 3.
he has oral so haha.. later d class is cancelled. =)))))
now i really find all these very meaningless..
d past few weeks..
i am really willing to do anything as long as i don't have to stay at home..
as long as i keep myself busy my mind wont wander off..
but i am terribly wrong..
when u are tired and all..
all the more u need someone to be there 4u..
this is very true..
the bad thing with me is.. i take all their problems back home.. which i reallly shouldnt... hais...
i'd rather stand for long hours without having to think abt anythg larhs..
serious lorhs.. how i miss those days... =X
& i miss gatherings!!!
oh ya..
gota meet all of my wonderful frens b4 i reali go back..
no matter what..
must meet them up..
mad is funny la...
she say..
"lily this time u go back, i'll definitely go send u off, if not u'll miss ur flight again.." -_-"
thanks arh mad... so nice and sweet of u.. haha.. i wont make d same mistake twice lo..
lets make d best out of everythg
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
went meet dewi again..
went to ICA to get my pass..
im allowed to stay here until 24th may..=)
so tat means i SHOULD BE going home b4 tt day if there is NO changes..
i hope University admission stuffs will conclude before that date..
i dont wana make another trip there..
their service is poor... =X
after ICA, went Dewi's hse.. haha.. nice..=)
she super funny la... omg.. gg 2 teach like gg for a test lidat.. *LMAO*
she's supposed to teach combined sci phy, den b4 she goes she was like memorising all the phy formulas... funny la she.. still i hope her student was ok.. =)
i think im doing far too much for everything..
i'm doing things which i am not supposed to do..
as in.. like.. i think the others will just..
let it pass and dun care.. they still get their cash no matter what..
but i din.. i voiced it out and somehow.. their problem became mine too..
i hope i'll have memory loss the moment i step out of their house..
wells.. it's rubbish and it'll never happen.. =X
2 more weeks and i think im done..
argh! i hope all the letters will come in faster..
i dont wana go extend the pass just becuz i need to wait 4 those letters..
am i thinking too much???
went to ICA to get my pass..
im allowed to stay here until 24th may..=)
so tat means i SHOULD BE going home b4 tt day if there is NO changes..
i hope University admission stuffs will conclude before that date..
i dont wana make another trip there..
their service is poor... =X
after ICA, went Dewi's hse.. haha.. nice..=)
she super funny la... omg.. gg 2 teach like gg for a test lidat.. *LMAO*
she's supposed to teach combined sci phy, den b4 she goes she was like memorising all the phy formulas... funny la she.. still i hope her student was ok.. =)
i think im doing far too much for everything..
i'm doing things which i am not supposed to do..
as in.. like.. i think the others will just..
let it pass and dun care.. they still get their cash no matter what..
but i din.. i voiced it out and somehow.. their problem became mine too..
i hope i'll have memory loss the moment i step out of their house..
wells.. it's rubbish and it'll never happen.. =X
2 more weeks and i think im done..
argh! i hope all the letters will come in faster..
i dont wana go extend the pass just becuz i need to wait 4 those letters..
am i thinking too much???
im super tireeddd ald but i still cant slp la.. shitt...
yst.. i broke a record..
it's been 2 over months that im in singapore... =X
and YESTERDAY.. was the very FIRST day that i sleep at 11++... =)
i guess i was reali very very tiredd and just drop down and sleep.. which is good.. i hope i can have more of such days.. i noe today's not the day.. =X
i'm still wide awake at this hour.. =X
yesterday.. *happy*..
i'm glad i have caring 3 caring students and 2 caring student's parents..=p
Bryan's parents gave me small small gift from Japan.. super nice of them right?!?!
they gave me 2 chocs and 3 small packets of nuts..=)))
u all might think that it's nth.. i noe it's reali onli small small stuffs..
but the fact that, they remembered to offer me the stuffs they bought from Japan is reali very nice of them...=))
thank yous!!! =)))
i realise everytime i take neoprints.. i always wear my no.23 top... =p
lol... love that top n tt number...=)))
gota meet dewii later.. i shall try to slp... and it's now.. 12.48..
oh ya..
jy: so sry, i just saw ur msg on my phone.... =X anw, i'm fine ald.. no worries! thanks..=)
.i just wana hear from u.
yst.. i broke a record..
it's been 2 over months that im in singapore... =X
and YESTERDAY.. was the very FIRST day that i sleep at 11++... =)
i guess i was reali very very tiredd and just drop down and sleep.. which is good.. i hope i can have more of such days.. i noe today's not the day.. =X
i'm still wide awake at this hour.. =X
yesterday.. *happy*..
i'm glad i have caring 3 caring students and 2 caring student's parents..=p
Bryan's parents gave me small small gift from Japan.. super nice of them right?!?!
they gave me 2 chocs and 3 small packets of nuts..=)))
u all might think that it's nth.. i noe it's reali onli small small stuffs..
but the fact that, they remembered to offer me the stuffs they bought from Japan is reali very nice of them...=))
thank yous!!! =)))
i realise everytime i take neoprints.. i always wear my no.23 top... =p
lol... love that top n tt number...=)))
gota meet dewii later.. i shall try to slp... and it's now.. 12.48..
oh ya..
jy: so sry, i just saw ur msg on my phone.... =X anw, i'm fine ald.. no worries! thanks..=)
.i just wana hear from u.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
nice sunday afternoon but a super bad sunday night!!! =((((
went to meet mirna at orchard.. =)))
so long din c her le...
and yea we still clicked!!! =) *glads*
thanks for listening to all my irritating stories girl...
we were talking non stop...
from 2 all the way to 6..=)))
we talk about each other stuffs.. =)
if onli i dun have any class tonite...
i wud hav stayed till 9pm den go home la!!! hais! irritating!!
shall meet her up again soon.. =)
she and him are.. haha... great couple.. wish them all d best!!! =)))
another couple.. good good..
i'm glad my girls have found themselves great boyfriends..=)
& i've had a super irritating night with tat boy!
2nd lesson onli, and i feel like ending my session with him... =(((
wat a sunday!!!
and i have a WHOLE day of lesson again tml... =(((((
*i'm that naive, gullible & trusting person*
......tootssss......
went to meet mirna at orchard.. =)))
so long din c her le...
and yea we still clicked!!! =) *glads*
thanks for listening to all my irritating stories girl...
we were talking non stop...
from 2 all the way to 6..=)))
we talk about each other stuffs.. =)
if onli i dun have any class tonite...
i wud hav stayed till 9pm den go home la!!! hais! irritating!!
shall meet her up again soon.. =)
she and him are.. haha... great couple.. wish them all d best!!! =)))
another couple.. good good..
i'm glad my girls have found themselves great boyfriends..=)
& i've had a super irritating night with tat boy!
2nd lesson onli, and i feel like ending my session with him... =(((
wat a sunday!!!
and i have a WHOLE day of lesson again tml... =(((((
*i'm that naive, gullible & trusting person*
......tootssss......
Saturday, April 21, 2007
i spent 100 over bucks yst la!!!! =(((
i spent 86 just to take a look at the doc!!!
then gave miss dewi a lunch treat, for her bday... =)
then bought a top for myself!! it says..
"FRIENDS ARE FOREVER, GUYS ARE WHATEVER"
wahaha... i love tt shirt!!! somemore it's in black... =D
i also bought myself a small pouch... =p
if not for doctor.. i wud have spent MORE...
doc wants me back in 2 weeks time.. he wants me go c him again.. he ask me if i am very stress these few weeks.. and i diam diam.. hahas... i'm still considering.. he sae he wana c if my condition got improve not.. haha.. c how la.. if i got spare money i'll go.. =X
and ya!!! that girl still scold me!!! still say me... y so ah ma...
can have so many illnesses at one go.. she sae serve me right!
who ask me so lazy dun wan eat.. get gastric orbigood!!!
(btw just a note 2 all of u.. pls dont skip meals k?? gastric sucks!!! and i heard from duno who.. gastric might lead to some severe heart illness..and some severe gastric, tt sometimes when we have gastric, our heart/chest can feel d pain too...it reali hurts la.. like got needle poke lidat...=X so rmb all ur meals k??? health is more impt than beauty.. =p)
that gal also sae y i always get headache.. den lidat c doc get 3 different pills... so dumb..
in short she is scolding n not showing concern!!! stupid gal...
but she got sae la... pls dun fall sick.. see doc super ex la..
see 86 gone just lidat...
wahsehs!!! as if im d 1 who asks for it lo... =((((((
and my headache has been there for 2 weeks le.. if i dun go c doc, i think i'll c heaven... =X
tt's y i HATE falling sick!!! everytime go doctor average will spend more than 70 de la...
never less than tt!!! my hard earned money!!! just lidat.. GONE!!! =(((
hahas.. but still shopping with her was fun yst!!! =)
BUT i din buy the BRONZE LEATHER BAG i want!!! super sad!!! i LOVE that bag so so much la... it costs 36.. dewi say its nice also... oMG!!! if not for doctor, i definitely will take n pay w/o considering lo!!! =(((
let me do my calculation and c if i can get the bag not... =p
heup msged me just now...
haha!! serve him right!!! see la.. orbi!!! b4 he went in, he keep saying "whoa LILY i'm so happy i'm gg in soon.." dots la...
den i keep saying "later u go in le see if u'll say the same thg not.."
and hahaha...
i am right!! he reali cant stand it in there... =p
he says it's like living hell...=X
lol.. poor boy!!! haha.. when u come out we go eat good meals la...
my ear will be open for u to complain abt anythg... hahas... im soo NICE!!! =)))
singapore drivers.. seriously there are many reckless drivers ard la!!!
argh!!! earli morning want knock me down liao!! stupid... if u got short eye sight then use specs la... cannot differentiate between RED and GREEN is it!!! i can cross d road u still wana bang me!!!! stupid RED car!!!
please drivers.. drive safely!!! the life of all road users are in your hands... dun kill d innocents...
i'm so going to quit this job.. i'm super tired!!! =(
*.people come and go without apparent reason, sometimes we might not even get to say our last goodbye, so must cherish.*
i spent 86 just to take a look at the doc!!!
then gave miss dewi a lunch treat, for her bday... =)
then bought a top for myself!! it says..
"FRIENDS ARE FOREVER, GUYS ARE WHATEVER"
wahaha... i love tt shirt!!! somemore it's in black... =D
i also bought myself a small pouch... =p
if not for doctor.. i wud have spent MORE...
doc wants me back in 2 weeks time.. he wants me go c him again.. he ask me if i am very stress these few weeks.. and i diam diam.. hahas... i'm still considering.. he sae he wana c if my condition got improve not.. haha.. c how la.. if i got spare money i'll go.. =X
and ya!!! that girl still scold me!!! still say me... y so ah ma...
can have so many illnesses at one go.. she sae serve me right!
who ask me so lazy dun wan eat.. get gastric orbigood!!!
(btw just a note 2 all of u.. pls dont skip meals k?? gastric sucks!!! and i heard from duno who.. gastric might lead to some severe heart illness..and some severe gastric,
that gal also sae y i always get headache.. den lidat c doc get 3 different pills... so dumb..
in short she is scolding n not showing concern!!! stupid gal...
but she got sae la... pls dun fall sick.. see doc super ex la..
see 86 gone just lidat...
wahsehs!!! as if im d 1 who asks for it lo... =((((((
and my headache has been there for 2 weeks le.. if i dun go c doc, i think i'll c heaven... =X
tt's y i HATE falling sick!!! everytime go doctor average will spend more than 70 de la...
never less than tt!!! my hard earned money!!! just lidat.. GONE!!! =(((
hahas.. but still shopping with her was fun yst!!! =)
BUT i din buy the BRONZE LEATHER BAG i want!!! super sad!!! i LOVE that bag so so much la... it costs 36.. dewi say its nice also... oMG!!! if not for doctor, i definitely will take n pay w/o considering lo!!! =(((
let me do my calculation and c if i can get the bag not... =p
heup msged me just now...
haha!! serve him right!!! see la.. orbi!!! b4 he went in, he keep saying "whoa LILY i'm so happy i'm gg in soon.." dots la...
den i keep saying "later u go in le see if u'll say the same thg not.."
and hahaha...
i am right!! he reali cant stand it in there... =p
he says it's like living hell...=X
lol.. poor boy!!! haha.. when u come out we go eat good meals la...
my ear will be open for u to complain abt anythg... hahas... im soo NICE!!! =)))
singapore drivers.. seriously there are many reckless drivers ard la!!!
argh!!! earli morning want knock me down liao!! stupid... if u got short eye sight then use specs la... cannot differentiate between RED and GREEN is it!!! i can cross d road u still wana bang me!!!! stupid RED car!!!
please drivers.. drive safely!!! the life of all road users are in your hands... dun kill d innocents...
i'm so going to quit this job.. i'm super tired!!! =(
*.people come and go without apparent reason, sometimes we might not even get to say our last goodbye, so must cherish.*
Thursday, April 19, 2007
im super tireeedddd...
i just realised they will start their hols on 26th May..
which means, i guess i'm going back around that time tOo.. =)))
im missing tOo many things ald la...
there is so many thgs on my mind..
i miss those days when i dont have to think and worry abt anythg, just wake up in d morning and help dad's with his business and mom with her hse work...
clean up our room, prepare lunch and dinner, cook rice and everything...
if not i'll just call up my cousin to pick me up and i go over my aunt hse to stay over...
go to her shop with her, talking to her "neighbours" those kukus.. friendly, nice, but i cant get too close to them... =X
and once it strikes 3 pm my aunt will ask me, "eh wat do u wana eat todae??"
and when she closes her shop for the day, we'll go meet my younger aunt if she's nearby and we'll have dinner... and again i get to choose watever i wana eat...
my 3rd aunt still owe me an ice cream treat!!! hehes... shall get it from her when i go back.. =)
and if i dun go over to her place, she'll ring me up and chit chat with me...
but sometimes i'll say, "aiyah i want watch tv, dun wan talk to u.."
i'm so bad.. =X but i reali miss her now... =X
and when i miss eating certain food, she'll try to prepare and get someone convenient and free to send it over to my hse...
i miss going to temple with mama..
i miss going shopping with mama...
i miss mama's food...
i miss talking to mama every night before i sleep..
i miss holding her hand b4 i sleep..
i miss having daddy to wake me up..
i miss having daddy & mommy nagging me to sleep...
i miss making "breakfast" for dad & m0m..
i miss riding on motorcycle..
i miss going over to my brother's shop to play com...
i miss sending food over to him...
i miss driving too... ((i think i've forgotten hw to drive la...=X))
i miss everyone home...
i miss home...
i miss those carefree days..
i miss talking to people..
i miss those days...
*i fell into that trap again*
i just realised they will start their hols on 26th May..
which means, i guess i'm going back around that time tOo.. =)))
im missing tOo many things ald la...
there is so many thgs on my mind..
i miss those days when i dont have to think and worry abt anythg, just wake up in d morning and help dad's with his business and mom with her hse work...
clean up our room, prepare lunch and dinner, cook rice and everything...
if not i'll just call up my cousin to pick me up and i go over my aunt hse to stay over...
go to her shop with her, talking to her "neighbours" those kukus.. friendly, nice, but i cant get too close to them... =X
and once it strikes 3 pm my aunt will ask me, "eh wat do u wana eat todae??"
and when she closes her shop for the day, we'll go meet my younger aunt if she's nearby and we'll have dinner... and again i get to choose watever i wana eat...
my 3rd aunt still owe me an ice cream treat!!! hehes... shall get it from her when i go back.. =)
and if i dun go over to her place, she'll ring me up and chit chat with me...
but sometimes i'll say, "aiyah i want watch tv, dun wan talk to u.."
i'm so bad.. =X but i reali miss her now... =X
and when i miss eating certain food, she'll try to prepare and get someone convenient and free to send it over to my hse...
i miss going to temple with mama..
i miss going shopping with mama...
i miss mama's food...
i miss talking to mama every night before i sleep..
i miss holding her hand b4 i sleep..
i miss having daddy to wake me up..
i miss having daddy & mommy nagging me to sleep...
i miss making "breakfast" for dad & m0m..
i miss riding on motorcycle..
i miss going over to my brother's shop to play com...
i miss sending food over to him...
i miss driving too... ((i think i've forgotten hw to drive la...=X))
i miss everyone home...
i miss home...
i miss those carefree days..
i miss talking to people..
i miss those days...
*i fell into that trap again*
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i just rmb sth.. i think last week... my msn nick was... ".23---23."
hehes... sth lidat.. ppl keep asking me what tt 23 means, what it represent..
actuali its a pair of numbers i like..
i have 1 or 2 tops with tt number on it..=p
and my bestie like tt number tOo... =p
and it represent sth else 4 me also... (*i shall keep it a secret!!=X*)
when i thought that i was doing fine, i was wrong.
it's onli d 2nd day.
it's super hard.
too hard.
i guess it'll heal only..
when i leave this place for months,
when i am not reminded of anything.
this place is too familiar.
there are always flash backs.
how i wish i can have selective memory loss.
still i'll try to forget and get back to my own life.
i knew they would ask me about my results.
i just have to face it sooner or later.
crap.
if i know they will come visit, i would have stayed out longer.
stay till 11pm den come back home.
just walk anywhere, and reach home only at 11.
it's safer outside.
i am super worried about uni stuffs.
reali worried.
great. now. i dun even have any day off.
monday to sunday will be very tiring for the next 4 weeks. SIANESS!!!
i miss.
i reali do.
*are all those lies???*
hehes... sth lidat.. ppl keep asking me what tt 23 means, what it represent..
actuali its a pair of numbers i like..
i have 1 or 2 tops with tt number on it..=p
and my bestie like tt number tOo... =p
and it represent sth else 4 me also... (*i shall keep it a secret!!=X*)
when i thought that i was doing fine, i was wrong.
it's onli d 2nd day.
it's super hard.
too hard.
i guess it'll heal only..
when i leave this place for months,
when i am not reminded of anything.
this place is too familiar.
there are always flash backs.
how i wish i can have selective memory loss.
still i'll try to forget and get back to my own life.
i knew they would ask me about my results.
i just have to face it sooner or later.
crap.
if i know they will come visit, i would have stayed out longer.
stay till 11pm den come back home.
just walk anywhere, and reach home only at 11.
it's safer outside.
i am super worried about uni stuffs.
reali worried.
great. now. i dun even have any day off.
monday to sunday will be very tiring for the next 4 weeks. SIANESS!!!
i miss.
i reali do.
*are all those lies???*
Monday, April 16, 2007
i called my Mama, Papa, 3rd aunt & Uncle todae.. =))))
nice nice nice!!! super nice chat!!!
hahas.. and again i talked to Mama 4 ONE HOUR!!!! hehes! love my mommy lots!!! =)))
Mom said my 3rd aunt cooked my fav food le!!!! but i cant eat it now.. *sighs*
hope Pa & Ma will stop worrying abt us (me & my 2 brothers)..
we'll be fine by ourselves!! Rest assured!!!
we are all grown up now... =)
am glad that every1 is doing fine there...
i'll go back v v v soon okays!!!
i miss FOOD!!! i miss ALL OF THEM!!!
Yay!! i dont have to teach her reading anymore!! hahas...
i duno if its sth to be happy abt, but still am glad that i wont have to feel stress over her anymore.. still hope she'll do well la... =)
and i'm doing great today with my new new life... =)
today's a good start..
but i still have a long way to go la...
hais...
still i am pretty sure i'll do just fine.. =)
.we can't prevent what we can't predict.
nice nice nice!!! super nice chat!!!
hahas.. and again i talked to Mama 4 ONE HOUR!!!! hehes! love my mommy lots!!! =)))
Mom said my 3rd aunt cooked my fav food le!!!! but i cant eat it now.. *sighs*
hope Pa & Ma will stop worrying abt us (me & my 2 brothers)..
we'll be fine by ourselves!! Rest assured!!!
we are all grown up now... =)
am glad that every1 is doing fine there...
i'll go back v v v soon okays!!!
i miss FOOD!!! i miss ALL OF THEM!!!
Yay!! i dont have to teach her reading anymore!! hahas...
i duno if its sth to be happy abt, but still am glad that i wont have to feel stress over her anymore.. still hope she'll do well la... =)
and i'm doing great today with my new new life... =)
today's a good start..
but i still have a long way to go la...
hais...
still i am pretty sure i'll do just fine.. =)
.we can't prevent what we can't predict.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
tml is 16042007... hehes..
I have to carry out what i promised myself... =)
tml the poly peeps are gg back 2 sch le...
all in their third year liaos... enjoy ur last yr!! =)
i miss going to school... not for books... but for friends...... =x
tis question keeps ringing in my ears..
"family, friends and love. How many do u have??"
tis is a qns tt pig girl n i always discuss abt...
at least i have 2 out of the 3..
the third 1 will come very soon... hahas!
i should count my blessings... =)
16062007 is...
Heup's & Mad's Birthday!!!
happY birthday worx!!! =)))
.cherish what u have, when it's gone, no one guarantees that it'll come back.
I have to carry out what i promised myself... =)
tml the poly peeps are gg back 2 sch le...
all in their third year liaos... enjoy ur last yr!! =)
i miss going to school... not for books... but for friends...... =x
tis question keeps ringing in my ears..
"family, friends and love. How many do u have??"
tis is a qns tt pig girl n i always discuss abt...
at least i have 2 out of the 3..
the third 1 will come very soon... hahas!
i should count my blessings... =)
16062007 is...
Heup's & Mad's Birthday!!!
happY birthday worx!!! =)))
.cherish what u have, when it's gone, no one guarantees that it'll come back.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
i saw mr sun zhong kai todae... earli morning... when i was on my way for class.. =X
Mr sun come back from china also nv inform.. so dao!!!!
bleaghs.. anw, ok la.. its nice seeing him.. since i soo long din c him liaos..
since i went back last yr.. eh! dont so dao can nots!!!
Its AudrEy's Bday todae!!! Hope she've had a BLAST!!!! Happy Birthday girllll!!!! =D
and i went for class.. todae.. wahsehs... seriously i tink my impression of top schools (all those gals and boys sch) haven change a single bit. and they have proven me RIGHT. they are reali trying to be DIFFERENT... Pri 6 student learning SEC 1, sec 2 stuffs liaos... GOSH!!! please please... hais... make me stress nia laa....
those two at Taman Jurong still make my blood boils... shyt.. i hope i can be less responsible... less caring... seriously... i am STRESS!!! and they are NOT!!! and they are d ones taking their exams next week and they dont give it a dammm.... arghss!!!! wat a nice way to spend my saturday...
LUCKILY after class i have sth more meaningful to do... went to meet d people...
namely : mad, ying, jason & mervin!!!
I miss my friends a lot lot lot ok...
i'm like deprived from friends...
hais... hope they'lll be another gathering soon soon soon!!!!
anw, we went dinner at pepper lunch & went to play pool... =)
hahas... ok i din play.. i onli played 3/4 of a game... LOL...
pool is not my cup of tea... hahas...
BUT if u have a pool table at home i can go there everyday to acc u play..
i wont mind... hahas...
i still dont like gg to kbox or kpool... CUZ..
my shirt stinks once i enter d place...
d cigarette's smell!!! & d kopitiam smell.. urghhhh!!!
.everyone has to start somewhere.. you've got to be the magician...make the magic happen.
Mr sun come back from china also nv inform.. so dao!!!!
bleaghs.. anw, ok la.. its nice seeing him.. since i soo long din c him liaos..
since i went back last yr.. eh! dont so dao can nots!!!
Its AudrEy's Bday todae!!! Hope she've had a BLAST!!!! Happy Birthday girllll!!!! =D
and i went for class.. todae.. wahsehs... seriously i tink my impression of top schools (all those gals and boys sch) haven change a single bit. and they have proven me RIGHT. they are reali trying to be DIFFERENT... Pri 6 student learning SEC 1, sec 2 stuffs liaos... GOSH!!! please please... hais... make me stress nia laa....
those two at Taman Jurong still make my blood boils... shyt.. i hope i can be less responsible... less caring... seriously... i am STRESS!!! and they are NOT!!! and they are d ones taking their exams next week and they dont give it a dammm.... arghss!!!! wat a nice way to spend my saturday...
LUCKILY after class i have sth more meaningful to do... went to meet d people...
namely : mad, ying, jason & mervin!!!
I miss my friends a lot lot lot ok...
i'm like deprived from friends...
hais... hope they'lll be another gathering soon soon soon!!!!
anw, we went dinner at pepper lunch & went to play pool... =)
hahas... ok i din play.. i onli played 3/4 of a game... LOL...
pool is not my cup of tea... hahas...
BUT if u have a pool table at home i can go there everyday to acc u play..
i wont mind... hahas...
i still dont like gg to kbox or kpool... CUZ..
my shirt stinks once i enter d place...
d cigarette's smell!!! & d kopitiam smell.. urghhhh!!!
.everyone has to start somewhere.. you've got to be the magician...make the magic happen.
Friday, April 13, 2007
wahsehs!!! seriously if she is my daughter or my sister i would have given her a one tight slap.
she is VERY rude.
(who says all aunts dote on their nephews and niece?? i am an exception. i can dote on others but definitely NOT them.)
OMG!!! i wana move out.
my silence n not complaining all these while doesn't mean that im fine with everything ald.
I really wana move out!!!!!!!!!
HAIS!!!
Mommy has given me the green light.
She said as long as i can find a place, by all means move.
she knows how much i hate this place.
how much i really wana move.
I REALLY wana MOVE out.
I dOnt like it here.
I Dont! =((((
super sians! tonite got lesson at yewwwwteeeee!!!! super super siannnnn!!!! =(
she is VERY rude.
(who says all aunts dote on their nephews and niece?? i am an exception. i can dote on others but definitely NOT them.)
OMG!!! i wana move out.
my silence n not complaining all these while doesn't mean that im fine with everything ald.
I really wana move out!!!!!!!!!
HAIS!!!
Mommy has given me the green light.
She said as long as i can find a place, by all means move.
she knows how much i hate this place.
how much i really wana move.
I REALLY wana MOVE out.
I dOnt like it here.
I Dont! =((((
super sians! tonite got lesson at yewwwwteeeee!!!! super super siannnnn!!!! =(
msn was down. i dont know why. ha. dumb com. i was halfway talking 2 bash la... =X
thanks girl 4 listening to me and for all d advices okays?? =)
i'll try my very best to heed ur advice.
I'm in d process now... =)
anw, yst a few hrs ago for the 1st time in this 2 weeks,
i finally can smile and felt really happy when i was walking back home alone.
somehow.
its reali nice when u r being appreciated when people accept u as who u are,
when they trust u whole heartedly.
Thank You Amanda.
She is Bryan's mom.
this is my 2nd time meeting her and we talked for 15 to 20 mins b4 i left for home.
she is super nice. finally i felt like i am being loved again.
Thank You for saying out what my heart really feels.
Its really hard having to stay here without my family with me.
Thank You for showering me with love like u are my sis. =)
Hope i can and will meet your expectation.
i Hope i wont disappoint u. i'll try my best k?
msged heup just now...
haha.. i guess life in there is reali super boring. =X
zhenglong they all have been saying it.
they said its super sian in there.. LOL..
wells, enjoy ur last few hrs home then... =)
this saturday mini class dinner.. haha!
i'm looking forward to it!!!! =)
oh my goodness!!
i seriously need to meet up with friends.
i desperately need people to talk to and people to crap with.
i miss my friends.
I miss gatherings.
I miss fam.
I miss him.
I miss talking to people.
1 word of advice. personal experience.
dont ever try to make urself busy by trying to occupy urself with as many things as possible just to forget sth. IT DOESNT work. cuz u'll feel even more more more WORST.
life's too short for us to worry about
thanks girl 4 listening to me and for all d advices okays?? =)
i'll try my very best to heed ur advice.
I'm in d process now... =)
anw, yst a few hrs ago for the 1st time in this 2 weeks,
i finally can smile and felt really happy when i was walking back home alone.
somehow.
its reali nice when u r being appreciated when people accept u as who u are,
when they trust u whole heartedly.
Thank You Amanda.
She is Bryan's mom.
this is my 2nd time meeting her and we talked for 15 to 20 mins b4 i left for home.
she is super nice. finally i felt like i am being loved again.
Thank You for saying out what my heart really feels.
Its really hard having to stay here without my family with me.
Thank You for showering me with love like u are my sis. =)
Hope i can and will meet your expectation.
i Hope i wont disappoint u. i'll try my best k?
msged heup just now...
haha.. i guess life in there is reali super boring. =X
zhenglong they all have been saying it.
they said its super sian in there.. LOL..
wells, enjoy ur last few hrs home then... =)
this saturday mini class dinner.. haha!
i'm looking forward to it!!!! =)
oh my goodness!!
i seriously need to meet up with friends.
i desperately need people to talk to and people to crap with.
i miss my friends.
I miss gatherings.
I miss fam.
I miss him.
I miss talking to people.
1 word of advice. personal experience.
dont ever try to make urself busy by trying to occupy urself with as many things as possible just to forget sth. IT DOESNT work. cuz u'll feel even more more more WORST.
life's too short for us to worry about
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
super tirreeeddd... LUCKY tml's morning lesson is cancelled!! =p
their exams are coming soon and i think i am even more stressed up than they are.
anw, tomorrow is the day...
hahas... bukit panjang will have lesser familiar faces le... =X
think i'll only be seeing strangers ard d streets...
ok la... gona miss them.. =X
at least i know that i can no longer call up heup to accompany me at plaza...=X
den wana go anywhere also cannot call... *sians*
(& heup is BAD la k? omg how can u sae my fren as a butch??? so rude!!! ppl lidat gt gf 1 hors..=p)
anw, i tried playing maple & gunbound todae.. at heup's hse...
i shall be honest and say... it's a very very.... ****** game...
like wat i always described them as...
OMG!!! i don't know how on earth they can sit down there for hours to play d game.. =X
i apologize to those game lovers... BUT reali... it's ******. hee..
this is just wat i think.. so if u duN agree.. den nvms... =p
anyways to those going in tomolo... n friday!!! all d BEST inside ya...
PLEASE come out as healthy as u can be... =)
TAke cAreS... =)
.If love is an illusion, then life would be meaningless.
their exams are coming soon and i think i am even more stressed up than they are.
anw, tomorrow is the day...
hahas... bukit panjang will have lesser familiar faces le... =X
think i'll only be seeing strangers ard d streets...
ok la... gona miss them.. =X
at least i know that i can no longer call up heup to accompany me at plaza...=X
den wana go anywhere also cannot call... *sians*
(& heup is BAD la k? omg how can u sae my fren as a butch??? so rude!!! ppl lidat gt gf 1 hors..=p)
anw, i tried playing maple & gunbound todae.. at heup's hse...
i shall be honest and say... it's a very very.... ****** game...
like wat i always described them as...
OMG!!! i don't know how on earth they can sit down there for hours to play d game.. =X
i apologize to those game lovers... BUT reali... it's ******. hee..
this is just wat i think.. so if u duN agree.. den nvms... =p
anyways to those going in tomolo... n friday!!! all d BEST inside ya...
PLEASE come out as healthy as u can be... =)
TAke cAreS... =)
.If love is an illusion, then life would be meaningless.
Monday, April 9, 2007
i think i reali noe how to waste time very well. =X
instead of taking the lrt to phoenix, i walk there.. and it took me 25 mins.. so to and fro from there is abt an hr.. and so i reached home at like 10++... =p
his parents was like, "what?!?! u walked here??? Jelapang is QUITE FAR u noe.. and it's so late alrdy... pls take the lrt home, do be careful yea!!"
nice and caring parents but super playful and naughty son!!! Gosh!!! reali can die.. Lol.
and i have another Bryan... LOL... 2 of them in teck whye, both of them are Bryan... and both are.. hais... dont like them la...=X
argh!!! super sian, while walking home just now, i was thinking a LOT LOT.
the reason behind i wana take up so many offers is bcuz..
i DONT WANT TO STAY AT HOME.
i want money.
and i dont want to have idle time to think.
BUT still wat bestie said is right, i am like repeating what she is doing the other day,
we thought by keeping ourselves busy, we would be better off.
BUT NO!!! we ARE WRONG. the more we occupy ourselves with stuffs the worst we get. hais.
it's really lonely having to walk 2 ur work place alone.
having to eat lunch alone.
evrything has to be done alone.
.L O N E L I N E S S.
still i'd rather stay outside than stay at home.
i just DREAD this place la ok?
i called my mama yst.. talked 2 her for an hour!!! =D
super nice larhs!! Gosh! i miss her soo soo much..
i told her d reason behind y i cried d other day.
and she SORT of told me the REAL reason behind y i cant move over. =X
although i find it ridiculous, but hahas. parents always have their reasons.
and of course i told her, "Ma, if i reali cannot tahan le, i confirm will move out de lo, so when tt day comes, u reali cant do anythg to me."
& she said, "aiyas, u better listen to me la... "
me and my super happy conversation with mama end with a gossip.. =X
i miss home larhs! hais! i dont know why the toot am i working so hard for.
i have like so little time to rest, but i dont seem to mind it. it's like working myself to tiredness...=X
dun wana use d word "death" since i.. haha.. this yr i was almost knocked down by a car again...=X
note the word AGAIN..
last yr i was almost knocked down duno how many times...
3??? 4??? not sure. all i noe is, i'm still alive and kicking now. =X
that is why i say, life is unpredictable. =X
Mr Zul, i am lucky ok.. i wont die so earli. LOL. u said dere wun be a lucky next time, but there is lei.. hahas!
anw, hope u r doing fine in d jungle!! =p
and of course Faiz, hope u doing well toO! =)
.This toO shall pass, at least i survived. =)
.i have sth to tell u.=X
if time could be like an hour glass,
i'll keep this beautiful memories in the glass and flip it over and over again. =)
instead of taking the lrt to phoenix, i walk there.. and it took me 25 mins.. so to and fro from there is abt an hr.. and so i reached home at like 10++... =p
his parents was like, "what?!?! u walked here??? Jelapang is QUITE FAR u noe.. and it's so late alrdy... pls take the lrt home, do be careful yea!!"
nice and caring parents but super playful and naughty son!!! Gosh!!! reali can die.. Lol.
and i have another Bryan... LOL... 2 of them in teck whye, both of them are Bryan... and both are.. hais... dont like them la...=X
argh!!! super sian, while walking home just now, i was thinking a LOT LOT.
the reason behind i wana take up so many offers is bcuz..
i DONT WANT TO STAY AT HOME.
i want money.
and i dont want to have idle time to think.
BUT still wat bestie said is right, i am like repeating what she is doing the other day,
we thought by keeping ourselves busy, we would be better off.
BUT NO!!! we ARE WRONG. the more we occupy ourselves with stuffs the worst we get. hais.
it's really lonely having to walk 2 ur work place alone.
having to eat lunch alone.
evrything has to be done alone.
.L O N E L I N E S S.
still i'd rather stay outside than stay at home.
i just DREAD this place la ok?
i called my mama yst.. talked 2 her for an hour!!! =D
super nice larhs!! Gosh! i miss her soo soo much..
i told her d reason behind y i cried d other day.
and she SORT of told me the REAL reason behind y i cant move over. =X
although i find it ridiculous, but hahas. parents always have their reasons.
and of course i told her, "Ma, if i reali cannot tahan le, i confirm will move out de lo, so when tt day comes, u reali cant do anythg to me."
& she said, "aiyas, u better listen to me la... "
me and my super happy conversation with mama end with a gossip.. =X
i miss home larhs! hais! i dont know why the toot am i working so hard for.
i have like so little time to rest, but i dont seem to mind it. it's like working myself to tiredness...=X
dun wana use d word "death" since i.. haha.. this yr i was almost knocked down by a car again...=X
note the word AGAIN..
last yr i was almost knocked down duno how many times...
3??? 4??? not sure. all i noe is, i'm still alive and kicking now. =X
that is why i say, life is unpredictable. =X
Mr Zul, i am lucky ok.. i wont die so earli. LOL. u said dere wun be a lucky next time, but there is lei.. hahas!
anw, hope u r doing fine in d jungle!! =p
and of course Faiz, hope u doing well toO! =)
.This toO shall pass, at least i survived. =)
.i have sth to tell u.=X
if time could be like an hour glass,
i'll keep this beautiful memories in the glass and flip it over and over again. =)
waaahhh.. tiredddd... gosh!!! lack of sleep...
n i've 2 more classes... =X
hope it'll stop raining..!!! everytime i dont bring umbrella then it rains.. wth!!!
hais.. super worried abt phylliccia, shu yi, shi mei & liang zhi...
now i understand how teacher feels whenever they see their students not doing well enough..
Bleaghs... i just turned down 2 job offer... hee... i Dun wana "hai" him la... cuz he pri 6.. and i cant stay here too long.. so let him find other ppl.. better 4 him better 4 me.. so i wont be soo stress oso... =X and d other 1 is far.. jurong.. plus i've no tome.. tml i have a nite class and she wants tt nite.. too bad... =X
i also worried about Bryan.. hope he takes his medicine on time.. hee... i am worried for my own safety... =X
& it's OVER...(hw many times hav i said tis?? i hope this time its for real... i'll try my very best to larhs) but anws, think I'll gradually get use to this kinda situation. will learn and try my best to let go.. hee..
2 more classes 2 go!! jia you bahs...
i realise i dun like morning classes... =X
miss home.. miss them.. miss everytthing... if only time could stop...
n i've 2 more classes... =X
hope it'll stop raining..!!! everytime i dont bring umbrella then it rains.. wth!!!
hais.. super worried abt phylliccia, shu yi, shi mei & liang zhi...
now i understand how teacher feels whenever they see their students not doing well enough..
Bleaghs... i just turned down 2 job offer... hee... i Dun wana "hai" him la... cuz he pri 6.. and i cant stay here too long.. so let him find other ppl.. better 4 him better 4 me.. so i wont be soo stress oso... =X and d other 1 is far.. jurong.. plus i've no tome.. tml i have a nite class and she wants tt nite.. too bad... =X
i also worried about Bryan.. hope he takes his medicine on time.. hee... i am worried for my own safety... =X
& it's OVER...(hw many times hav i said tis?? i hope this time its for real... i'll try my very best to larhs) but anws, think I'll gradually get use to this kinda situation. will learn and try my best to let go.. hee..
2 more classes 2 go!! jia you bahs...
i realise i dun like morning classes... =X
miss home.. miss them.. miss everytthing... if only time could stop...
Sunday, April 8, 2007
by RIGHT i should be able to sleep till 10++ or even 11 today.. BUT i can't sleep!!! =( i bet my dear bestie is still sleeping!!! =X OR maybe she's ald off somewhere having fun with her dears...=) enjoy & have fun girl!!! love ya!!!! =) i'm really grateful that i have her... =) she's there when i needed her... =) and she never gets tired of listening to me!!! =) somehow... all my problems became hers... and of course all her problems also became mine... now every time she has a chance to talk to me, d 1st thg she asked is, "girl, how are thgs going on now??? u noe wat i mean..."
i really appreciate it, the feeling of being cared for and being loved is really wonderful!!!
especially when my parents is not here with me, i'm glad my bestie is here...=) i love her!!! THANK YOU for all d help bestie!!! =D
whoaaaassss!! i super feel like going back.. cuz it's only at HOME den i can have my peaceful and beauty sleep!!! over here... i can't... certain things just can't get off my mind... please spare me from all this... I've had enough... =(
*stress* & *tired*
tml... BUSY day... =) i have 3 classes!! Yay!!! 1 morning.. 1 afternoon & 1 night!! =))))
I want to tire myself out, i want to have as little free time as possible.
I hope every single hour i'm occupied.
I don't want any free time, cuz those free times are usually my unhappy moments!!!! =(
*i'm not going 2 wait 4u, cuz waitin 4u is like waitin 4 d snow 2 fall here, it's useless & tiring*
Saturday, April 7, 2007
NICE NICE!!! i am going to be very very busy for d next few weeks..
cuz my dear girls and boy will be having their mid year exam soon... =)
must do well yea!!! =D
hope i won't fall sick.. argh!! i hate it when fever comes.. wells, still d weather is terrible!!!
but i better not fall sick.. better not..
next week, think the last group of 71 guys are gg in le..
calvin's gg in on mOn while ttc's gg in on friday..
heup gg in on thurs, sze hong & zheng long gg in on friday...
who else is gg in???
anyways!!! Have FUN in there okays!?!?! =D
oh ya!! i woke up at a very NICE timing todae!!!
....09:09am on 070407.... =)))
super nice timing larhs!!! =)
as much as i don't want it to happen.. i think that spirit is gone.
it's tiring when only a person is trying to keep the bond.
shall organize an outing soon... =)
still take care peeps..=)
cuz my dear girls and boy will be having their mid year exam soon... =)
must do well yea!!! =D
hope i won't fall sick.. argh!! i hate it when fever comes.. wells, still d weather is terrible!!!
but i better not fall sick.. better not..
next week, think the last group of 71 guys are gg in le..
calvin's gg in on mOn while ttc's gg in on friday..
heup gg in on thurs, sze hong & zheng long gg in on friday...
who else is gg in???
anyways!!! Have FUN in there okays!?!?! =D
oh ya!! i woke up at a very NICE timing todae!!!
....09:09am on 070407.... =)))
super nice timing larhs!!! =)
as much as i don't want it to happen.. i think that spirit is gone.
it's tiring when only a person is trying to keep the bond.
shall organize an outing soon... =)
still take care peeps..=)
Friday, April 6, 2007
anw, wana talk about another topic now.
.F R I E N D S H I P.
I find it funny..
sometimes ppl appear that they care about their friendship with someone.
yet, at the same time, when either one tried to show concern, they dont seem to care. *dots*
who is the 1st person u would think of? when u encountered with some unusual stuffs??
ur buddy/ best friends/ or those that u call friends but not really friends??
whatever it is, if u dun treasure that friendship that u have now, dont come crying to complain that, "u noe arh... y he lidat 1 arh..." *dots*
i'll only reply u, "are u sure u treat him as ur friend?? or is he just someone u tot of when u've got no one to talk to??? "
I let u choose, do u want a friendship which could last LONG or do u want just a friendship which u can make use of for that short period of time???
I realize some people are WEIRD.
when that someone is just right here, u don't go and bother abt him/her.
but when he/she is gone to some places where she/he is not easily reached, u flood their phone with messages. saying "i miss you" blah blah blah... *crap*
if u don't know how to treasure someone at this point of time,
it's not too late to start learning now.. =)
I don't know... but what i see is everyone is putting on a mask, not letting anyone know about their true self.
Girls putting on make ups, thick make ups, just to conceal that imperfection they have. oFc ourse its not onli make ups... there are many other examples.. make ups is just 1... =X
wells, what is it that people love? Just the outside?? or the inner???
of course i'm not talking about those who put on make ups for the sake of their work, those are called respect for work... =)
Guys acting tough, macho, cool.... when they are not... what's wrong in appearing just as who u really are???
I think we will be much much more comfortable just by being ourself.
agree???
Like it or not, i am who i am. =)
.F R I E N D S H I P.
I find it funny..
sometimes ppl appear that they care about their friendship with someone.
yet, at the same time, when either one tried to show concern, they dont seem to care. *dots*
who is the 1st person u would think of? when u encountered with some unusual stuffs??
ur buddy/ best friends/ or those that u call friends but not really friends??
whatever it is, if u dun treasure that friendship that u have now, dont come crying to complain that, "u noe arh... y he lidat 1 arh..." *dots*
i'll only reply u, "are u sure u treat him as ur friend?? or is he just someone u tot of when u've got no one to talk to??? "
I let u choose, do u want a friendship which could last LONG or do u want just a friendship which u can make use of for that short period of time???
I realize some people are WEIRD.
when that someone is just right here, u don't go and bother abt him/her.
but when he/she is gone to some places where she/he is not easily reached, u flood their phone with messages. saying "i miss you" blah blah blah... *crap*
if u don't know how to treasure someone at this point of time,
it's not too late to start learning now.. =)
I don't know... but what i see is everyone is putting on a mask, not letting anyone know about their true self.
Girls putting on make ups, thick make ups, just to conceal that imperfection they have. oFc ourse its not onli make ups... there are many other examples.. make ups is just 1... =X
wells, what is it that people love? Just the outside?? or the inner???
of course i'm not talking about those who put on make ups for the sake of their work, those are called respect for work... =)
Guys acting tough, macho, cool.... when they are not... what's wrong in appearing just as who u really are???
I think we will be much much more comfortable just by being ourself.
agree???
Like it or not, i am who i am. =)
It's really really NOT fun to be a teacher... =X
u need PATIENCE.
well well... i think i met a very very BIG challenge today!!!
(tis sentence sounds WEIRD, but heck la..)
wells, hope i can survive this 2 months yea!!! Hope her grades will improve.. GOSH!!!
at least please... let her pass her SA1... very important to me and of course her parents...
Just take it as an encouragement... so that, I'll not give up on her... =X
wells, at least for this 2 months, i wont... =)
hOpe tml's kids, will be better... =)
aft class today, went JP 2 meet Heup & yu zHeng!!! =)))
Yu Zheng has become, slimmer, more handsome... still as cute and bear like as before larhs!!! =)
Heup is still down with flu.. hahas! get well soon larhs!
Anyways, we went to eat at crystal jade... super full can!!!
thanks 4 d treat Yu zheng!!!! =)
todae we are like treating each other la... LOLS...
YZ treat me & heup...
i treat Yz & heup...
Heup treat me & himself... =X
but still Yu zheng paid for most of the stuffs we ate todae...
Hope the brownies is sweet enough to substitute a whole cake k heup?? LOL...
& i still think its weird gg out with a bunch of guys...
7 guys n 1 gal?? weird larhs!! =X
sorry arh heup, cant acc u go!! hope u've had fun!! =)
The world is in great danger... Climate changes.. *quoted from Chn 5 news report*
life's super unpredictable.. hais hais...
so must make full use of the time left, we wont know when all this will end. mayb tml? mayb d next second?
anyways, just go ahead and do whatever you wana do.
don't stick on to unrealistic and unreasonable beliefs.. =p
just don't live with regret. =)
watched Cinderella story just now...
hahas! nice show!! 2nd time i watch le..=)
Where is my prince charming??? =X
u need PATIENCE.
well well... i think i met a very very BIG challenge today!!!
(tis sentence sounds WEIRD, but heck la..)
wells, hope i can survive this 2 months yea!!! Hope her grades will improve.. GOSH!!!
at least please... let her pass her SA1... very important to me and of course her parents...
Just take it as an encouragement... so that, I'll not give up on her... =X
wells, at least for this 2 months, i wont... =)
hOpe tml's kids, will be better... =)
aft class today, went JP 2 meet Heup & yu zHeng!!! =)))
Yu Zheng has become, slimmer, more handsome... still as cute and bear like as before larhs!!! =)
Heup is still down with flu.. hahas! get well soon larhs!
Anyways, we went to eat at crystal jade... super full can!!!
thanks 4 d treat Yu zheng!!!! =)
todae we are like treating each other la... LOLS...
YZ treat me & heup...
i treat Yz & heup...
Heup treat me & himself... =X
but still Yu zheng paid for most of the stuffs we ate todae...
Hope the brownies is sweet enough to substitute a whole cake k heup?? LOL...
& i still think its weird gg out with a bunch of guys...
7 guys n 1 gal?? weird larhs!! =X
sorry arh heup, cant acc u go!! hope u've had fun!! =)
The world is in great danger... Climate changes.. *quoted from Chn 5 news report*
life's super unpredictable.. hais hais...
so must make full use of the time left, we wont know when all this will end. mayb tml? mayb d next second?
anyways, just go ahead and do whatever you wana do.
don't stick on to unrealistic and unreasonable beliefs.. =p
just don't live with regret. =)
watched Cinderella story just now...
hahas! nice show!! 2nd time i watch le..=)
Where is my prince charming??? =X
Thursday, April 5, 2007
hehes!! i am super duper super duper HAPPY!!! =D
i cant help, but kept smiling since 5pm... =p
i can keep myself busy from now on le... =D
got lotsa work 4 me to do.
still i need to manage my time well, so each day i will be occupied and hope everything will go smoothly yea!!! YES!!! HAHA!!! *HAPPINESS*
at least i know if i keep myself very very very busy, i wont think of anything else except my busy day!!! =D
at least i would lead a normal life. not some boring, meaningless life...
n todae, i was doing... hmmm... not exactly bo liao thgs.
wells, i had nth to do in d morning and i re-read my diary entries.
at around this time 2 yrs ago... this mth... this day.... i dreamt of sth... haha!!! and...
the dream actuali came true a few weeks ago --->>> earli march!
the exact same people, exact place and exact timing. It all happened!!!
Gosh! i hope it meant sth good.
I know it sounds weird. BUT wells, i reali hope it meant sth. =)
Hope i can the result soon... =)))))
happiness! hope i can stay this happy every single day!!! =)))
*if u can find a reason to be sad ; you too can find a reason to be happy!!! =)*
i cant help, but kept smiling since 5pm... =p
i can keep myself busy from now on le... =D
got lotsa work 4 me to do.
still i need to manage my time well, so each day i will be occupied and hope everything will go smoothly yea!!! YES!!! HAHA!!! *HAPPINESS*
at least i know if i keep myself very very very busy, i wont think of anything else except my busy day!!! =D
at least i would lead a normal life. not some boring, meaningless life...
n todae, i was doing... hmmm... not exactly bo liao thgs.
wells, i had nth to do in d morning and i re-read my diary entries.
at around this time 2 yrs ago... this mth... this day.... i dreamt of sth... haha!!! and...
the dream actuali came true a few weeks ago --->>> earli march!
the exact same people, exact place and exact timing. It all happened!!!
Gosh! i hope it meant sth good.
I know it sounds weird. BUT wells, i reali hope it meant sth. =)
Hope i can the result soon... =)))))
happiness! hope i can stay this happy every single day!!! =)))
*if u can find a reason to be sad ; you too can find a reason to be happy!!! =)*
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
i think i'll go mad soon. it's sooner or later, if this goes on.
it's just yst morning that i told min and myself that i am going to let go. and d phone just rang.
wth. always come at the right time.. or is it the wrong time?
whatever it is. i hope everything is a blessing in disguise.
i am seriously running out of places to go.
i've been going to min's hse 3 days in a row now.
went her hse in d morning, and when she goes for tuition, i'll go plaza library and stay there for 1 or 2 hrs read magazines before i walk back home. and after that, when the clock strikes 8pm, i'll either sleep or walk out of the house and comes home onli at 10 when they are all asleep.
why the hell am i doing all these for? crap.
i can do this for 1 week or maybe 2. BUT if u wan me to do this for 1 or 2 mths, honestly i cant do it.
recommend me a place to go where i dont have to spend money.
but still thanks to my bestie min & also heup 4 accompanying me la.. hahas! waste time with me. =X
& crap. i am sooo free this week. i want a busy week not a free 1!!!
i dun hav any tuition this week.
this is CRAP!!! dun like this.
i want to keep myself busy.
有一些事情想不通就别去想了，反正会过去的。
或许某一个时间，便会明白
it's just yst morning that i told min and myself that i am going to let go. and d phone just rang.
wth. always come at the right time.. or is it the wrong time?
whatever it is. i hope everything is a blessing in disguise.
i am seriously running out of places to go.
i've been going to min's hse 3 days in a row now.
went her hse in d morning, and when she goes for tuition, i'll go plaza library and stay there for 1 or 2 hrs read magazines before i walk back home. and after that, when the clock strikes 8pm, i'll either sleep or walk out of the house and comes home onli at 10 when they are all asleep.
why the hell am i doing all these for? crap.
i can do this for 1 week or maybe 2. BUT if u wan me to do this for 1 or 2 mths, honestly i cant do it.
recommend me a place to go where i dont have to spend money.
but still thanks to my bestie min & also heup 4 accompanying me la.. hahas! waste time with me. =X
& crap. i am sooo free this week. i want a busy week not a free 1!!!
i dun hav any tuition this week.
this is CRAP!!! dun like this.
i want to keep myself busy.
有一些事情想不通就别去想了，反正会过去的。
或许某一个时间，便会明白
life is really horrible.
Reality hurts. everyone keep telling me the same things.. =X
which i find it quite true. but still we have to accept the fact that "there is no free lunch in this world" somehow i think the world has become one that reflects a "no money, no talk" place.
is there a place where we don't use money?? if there is I'll be d 1st to go... =))
y cant humans treat each other sincerely?? without any motives?
the way i live my life, it's becoming more and more meaningless. so much so that if i were to leave this place 1 day, i have nth to regret except the fact that i haven been telling the people i love about how much i really love them. Life's just so unpredictable.. =X
i've been saying that i wana move out. but wells! i cant. MY dear protective parents, dont allow me to move over to friends hse. =X
plus, no stranger would want to rent a room to me for just 1 mth. LOL.
so well, whether i want it or not. i have to stay here and be some stupid girl who goes out in the morning and come back in d evening and go out again at night.
In short, i'll never be home when my niece and nephew are studying. =X pathetic arh!!!
PLUS, there is no reason 4 me to stay at home. cuz i cant use electricity that much.. =X
so the best place to go is OUTSIDE. anywhere but here. =X
haiyas! i hope the university stuffs will end soon, let me know where i am accepted at. then i can say bye bye to this place and go HOME.
The best place to go is still HOME. =)
i miss my parents!!! and also FOOD.. =X
Reality hurts. everyone keep telling me the same things.. =X
which i find it quite true. but still we have to accept the fact that "there is no free lunch in this world" somehow i think the world has become one that reflects a "no money, no talk" place.
is there a place where we don't use money?? if there is I'll be d 1st to go... =))
y cant humans treat each other sincerely?? without any motives?
the way i live my life, it's becoming more and more meaningless. so much so that if i were to leave this place 1 day, i have nth to regret except the fact that i haven been telling the people i love about how much i really love them. Life's just so unpredictable.. =X
i've been saying that i wana move out. but wells! i cant. MY dear protective parents, dont allow me to move over to friends hse. =X
plus, no stranger would want to rent a room to me for just 1 mth. LOL.
so well, whether i want it or not. i have to stay here and be some stupid girl who goes out in the morning and come back in d evening and go out again at night.
In short, i'll never be home when my niece and nephew are studying. =X pathetic arh!!!
PLUS, there is no reason 4 me to stay at home. cuz i cant use electricity that much.. =X
so the best place to go is OUTSIDE. anywhere but here. =X
haiyas! i hope the university stuffs will end soon, let me know where i am accepted at. then i can say bye bye to this place and go HOME.
The best place to go is still HOME. =)
i miss my parents!!! and also FOOD.. =X
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
is crying reali alrite?
or after each cries, if u dun feel better and u will just keep crying.
but everytime after crying, i just feel like doing silly things.
crying is healthy?? *hope so*
anw, thanks heup! 4 accompanying that stupid girl who doesnt want to go home. =X
it's nice staying near my close friends.
i super miss gatherings.
i super miss having companions and everything.
hope next week my days will be better. =)
hope one of these days, i will be able to pluck up my courage and get everything cleared up. It's just tiring, not only me but everyone around me, at least give me a very good reason to stop all this. The more they are very sure of this whole thing, the more confused i get.
& dont ask me if im fine or not, i would just say that i am and yeap, just believe me.
i shall go jog tonite.. =))))
or after each cries, if u dun feel better and u will just keep crying.
but everytime after crying, i just feel like doing silly things.
crying is healthy?? *hope so*
anw, thanks heup! 4 accompanying that stupid girl who doesnt want to go home. =X
it's nice staying near my close friends.
i super miss gatherings.
i super miss having companions and everything.
hope next week my days will be better. =)
hope one of these days, i will be able to pluck up my courage and get everything cleared up. It's just tiring, not only me but everyone around me, at least give me a very good reason to stop all this. The more they are very sure of this whole thing, the more confused i get.
& dont ask me if im fine or not, i would just say that i am and yeap, just believe me.
i shall go jog tonite.. =))))
Sunday, April 1, 2007
It's April 1st already. so FAST. I've been here for close to one month.
2 to 3 weeks of happiness, memories and 1 and a half week of unhappiness.
hope it'll all stop soon.
i want more happiness. =)
I've been having dreams every single night now.
Yst i dreamt abt me driving!!! =D hahas! my own car!!! hope it'll come true soon.. =)
and i also dreamt of another thg, i shant mention it here. i dreamt a lot of it these few days. *tortures*
It's weird isn't it? we were talking for a few weeks and we remained silent for months.
And i don't like that silence. I get over it in weeks, sometimes months, den you come to me again and it all started again. It's tiring. I hope i can be as straight forward as my pig girl. Just say out anythg i am unhappy about, clear up d mess and once it's done, life goes on.
Recently, or rather should i say, this year since Chinese New Year, people close to me (aunts, parents, cousins, friends...) has been asking abt my love life. =X
Just like my niece and nephew, they really, weird larhs, sometimes out of the blue will just ask about this and that. keep reminding me of stuffs i don't want to remind myself of. =X
My birthday is coming soon too!!! =) hahas! in another 1 month and 2 days... =)
oh wells, Happy April Fool Day! =p
i shall go back home soon. i cant do this here cant do that. super sian. at home i onli have the four walls. i dun wan.. i shall go back.
2 to 3 weeks of happiness, memories and 1 and a half week of unhappiness.
hope it'll all stop soon.
i want more happiness. =)
I've been having dreams every single night now.
Yst i dreamt abt me driving!!! =D hahas! my own car!!! hope it'll come true soon.. =)
and i also dreamt of another thg, i shant mention it here. i dreamt a lot of it these few days. *tortures*
It's weird isn't it? we were talking for a few weeks and we remained silent for months.
And i don't like that silence. I get over it in weeks, sometimes months, den you come to me again and it all started again. It's tiring. I hope i can be as straight forward as my pig girl. Just say out anythg i am unhappy about, clear up d mess and once it's done, life goes on.
Recently, or rather should i say, this year since Chinese New Year, people close to me (aunts, parents, cousins, friends...) has been asking abt my love life. =X
Just like my niece and nephew, they really, weird larhs, sometimes out of the blue will just ask about this and that. keep reminding me of stuffs i don't want to remind myself of. =X
My birthday is coming soon too!!! =) hahas! in another 1 month and 2 days... =)
oh wells, Happy April Fool Day! =p
i shall go back home soon. i cant do this here cant do that. super sian. at home i onli have the four walls. i dun wan.. i shall go back.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
so nice no one is at home. onli me, maid n akong.. =) *peaceful* =p
anw, before they went shoping just now, me n cousin had a cousin to cousin talk.
i like her when she is like this. can talk to me as a big jie jie talking to her younger sis, she taught me stuffs. but still i dont like it when she starts her all her nonsense. wells, no one is perfect. I was telling my another cousin that she starts her nonsense when she is stressed up la.. and i realized most of the time she is stressed. =X
And, i've told her that i am moving out la... no objection, nth. i told her the reason behind y i wana move out too.. =X
omg. i reali miss homey so so much. i miss mommy's home-cooked dinner. =(
i seriously miss waking up earli to start work( help with daddy's business..)
i miss going out at night with mommy, just to spend that money to buy stuffs and make myself happy. and most of the time, i reali just buy and dont use them... =X
i miss listening to daddy sing karaoke. the loud music and everything... =D
and i miss my bed!!! i miss practically everything.
It's just a totally different feeling when you are staying in YOUR own house and staying with other people.
SO those people out there who are thinking of leaving your own house to go other places to stay. THINK TWICE. It's NOT easy to come out from your nests, alone and stay. I experienced it. It's not fun at all. i dont understand y 10++ years ago, that dumb girl keep pestering her parents to let her go overseas, onli to regret it now.. =p
wells, at least she learnt her lesson and during these 10 years, she earned herself many many many great friends... =)
those type of one or two days stay over at fren's hse is NOTHING. You find it fun to stay out for one or two days, but when you have to stay for months and years. That's when HOMESICKNESS sets in.
BY that time, there is no use crying for mommy. She wont come, she'll onli call u and let u hear her voice.
so wells, i just miss home k?!?!? *sighs*
i am trying to learn sth now. i am learning to believe in happy endings, maybe we humans shouldnt be so pessimistic, even before it happens, we think about the outcome and stuffs, when you have sth in your mind, just say it out, who knows, the outcome might be a positive 1. NO worries. If you dont try it, you will never know the outcome. =)
i miss gatherings with friends... =X
anw, before they went shoping just now, me n cousin had a cousin to cousin talk.
i like her when she is like this. can talk to me as a big jie jie talking to her younger sis, she taught me stuffs. but still i dont like it when she starts her all her nonsense. wells, no one is perfect. I was telling my another cousin that she starts her nonsense when she is stressed up la.. and i realized most of the time she is stressed. =X
And, i've told her that i am moving out la... no objection, nth. i told her the reason behind y i wana move out too.. =X
omg. i reali miss homey so so much. i miss mommy's home-cooked dinner. =(
i seriously miss waking up earli to start work( help with daddy's business..)
i miss going out at night with mommy, just to spend that money to buy stuffs and make myself happy. and most of the time, i reali just buy and dont use them... =X
i miss listening to daddy sing karaoke. the loud music and everything... =D
and i miss my bed!!! i miss practically everything.
It's just a totally different feeling when you are staying in YOUR own house and staying with other people.
SO those people out there who are thinking of leaving your own house to go other places to stay. THINK TWICE. It's NOT easy to come out from your nests, alone and stay. I experienced it. It's not fun at all. i dont understand y 10++ years ago, that dumb girl keep pestering her parents to let her go overseas, onli to regret it now.. =p
wells, at least she learnt her lesson and during these 10 years, she earned herself many many many great friends... =)
those type of one or two days stay over at fren's hse is NOTHING. You find it fun to stay out for one or two days, but when you have to stay for months and years. That's when HOMESICKNESS sets in.
BY that time, there is no use crying for mommy. She wont come, she'll onli call u and let u hear her voice.
so wells, i just miss home k?!?!? *sighs*
i am trying to learn sth now. i am learning to believe in happy endings, maybe we humans shouldnt be so pessimistic, even before it happens, we think about the outcome and stuffs, when you have sth in your mind, just say it out, who knows, the outcome might be a positive 1. NO worries. If you dont try it, you will never know the outcome. =)
i miss gatherings with friends... =X
Thursday, March 29, 2007
daddy msg me again todae... same old thing. he wants me back.. =)
he asks if i want to have my clothes sent over here, cuz the other time i came here.. i onli brought 3 tops and 1 bottom. LOL. so DONT be surprised if i keep wearing the same few clothes. pardon me la!!! =p
oh wells, maybe i'll get tired of this whole place and everything that has happened and which seemed to have stop. i might be going back in d near week. LOL. and this time i'll make sure i get my place in that plane. =) i'm not gg 2 take anymore cheapo airline. it's time i reward myself with a better one.. =))))
i'm glad family business is picking up... =)))))
good good!!! hope everything will fall back into place... =)
i somehow feel like going back indo to further my uni studies. i HOPE daddy will allow. hais.
i wana drive to uni. i wana stay with my dear parents. i wana stay near my aunts... =)
today's lessons.. =X i am sorry i am so fierce ok?? i cant help it. my dear girl, u have to concentrate la... if u dun concentrate u also make me sleepy... =X n if u dun concentrate u wun be able to absorb anythg.. hais hais... oh wells, i still think that i am lucky to have gotten the two of u... study hard yea?? =)
let that all be memories, just another game that i've taken part in. a game that i've paid a high price for. 3 hell years of time k? it's time to stop everything. at least i'll wait till i go back. after that, when and IF i ever come back here again. i'm gg to start a new life. a new everything. i'll get on with life. it's time to stop all this nonsense.
y cant ppl like me be straight forward??
y cant people just be honest with each other about their feelings?
oh ya, a gentle reminder to whoever u are, strangers, friends or what..
be careful with ur words, cuz sometimes ur words might give ppl a wrong idea. so yeap. watch ur words. esp those of guys and gals.
it's hard to maintain a close friendship b/w a guy and a gal. this is VERY true. and proven. =)
so if u aren't her boyfriend, please dun say any mushy stuffs to her. leave those mushy words for her boyfriend. please draw the line. =)
if u have sth for her/him, den tell her/him, if u dont.. den remember ur status.
it's really tiring to hold on to a relationship that u are unsure where it is heading to.
so yeap, get this clear, i no longer want this kind of relationship.
.tiring. confusing & irritating.
.i shall live with no regrets. let's be honest with each other. promise? yes! =)
he asks if i want to have my clothes sent over here, cuz the other time i came here.. i onli brought 3 tops and 1 bottom. LOL. so DONT be surprised if i keep wearing the same few clothes. pardon me la!!! =p
oh wells, maybe i'll get tired of this whole place and everything that has happened and which seemed to have stop. i might be going back in d near week. LOL. and this time i'll make sure i get my place in that plane. =) i'm not gg 2 take anymore cheapo airline. it's time i reward myself with a better one.. =))))
i'm glad family business is picking up... =)))))
good good!!! hope everything will fall back into place... =)
i somehow feel like going back indo to further my uni studies. i HOPE daddy will allow. hais.
i wana drive to uni. i wana stay with my dear parents. i wana stay near my aunts... =)
today's lessons.. =X i am sorry i am so fierce ok?? i cant help it. my dear girl, u have to concentrate la... if u dun concentrate u also make me sleepy... =X n if u dun concentrate u wun be able to absorb anythg.. hais hais... oh wells, i still think that i am lucky to have gotten the two of u... study hard yea?? =)
let that all be memories, just another game that i've taken part in. a game that i've paid a high price for. 3 hell years of time k? it's time to stop everything. at least i'll wait till i go back. after that, when and IF i ever come back here again. i'm gg to start a new life. a new everything. i'll get on with life. it's time to stop all this nonsense.
y cant ppl like me be straight forward??
y cant people just be honest with each other about their feelings?
oh ya, a gentle reminder to whoever u are, strangers, friends or what..
be careful with ur words, cuz sometimes ur words might give ppl a wrong idea. so yeap. watch ur words. esp those of guys and gals.
it's hard to maintain a close friendship b/w a guy and a gal. this is VERY true. and proven. =)
so if u aren't her boyfriend, please dun say any mushy stuffs to her. leave those mushy words for her boyfriend. please draw the line. =)
if u have sth for her/him, den tell her/him, if u dont.. den remember ur status.
it's really tiring to hold on to a relationship that u are unsure where it is heading to.
so yeap, get this clear, i no longer want this kind of relationship.
.tiring. confusing & irritating.
.i shall live with no regrets. let's be honest with each other. promise? yes! =)
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i miss home so so much.. my dearest aunt just called me..
i asked y she called and she said, "i miss u, tt's y i call. Take care of urself k? must rmb to eat and come back soon and are u crying? u sure u not crying. dun cry k? time will soon pass n u will be back home soon."
just that 3 mins of talk with her is enough to make me cry. i reali miss home. i miss her and everyone at home. how i wish i could go back asap. i hope i could just stay there for good.
anw, i had a great time with min todae. hee. hope u like the cake and d card girl! =)
i sure am going over to ur place soon... =) hehes.. then we can yak n yak non-stop. it's always nice to have u around girl! cuz we could just talk about ANYTHING on earth... anything under the sun.. love ya bestie! =)
Thanks heup 4 accompanying me at plaza today, for lending me ur library card and also for accompanying me walk to Bangkit.. hee... it's far... =X so yeaps thanks! =)
n i reached home at about 6. i reali hate this place. I've been saying this for don't how many zillion times. after 8 should be my rest time. i should be able to relax rest and do whatever i want. BUT hell! no! those idiots keep disturbing me, asking me questions after questions, asking senseless, useless questions. asking me where i went today, why i buy this, why i buy that, where is my bf, who is he, who u calling? who u messaging, who r u talking to, what are u doing? crap.
PLEASE GET BACK TO UR OWN BUSINESS. DON'T irritate me.
and so i grab my key and my book and went down to sit under my block. n i sat there for 2 hrs before i come back up. all the ppl walking past were looking at me larhs.
"what is this dumb girl sitting down here for??"
crap. this is what i call, 有家回不得。
i think i got the message. but i still hope that u could tell me personally to save all the confusion.
i need to have someone to talk to.
i asked y she called and she said, "i miss u, tt's y i call. Take care of urself k? must rmb to eat and come back soon and are u crying? u sure u not crying. dun cry k? time will soon pass n u will be back home soon."
just that 3 mins of talk with her is enough to make me cry. i reali miss home. i miss her and everyone at home. how i wish i could go back asap. i hope i could just stay there for good.
anw, i had a great time with min todae. hee. hope u like the cake and d card girl! =)
i sure am going over to ur place soon... =) hehes.. then we can yak n yak non-stop. it's always nice to have u around girl! cuz we could just talk about ANYTHING on earth... anything under the sun.. love ya bestie! =)
Thanks heup 4 accompanying me at plaza today, for lending me ur library card and also for accompanying me walk to Bangkit.. hee... it's far... =X so yeaps thanks! =)
n i reached home at about 6. i reali hate this place. I've been saying this for don't how many zillion times. after 8 should be my rest time. i should be able to relax rest and do whatever i want. BUT hell! no! those idiots keep disturbing me, asking me questions after questions, asking senseless, useless questions. asking me where i went today, why i buy this, why i buy that, where is my bf, who is he, who u calling? who u messaging, who r u talking to, what are u doing? crap.
PLEASE GET BACK TO UR OWN BUSINESS. DON'T irritate me.
and so i grab my key and my book and went down to sit under my block. n i sat there for 2 hrs before i come back up. all the ppl walking past were looking at me larhs.
"what is this dumb girl sitting down here for??"
crap. this is what i call, 有家回不得。
i think i got the message. but i still hope that u could tell me personally to save all the confusion.
i need to have someone to talk to.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i was reading the bdae cards i received when i was in sec 4... LOL..
memories... and i found a few pieces of notes, and they were supposed to be placed in my hand written diary... =) anyways. wells, i read. and i realised. OMG!!! the stuffs that i am feeling now is exactly the same as how i fely the other time.. 2 years ago.. nope 3 years ago.. at exactly the same day at the same time. GOSH... i am reali hopeless...
LOLS...
it's a few mins towards my dear BESTIE bday!!! hee... =) tml gona meet her up..!!! =D
memories... and i found a few pieces of notes, and they were supposed to be placed in my hand written diary... =) anyways. wells, i read. and i realised. OMG!!! the stuffs that i am feeling now is exactly the same as how i fely the other time.. 2 years ago.. nope 3 years ago.. at exactly the same day at the same time. GOSH... i am reali hopeless...
LOLS...
it's a few mins towards my dear BESTIE bday!!! hee... =) tml gona meet her up..!!! =D
Monday, March 26, 2007
hais hais hais.. i never thought this could ever happen to me.. yst is just not my day. worst day of the yr so far. never been so unlucky b4... !!!! crap... they have such poor attitude. such poor service. still sae wat they have a high class airport with high class staffs who are warma nd friendly. It's all crap. u didnt how rude they were. Dont think that i am a small girl girl den u can bully me ok??? stupid people!!!
BUT after gg thru the whole process.
i think i've matured and i am able to handle things now as an adult.
at least i am not such a cry baby anymore.
i noe i told him tt i felt like crying BUT surprisingly there not even a single drop of tear.
I even called the company up to scold them. & i din call them to speak softly to them.
i just scold them. LOL.
LILY has grown up. she has become wiser. matured. =)
so i din go home after tt. i went to ade hse instead to slack with her n get my pressie.. hehe.. thanks pig girl!!! =) Nice!!! & Minyi's drawing is superb!!! =D thanks girl!!!
den went westmall to meet up with heup, sze hong n khay liang. we all had dinner tgt with my pig girl... =) nice.. very long din meet sh le... he din change a single bit too.. =)
shall meet them up again before they all go into army... =)
BUT after gg thru the whole process.
i think i've matured and i am able to handle things now as an adult.
at least i am not such a cry baby anymore.
i noe i told him tt i felt like crying BUT surprisingly there not even a single drop of tear.
I even called the company up to scold them. & i din call them to speak softly to them.
i just scold them. LOL.
LILY has grown up. she has become wiser. matured. =)
so i din go home after tt. i went to ade hse instead to slack with her n get my pressie.. hehe.. thanks pig girl!!! =) Nice!!! & Minyi's drawing is superb!!! =D thanks girl!!!
den went westmall to meet up with heup, sze hong n khay liang. we all had dinner tgt with my pig girl... =) nice.. very long din meet sh le... he din change a single bit too.. =)
shall meet them up again before they all go into army... =)
Friday, March 23, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
yay! i met my dear bestie min today lerhs!!!
super miss her & i am talking non-stop.
WE were talking non-stop. hahas! =D
I am happy upon hearing that she is happy now. must *TREASURE* k??
Thank you Mr Tan.. =))))
I must meet up with bestie soon okays!!!!!!! =D
Today's 1st time was quite alrite. Found myself a bit dumbo. hahas.
i've lived in bukit panjang for about 2 years, but i still cant familiarize myself with the place. come on la... d place is sooo ulu... (people smoking, big gangs of guys gathering, talking as if they are trying to show off their knowledge of vulgarities, do u need a loud hailer??? )
cant blame me if i dont go and explore this place k. =X
anyways,
i duno how to find my way there.
in the end i just walk round n round.
walk straight, turn left, turn right, look up and find any block that is the closest to my destination.
LOL.
and as expected i don't know how to find my way back also.
i just walked straight after i crossed d road.
wanted to avoid those guys riding bicycles so i walked under the blocks and
got myself LOST in a BIG BIG car park. the whole place isn't familiar at all.. =X
i took a TOTALLY different route to get there and to get home. LOLS.
but it's already an achievement that i know how to get there and reach home SAFELY... =p
shall find another new familiar route d next time i go there... =)
nowadays d kids have such good life!!! their room is sooo princess!!! everything is disney stuffs!!! PINK!!! OMG!! envious!!!
but i pity them too. where got kids as young as primary 2 have to study till 930??? LOL.
luckily she met an angelic sister like me... =) *wahahas*
BUT i got shocked when d elder sis said,
"jie jie! ur hp so cute! u noe my cousin's screen saver is a couple kissing (舌吻)............"
please please... back to innocence. they are supposed to be innocent young kids... =X
OMIGOWD!!!! what is this world becoming to??? a primary 4 kid noe abt such thg???
my dad wants me back. but seriously i'd rather use the money to get the tix back here to shop shop. might as well i june then go back. den i would have many more clothes...
hehes... c how.. mayb i might go back.. mayb i wont..
actuali i dun wana go back 1st cuz i'm scared that once i go back i don't wana come back here anymore until school starts... =X
im still finding a place to move out to. any room for rent??? which is 100% safe for me to live in derhs?? very hard to find sias!!! sians!!! =(
super miss her & i am talking non-stop.
WE were talking non-stop. hahas! =D
I am happy upon hearing that she is happy now. must *TREASURE* k??
Thank you Mr Tan.. =))))
I must meet up with bestie soon okays!!!!!!! =D
Today's 1st time was quite alrite. Found myself a bit dumbo. hahas.
i've lived in bukit panjang for about 2 years, but i still cant familiarize myself with the place. come on la... d place is sooo ulu... (people smoking, big gangs of guys gathering, talking as if they are trying to show off their knowledge of vulgarities, do u need a loud hailer??? )
cant blame me if i dont go and explore this place k. =X
anyways,
i duno how to find my way there.
in the end i just walk round n round.
walk straight, turn left, turn right, look up and find any block that is the closest to my destination.
LOL.
and as expected i don't know how to find my way back also.
i just walked straight after i crossed d road.
wanted to avoid those guys riding bicycles so i walked under the blocks and
got myself LOST in a BIG BIG car park. the whole place isn't familiar at all.. =X
i took a TOTALLY different route to get there and to get home. LOLS.
but it's already an achievement that i know how to get there and reach home SAFELY... =p
shall find another new familiar route d next time i go there... =)
nowadays d kids have such good life!!! their room is sooo princess!!! everything is disney stuffs!!! PINK!!! OMG!! envious!!!
but i pity them too. where got kids as young as primary 2 have to study till 930??? LOL.
luckily she met an angelic sister like me... =) *wahahas*
BUT i got shocked when d elder sis said,
"jie jie! ur hp so cute! u noe my cousin's screen saver is a couple kissing (舌吻)............"
please please... back to innocence. they are supposed to be innocent young kids... =X
OMIGOWD!!!! what is this world becoming to??? a primary 4 kid noe abt such thg???
my dad wants me back. but seriously i'd rather use the money to get the tix back here to shop shop. might as well i june then go back. den i would have many more clothes...
hehes... c how.. mayb i might go back.. mayb i wont..
actuali i dun wana go back 1st cuz i'm scared that once i go back i don't wana come back here anymore until school starts... =X
im still finding a place to move out to. any room for rent??? which is 100% safe for me to live in derhs?? very hard to find sias!!! sians!!! =(
i thought everything could b as easy as it seems to be.
but i am wrong.
now that even when i know the places where i can move out to.
i must worry about this and that.
moving out to a place of total stranger is really very difficult.
lots of stuffs to consider.
lots of stuffs to worry about.
its so troublesome.
please. i dun want anymore stuffs for me to worry about. =(
btw. yeaps i'll be gg back this sunday. my dad wants me back.
but i'll be back again next week.
lOL. i'm like taking taxi rides.. =X
but i am wrong.
now that even when i know the places where i can move out to.
i must worry about this and that.
moving out to a place of total stranger is really very difficult.
lots of stuffs to consider.
lots of stuffs to worry about.
its so troublesome.
please. i dun want anymore stuffs for me to worry about. =(
btw. yeaps i'll be gg back this sunday. my dad wants me back.
but i'll be back again next week.
lOL. i'm like taking taxi rides.. =X
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I've thought through it and i am fine. =)
i shall just let nature take its course rather than keep thinking about it.
there is no use in doing so. it'll only make me more down and everything.
everything is almost fine as it is now.
as long as i don't think too much and just accept everything that comes along the way, everything should be fine.
so my dear girls. dun worry about me. dun help me do any silly things k??
i just want to let nature takes its course.
i am FINE already k? anw, thanks!
there will always be a first time.
hope everything will go on smoothly tomorrow. wish me luck please!!!
honestly i am super worried and super scared.
God bless me.
I AM FINDING A PLACE TO MOVE OUT TO. SUPER SIAN. SUPER IRRITATED. DUN LIKE TO FIND. HAVE TO WORRY ABT THIS N THAT. SIANS.
i shall just let nature take its course rather than keep thinking about it.
there is no use in doing so. it'll only make me more down and everything.
everything is almost fine as it is now.
as long as i don't think too much and just accept everything that comes along the way, everything should be fine.
so my dear girls. dun worry about me. dun help me do any silly things k??
i just want to let nature takes its course.
i am FINE already k? anw, thanks!
there will always be a first time.
hope everything will go on smoothly tomorrow. wish me luck please!!!
honestly i am super worried and super scared.
God bless me.
I AM FINDING A PLACE TO MOVE OUT TO. SUPER SIAN. SUPER IRRITATED. DUN LIKE TO FIND. HAVE TO WORRY ABT THIS N THAT. SIANS.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Finally get to talk to mad!! heehee.. =) not the 1st time in the few weeks I'm here but finally a day when i can really talk to her. not very long tho. but still thanks you girl for listening.
hmm.. i finally know something.. haha... toot girl.. i wont take advantage of the situation la... i don't know how to do so.. =X
but still thank you for the super good suggestion!! =D
after telling mad, heup & hl abt the stuffs.. hahas.. lols.. all of them have the SAME reaction.. (LILY pls stay awy from tt person) LOL.. Okok i am more or less confirmed about the whole situation okays.. i will listen to u all.. in actual fact i am irritated by his actions too.
Pig girl!!! i know u r back!!! hahas! will call u or sth soon k!?! MUST meet me b4 i go back!!! =) hope Hk's been fun!!! =D
I AM SO GOING TO MOVE OUT. I WANT MY PRIVACY!!!!!
hmm.. i finally know something.. haha... toot girl.. i wont take advantage of the situation la... i don't know how to do so.. =X
but still thank you for the super good suggestion!! =D
after telling mad, heup & hl abt the stuffs.. hahas.. lols.. all of them have the SAME reaction.. (LILY pls stay awy from tt person) LOL.. Okok i am more or less confirmed about the whole situation okays.. i will listen to u all.. in actual fact i am irritated by his actions too.
Pig girl!!! i know u r back!!! hahas! will call u or sth soon k!?! MUST meet me b4 i go back!!! =) hope Hk's been fun!!! =D
I AM SO GOING TO MOVE OUT. I WANT MY PRIVACY!!!!!
find this quite...erms.. i duno.. try it... read on.. =)
Your LOVE NUMBER is 1 if your
birth
date falls on: 1st, 10th, 19th and 28th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 2 if your birth
date falls on: 2nd, 11th, 20th and 29th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 3 if your birth
date falls on: 3rd, 12th, 21st and 30th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 4 if your birth
date falls on: 4th, 13th, 22nd and 31st
Your LOVE NUMBER is 5 if your birth
date falls on: 5th, 14th and 23rd
Your LOVE NUMBER is 6 if your birth
date falls on: 6th, 15th and 24th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 7 if your birth
date falls on: 7th, 16th and 25th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 8 if your birth
date falls on: 8th, 17th and 26th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 9 if your birth
date falls on: 9th, 18th and 27th
Here is what your LOVE NUMBER says
about you...
1. You are affectionate and passionate.
At times, however, your strong
personality can be a bit overpowering,
scaring off potential suitors! Try to
curb that intensity every now and then
and you may get a chance to find
Mr./Ms. Right.
[our love match: Someone who doesn't
mind being dominated once in a while.]
2. You are described as ideal partner,
loving and romantic. In fact, one of
your life's priority goals is to find
the love of your life. But remember to
keep it real, too or else, no guy out
there will ever meet your expectations.
[our love match: Someone who isn't
afraid to bring you back to earth from
movie- romance land.]
3. Attractive, imaginative, outgoing,
loyal and generous too. You definitely
don't run out of admirers. Just be
careful of those who will take
advantage of your kind nature.
[our love match: Someone who wants to
know more about you, rather than talk
about himself.]
4. You fall in and out of love so
easily. Could it be because you often
mistake infatuation for the real
thing? Resist being impulsive when it
comes to love and take your time to
know the guy.
[our love match: Someone who is
patient and can tolerate your erratic
behavior.]
5.You go from one emotion to another
so fast and so often, it's hard to
keep track! but your intelligent. You
are also bold and daring, and you
enjoy the finer things in life.
[our love match: Someone who can
accept that he may not be your no.1
priority.]
6. You are the charmer but you can also
be warm and nurturing. But beware of
the green-eyed monster in you. Your
needs or affection can make you
clingy. And one more thing, stop going
after unavailable guys!
[our love match: Someone who can
make you feel secure.]
7. Your a deep thinker who happens to
be romantic, gentle and sensitive. Seek
someone who will love you as much as
you love him, someone just as tender
and generous. Be careful of those who
will take advantage of your idealistic
nature.
[our love match: A one-woman/man
who is ready for commitment.]
8. You are sophisticated and at the
top of ur game. Being confident,
independent and very successful in
your career,. Some may see you as cold
and detached. But, when you find the
right guy, you can be quite passionate.
[Your love match: Someone who is
trustworthy.]
9. Creative, intuitive and imaginative,
these three words describe you best.
You are also quite impulsive when it
comes to love, making your lovelife
unpredictable. You are also passionate
and loyal.
[Your love match: Someone who digs
and understands your artistic nature.]
Your LOVE NUMBER is 1 if your
birth
date falls on: 1st, 10th, 19th and 28th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 2 if your birth
date falls on: 2nd, 11th, 20th and 29th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 3 if your birth
date falls on: 3rd, 12th, 21st and 30th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 4 if your birth
date falls on: 4th, 13th, 22nd and 31st
Your LOVE NUMBER is 5 if your birth
date falls on: 5th, 14th and 23rd
Your LOVE NUMBER is 6 if your birth
date falls on: 6th, 15th and 24th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 7 if your birth
date falls on: 7th, 16th and 25th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 8 if your birth
date falls on: 8th, 17th and 26th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 9 if your birth
date falls on: 9th, 18th and 27th
Here is what your LOVE NUMBER says
about you...
1. You are affectionate and passionate.
At times, however, your strong
personality can be a bit overpowering,
scaring off potential suitors! Try to
curb that intensity every now and then
and you may get a chance to find
Mr./Ms. Right.
[our love match: Someone who doesn't
mind being dominated once in a while.]
2. You are described as ideal partner,
loving and romantic. In fact, one of
your life's priority goals is to find
the love of your life. But remember to
keep it real, too or else, no guy out
there will ever meet your expectations.
[our love match: Someone who isn't
afraid to bring you back to earth from
movie- romance land.]
3. Attractive, imaginative, outgoing,
loyal and generous too. You definitely
don't run out of admirers. Just be
careful of those who will take
advantage of your kind nature.
[our love match: Someone who wants to
know more about you, rather than talk
about himself.]
4. You fall in and out of love so
easily. Could it be because you often
mistake infatuation for the real
thing? Resist being impulsive when it
comes to love and take your time to
know the guy.
[our love match: Someone who is
patient and can tolerate your erratic
behavior.]
5.You go from one emotion to another
so fast and so often, it's hard to
keep track! but your intelligent. You
are also bold and daring, and you
enjoy the finer things in life.
[our love match: Someone who can
accept that he may not be your no.1
priority.]
6. You are the charmer but you can also
be warm and nurturing. But beware of
the green-eyed monster in you. Your
needs or affection can make you
clingy. And one more thing, stop going
after unavailable guys!
[our love match: Someone who can
make you feel secure.]
7. Your a deep thinker who happens to
be romantic, gentle and sensitive. Seek
someone who will love you as much as
you love him, someone just as tender
and generous. Be careful of those who
will take advantage of your idealistic
nature.
[our love match: A one-woman/man
who is ready for commitment.]
8. You are sophisticated and at the
top of ur game. Being confident,
independent and very successful in
your career,. Some may see you as cold
and detached. But, when you find the
right guy, you can be quite passionate.
[Your love match: Someone who is
trustworthy.]
9. Creative, intuitive and imaginative,
these three words describe you best.
You are also quite impulsive when it
comes to love, making your lovelife
unpredictable. You are also passionate
and loyal.
[Your love match: Someone who digs
and understands your artistic nature.]
Friday, March 16, 2007
stupid toot. always bluff me. the only thing u can do to me is bluffing me again and again. talking nonsense which sometimes just makes me wonder what exactly are you trying to say. i don't even know if there is any hidden meaning behind it or you are just purely saying it for fun. toot u.
i should be going back next Sunday, 25th. there is nothing else for me to do here. I am going to miss so many things here. =)
mad, i dont think i'll be here on ur bday lerhs... =X so sorry! but no worries my bday wish for u will be sent kays!! =)
this also means that i'll be in Jakarta during my Bday too. it'll be the first time in so many years. But my family doesn't have the tradition of celebrating birthdays. at most i will only get red packets!! =D nvm.. good enough.. just give me the cash to get stuffs for myself.. =)
seriously, i still don't know if i'll be studying here nots. i don't know why, i am not worried at all.. =) i hope there will be something good in store for me yea... =)
I can't go to Laos to visit Touty... hais.. Mom dun allow... anyone wants to visit me in Jakarta??? guys and gals are welcome k.. hahas.. Just come, i'll try to be a good host.. =p
Ade & Mad, u girls said wana come de hors.. so u better come.. i'll be waiting...=)
i realised i haven gone to meet up with bestie.. omg! i shud do it soon. if not i'll be saying bye bye to her again next week le.. time reali flies. my 2 weeks here are gone. next week will be the last week le.. den i'll be back with my homey... =)
Ade is coming back from Hk todae! yay!! finally my dear pig girl is back!! =DD
certain things if i don't say it straight to your face means that i still want our friendship to continue. so please mind your own behavior. i don't want any gossips. i don't want troubles. i don't want any silly mistakes made by you.
i should be going back next Sunday, 25th. there is nothing else for me to do here. I am going to miss so many things here. =)
mad, i dont think i'll be here on ur bday lerhs... =X so sorry! but no worries my bday wish for u will be sent kays!! =)
this also means that i'll be in Jakarta during my Bday too. it'll be the first time in so many years. But my family doesn't have the tradition of celebrating birthdays. at most i will only get red packets!! =D nvm.. good enough.. just give me the cash to get stuffs for myself.. =)
seriously, i still don't know if i'll be studying here nots. i don't know why, i am not worried at all.. =) i hope there will be something good in store for me yea... =)
I can't go to Laos to visit Touty... hais.. Mom dun allow... anyone wants to visit me in Jakarta??? guys and gals are welcome k.. hahas.. Just come, i'll try to be a good host.. =p
Ade & Mad, u girls said wana come de hors.. so u better come.. i'll be waiting...=)
i realised i haven gone to meet up with bestie.. omg! i shud do it soon. if not i'll be saying bye bye to her again next week le.. time reali flies. my 2 weeks here are gone. next week will be the last week le.. den i'll be back with my homey... =)
Ade is coming back from Hk todae! yay!! finally my dear pig girl is back!! =DD
certain things if i don't say it straight to your face means that i still want our friendship to continue. so please mind your own behavior. i don't want any gossips. i don't want troubles. i don't want any silly mistakes made by you.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
yay! im so happy today!!! sold lotsa stuffs!!! =))))))
but im eating lesser and lesser as the days goes by...
i survived todae by eating onli 2 slices of bread and a small cup of milo.
that makes my meal for the whole day... hope tml i'll eat more... =)
Gerald's gg army tommorow... shall wish him all d best!!! take care yea!! =)
hmm.. i made a new friend again today at workplace... nice auntie... hehes...=)
she stays near me... she also ask me go rent her place..
if i wana move out this yr... lols.. =)
every1 wants me... =p
who else is willing to take me in??? =)
den i have a lot more places to choose from... =D
this life is like thisss... just accept it no matter how irritating it is...
it'll never be smooth sailing... so instead of making ur life worse... just try to enjoy it as much as possible and be happy every single day...
because as each day passes we have another one day less to live in this world.. =)
just keep smiling and do watever ur mind sets u to do... =)
but im eating lesser and lesser as the days goes by...
i survived todae by eating onli 2 slices of bread and a small cup of milo.
that makes my meal for the whole day... hope tml i'll eat more... =)
Gerald's gg army tommorow... shall wish him all d best!!! take care yea!! =)
hmm.. i made a new friend again today at workplace... nice auntie... hehes...=)
she stays near me... she also ask me go rent her place..
if i wana move out this yr... lols.. =)
every1 wants me... =p
who else is willing to take me in??? =)
den i have a lot more places to choose from... =D
this life is like thisss... just accept it no matter how irritating it is...
it'll never be smooth sailing... so instead of making ur life worse... just try to enjoy it as much as possible and be happy every single day...
because as each day passes we have another one day less to live in this world.. =)
just keep smiling and do watever ur mind sets u to do... =)
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
d few days back.. been keeping myself busy.. BUT i had lotsa fun. Thank You! hehes... as long as i don't have to stay at home i dont mind doing anything.. =p
so i worked on Friday... all d way till 9pm... i think im pro.. =p but very unfortunately i fell sick.. =X lucky only fever nia... =p so the rest of the illness din come... =)
saturday & sunday was with Adeline and her family for the whole 2 days... *almost*
so we went down to M'sia. Ade's house.. =)
great chat!!! friendly family!!! Cute cousins!!! Handsome Cousins!!! =)
i'll be looking foward to Malaysia again... =)
yst... after work.. went to have dinner with the 71s... =) nice gathering.. it's a pity me and gerald couldnt stay till very late... cuz we had to go to chalet.. =) sorry guys!! its such a coincidence that we have to go chalet on the same day.. =)
hope Izwan, Idhzuan, Gerald & Mervin will have a great time in army... =D
went to ton at chalet... 2nd time tt i din sleep at all... =p played cards.. played mahjong with the guys.. haha... i think im just not talented in gambling la ok... BUT... still thanks for the 14 bucks!! LOLX... =D reached home onli at 8... n i slept for onli 4 hrs.. & i dont like cats... =X sorry to those cat lovers... i just dont like them.. esp when it chases after me... =((((
kk...
gota go work soon le...
so.. tata 4 now... =)))
i love them too too much... =)
so i worked on Friday... all d way till 9pm... i think im pro.. =p but very unfortunately i fell sick.. =X lucky only fever nia... =p so the rest of the illness din come... =)
saturday & sunday was with Adeline and her family for the whole 2 days... *almost*
so we went down to M'sia. Ade's house.. =)
great chat!!! friendly family!!! Cute cousins!!! Handsome Cousins!!! =)
i'll be looking foward to Malaysia again... =)
yst... after work.. went to have dinner with the 71s... =) nice gathering.. it's a pity me and gerald couldnt stay till very late... cuz we had to go to chalet.. =) sorry guys!! its such a coincidence that we have to go chalet on the same day.. =)
hope Izwan, Idhzuan, Gerald & Mervin will have a great time in army... =D
went to ton at chalet... 2nd time tt i din sleep at all... =p played cards.. played mahjong with the guys.. haha... i think im just not talented in gambling la ok... BUT... still thanks for the 14 bucks!! LOLX... =D reached home onli at 8... n i slept for onli 4 hrs.. & i dont like cats... =X sorry to those cat lovers... i just dont like them.. esp when it chases after me... =((((
kk...
gota go work soon le...
so.. tata 4 now... =)))
i love them too too much... =)
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
i m bored!! tml another day tt i'm stuck at home with nowhere to go. sians!!! don't like this...
25th march faster come faster come... i cant wait to go home... cuz life is REALLY VERY B O R I N G here....
i dun mind getting stuck in traffic jam in jakarta.. i dont mind having to learn driving for few hours... i dont mind helping mama do housework... i dont mind helping daddy work... i dont mind staying here as long as there is sth for me to do... i hope this "boredom" will stop right now.. this sec.. this minute.. this hour.. this day....
i dont like it when im alone.. cuz my mind starts to wonder... my mind starts to think about all those stuffs... i dont like it... stupid thoughts!!! go away...
i'm still irritated with university admissions and stuffs... my brother wants me to go US... mir says if i want study tourism might as well go Jakarta... I wana go Aust.... Parents wants me in Singapore... divide myself into 4 please...
someone please tell me what to do... ='(
25th march faster come faster come... i cant wait to go home... cuz life is REALLY VERY B O R I N G here....
i dun mind getting stuck in traffic jam in jakarta.. i dont mind having to learn driving for few hours... i dont mind helping mama do housework... i dont mind helping daddy work... i dont mind staying here as long as there is sth for me to do... i hope this "boredom" will stop right now.. this sec.. this minute.. this hour.. this day....
i dont like it when im alone.. cuz my mind starts to wonder... my mind starts to think about all those stuffs... i dont like it... stupid thoughts!!! go away...
i'm still irritated with university admissions and stuffs... my brother wants me to go US... mir says if i want study tourism might as well go Jakarta... I wana go Aust.... Parents wants me in Singapore... divide myself into 4 please...
someone please tell me what to do... ='(
im at ade hse now. hee. nice. watched SHE & Jolin's concerts.. tv.. basically we are just slacking larhs... nice.. its definitely much much better to have a companion to slack with rather than slacking alone.. bored larhs...
went down to SIM with Ade.. thx 4 accompanying girl! haha! we wore the same top todae!!! such a coincidence! anyways... i wont be able to study the course i want in university lerhx... hais... they nid diploma & 2 yrs of working.. so bye bye to tourism and hotel management course... =( nvm.. i'll study sth else..
im gg down to m'sia with ade this sat.. hee... looking fwd 2 it... =)
oh ya... S71s.. PLEASE make urself free on monday nite ok>???? we'll be having class dinner.. farewell dinner to send d guys off... before they cut their hair botak!!! =p so yeaps.. pls make urself free...
tata 4 now... hope all oof u are doing very fine with this life!!! love u guys!
went down to SIM with Ade.. thx 4 accompanying girl! haha! we wore the same top todae!!! such a coincidence! anyways... i wont be able to study the course i want in university lerhx... hais... they nid diploma & 2 yrs of working.. so bye bye to tourism and hotel management course... =( nvm.. i'll study sth else..
im gg down to m'sia with ade this sat.. hee... looking fwd 2 it... =)
oh ya... S71s.. PLEASE make urself free on monday nite ok>???? we'll be having class dinner.. farewell dinner to send d guys off... before they cut their hair botak!!! =p so yeaps.. pls make urself free...
tata 4 now... hope all oof u are doing very fine with this life!!! love u guys!
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
Indonesia Indonesia... omg.. up till this point of time this yr... Indonesia has been hit with so many disasters... gosh! Hope everythg will turn out fine soon. no more disasters. no more people dying. no more ppl being stranded. no house being robbed, because those idiots just noe how to make use of the situation..!!! please use ur brain for sth else can??
im fine after a few days of break le.. so no worries.. im kinda fine.. but now.. another small small problem... life life.. it's like that... it'll never let us lead a hapy life w/o worrying... without unhappiness.. =X
i hate it when people lie to me... and of course to my dear darlings... their problem somehow becomes mine too!!! toot u... if wana bluff people, bluff properly larhs... so dumb... wat do you get in return?? i guess... u can say "bye-bye" to our friendship... =X
went to send 2t off yst.... in fact we stayed over at changi to accompany her till earli morning... played cards from night till todae morning.. cuz her flight is at ard 6am... gosh.. and i din sleep at all until i reach home.. record broken!!! =D
i'm so sorry 2t & Gerald. I'm dumb at playing cards ok... hahas.. i dun gamble u see.. so no matter how many times you guys teach me... i'll just 4get and keep asking this and that while playing... lolx... play with me again nx tm.. and u'll never wana play cards with me anymore... sorry!!! what is dai di??? wat is bridge??? haha... sorry!!!
i just dun have the talent to gamble... =p
yay!! finally Ade has a day off tml... can go out slack with her... staying at home to face the four walls is TERRIBLE can!!! i can't use the com in the day, because my niece and nephew got to study.. and they are studying in the room im sleeping.. and again they are depriving me from taking my afternoon nap... =X so all that i can do during daytime.. is either getting out of house.. or staying at home to face the four walls.. and listen to adults screaming at their children.. =X
i wana work!!! i wana work!!! i wana travel...!!! i wan earn my own pocket money!!! i want cash!!! any1 wants to giv me a job??? i'll be super grateful... =D
alrites i have another 19 more days here in singapore.. sian-ness.. please occupy me with sth!!! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!!!!
im fine after a few days of break le.. so no worries.. im kinda fine.. but now.. another small small problem... life life.. it's like that... it'll never let us lead a hapy life w/o worrying... without unhappiness.. =X
i hate it when people lie to me... and of course to my dear darlings... their problem somehow becomes mine too!!! toot u... if wana bluff people, bluff properly larhs... so dumb... wat do you get in return?? i guess... u can say "bye-bye" to our friendship... =X
went to send 2t off yst.... in fact we stayed over at changi to accompany her till earli morning... played cards from night till todae morning.. cuz her flight is at ard 6am... gosh.. and i din sleep at all until i reach home.. record broken!!! =D
i'm so sorry 2t & Gerald. I'm dumb at playing cards ok... hahas.. i dun gamble u see.. so no matter how many times you guys teach me... i'll just 4get and keep asking this and that while playing... lolx... play with me again nx tm.. and u'll never wana play cards with me anymore... sorry!!! what is dai di??? wat is bridge??? haha... sorry!!!
i just dun have the talent to gamble... =p
yay!! finally Ade has a day off tml... can go out slack with her... staying at home to face the four walls is TERRIBLE can!!! i can't use the com in the day, because my niece and nephew got to study.. and they are studying in the room im sleeping.. and again they are depriving me from taking my afternoon nap... =X so all that i can do during daytime.. is either getting out of house.. or staying at home to face the four walls.. and listen to adults screaming at their children.. =X
i wana work!!! i wana work!!! i wana travel...!!! i wan earn my own pocket money!!! i want cash!!! any1 wants to giv me a job??? i'll be super grateful... =D
alrites i have another 19 more days here in singapore.. sian-ness.. please occupy me with sth!!! PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!!!!
Monday, March 5, 2007
Saturday, March 3, 2007
i've sat in front of the computer for hours since morning.
surfing the net aimlessly for courses that i could take.
at the end of every few hour. i think back. what am i really looking for.. what am i searching for..
i wish someone could give me a direct answer on what i should do.. what i could do.. i feel really helpless. despite those talks they have given me. those encouragements. everything seems to go back to nil. i really duno what i should do now.
i couldnt see what future holds for me. what am i supposed to expect. mayb there are people out there who would say that i deserved this. i can say out loud that i dont. mayb certain things which are not meant to be will never be. i really dont know what i should do. i really wish i could do something about this but i cant. i wish i could talk to someone, i know i could find someone to talk to. but i dont know what to say, what to talk about... sometimes just by being present, just by being here.. it helps..
argh! really dont know what else. this is really irritating.. really horrible.. i dont know why some people just cant seem to bother. they can take things so lightly. they can just... argh! i dont know. whatever. i shall get away from the computer for the time being.
surfing the net aimlessly for courses that i could take.
at the end of every few hour. i think back. what am i really looking for.. what am i searching for..
i wish someone could give me a direct answer on what i should do.. what i could do.. i feel really helpless. despite those talks they have given me. those encouragements. everything seems to go back to nil. i really duno what i should do now.
i couldnt see what future holds for me. what am i supposed to expect. mayb there are people out there who would say that i deserved this. i can say out loud that i dont. mayb certain things which are not meant to be will never be. i really dont know what i should do. i really wish i could do something about this but i cant. i wish i could talk to someone, i know i could find someone to talk to. but i dont know what to say, what to talk about... sometimes just by being present, just by being here.. it helps..
argh! really dont know what else. this is really irritating.. really horrible.. i dont know why some people just cant seem to bother. they can take things so lightly. they can just... argh! i dont know. whatever. i shall get away from the computer for the time being.
I can only sae that i'm very disappointed with my own result. Esp my chinese result. But i wont blame anyone except myself. I noe my family is very disappointed. I'd rather they reprimand me rather than treating me as if nothing happened. I duno where to go, what i should do if no university wants me...
The moment i wake up, the first thg i that came across my mind is results results and results...
hais hais.. shall see how... see what i should do next.. see what lies ahead of me..
i'll be strong... see what else is coming towards me..
.irritating.
The moment i wake up, the first thg i that came across my mind is results results and results...
hais hais.. shall see how... see what i should do next.. see what lies ahead of me..
i'll be strong... see what else is coming towards me..
.irritating.
Friday, March 2, 2007
i believe u guys alreadi noe tt i arrived yst morning.
ade came to pick me up. i am really t o u c h e d. she took a day off from work just to keep me accompany whole day long... all the way till 10+... really thanks a lot girl..
throughout the whole journey we talked a lot.. catched up on some stuffs... definitely known each other more... known each other better.. she accompanied me to meet my dear S71 gals too & her nice friends thanks for d discount!! =)
... right at this moment.. i duno y.. i feel really down... really down... worried.. evrythg... i hate this kind of feeling.. just a few hrs ago i asked my dear pig girl not to worry, just smile and live on... sometimes its easy to tell people to do certain thgs.. but it's always so hard to do it alone... Pig girl.. honestly i am very affected by her death.. (u shud noe who).. i watched some of her stuffs.. really teaches me a lot.. really touches me.. after watching i reali cant sleep.. i hope i could fall asleep soon, but i cant...
i wanted to tell u just now (and also my other darlings... and my bestie min) that we should just let go and live on no matter what happens.. life is that unpredictable.. we'll help each other along.. we can all hug each other and cry out loud... give each other support.. just be strong and face whatever that comes along... no matter what i will be here to give whatever help i can... reali love u all lots...
To all those taking results later on.. Good Luck all the best.. Hope all of us can achieve a very good result and enter a University of your own choice. all the best.
ade came to pick me up. i am really t o u c h e d. she took a day off from work just to keep me accompany whole day long... all the way till 10+... really thanks a lot girl..
throughout the whole journey we talked a lot.. catched up on some stuffs... definitely known each other more... known each other better.. she accompanied me to meet my dear S71 gals too & her nice friends thanks for d discount!! =)
... right at this moment.. i duno y.. i feel really down... really down... worried.. evrythg... i hate this kind of feeling.. just a few hrs ago i asked my dear pig girl not to worry, just smile and live on... sometimes its easy to tell people to do certain thgs.. but it's always so hard to do it alone... Pig girl.. honestly i am very affected by her death.. (u shud noe who).. i watched some of her stuffs.. really teaches me a lot.. really touches me.. after watching i reali cant sleep.. i hope i could fall asleep soon, but i cant...
i wanted to tell u just now (and also my other darlings... and my bestie min) that we should just let go and live on no matter what happens.. life is that unpredictable.. we'll help each other along.. we can all hug each other and cry out loud... give each other support.. just be strong and face whatever that comes along... no matter what i will be here to give whatever help i can... reali love u all lots...
To all those taking results later on.. Good Luck all the best.. Hope all of us can achieve a very good result and enter a University of your own choice. all the best.